
i feel good
cos i'm bloody great
i'm in a swearing mood...but only swearing in positive ways
last year, i was really confident about my studio art work
but then at the end when i was actually making the final piece stuff kinda went out of hand...and the finaly product isn't quite perfect
but still, i had confidence in my folio, and i entered top arts
obviously i didn't get in
and it was just the dissappointment of the lack of perfection in my final piece and then the rejection from top arts that made me start to slowly just kinda block the whole studio art thing from memory and just pushed down
and i started to really think that it was all crap
i even brought my arts/visual arts double degree down to my bottom choices
but tonight, i was wondering about my vcd folio, i'm starting quite slow, and i didn't know if it was because i really was loosing interest and not progressing or if i did the same thing with my last year studio folio and started slow but eventually got going. so i pulled out my unit3 studio art folio, and started to look through.
ok getting bored now, but basically i got really into it and all my ideas were renewed and my passion for all that creativity was just...i know, this is all getting a bit corny...but it was 'rekindled' sigh...
so we come to the conclusion that, my folio, is bloody awesome
i was going to do some hw, but then all that happened....and then i just had to write about it...and now i just MUST do some research on universities....so i guess i'll be sleeping late tonight...which isn't good. i like sleeping at around 10:30-11pm nowadays. keeps me up the next day. and i like to read or play random games like ipod solitaire of ds sudoku in bed before i sleep, it's a habit.
but
i feel good