umbrella moment

i think i got the pics up....

so if they are there....if they're not i'll delete it....newaiz...the first one shows his face rite at the moment ^__^....the second one should be both of them under the umbrella and then the last one should be afterwards wen he waves and yells 'nuna!' and then runs awai...

must go watch death note ^____^

ok soo i cheked it....it's in the opposite order...so look at it from the last one up....

well yesterdai i went to my this place near my aunty's work where she borrowed a drama and two movies...a 'romance of their own' and 'jenny and juno' and then i went to sleep over at my aunty's place....

we watched a romance of their own first and it was good!...reallii good buh jush...the fanfic had more parts to it to make it more sad so...jush not as sad...

buh kang dong wan was sooo cute! espicially wen he and the main character first met and he ran under her umbrella to hide from police and the camera angle moves so that y0oh only see the umbrella...then he lifts up the umbrella and he's smiling sooo cute!!!

ahh i try and find picture....

and then we watched jenny and juno...which is about these kids...like our age..or younger i think....and the guy gets the girl pregnant...it's cute...buh not enough to copy it!

and thennn....this morning we went to dandenong market and i we went to that man that my aunty said had alot of stuff...and in the end he didn't have full house or any movies..jush series....and not many korean ones..mostly chinese.....so i couldn't get full house for monica....if i can't burn my aunty's one then is ok if y0oh jush borrow it?

yeh and i guess i dun need a wolf's attraction any more brittany! thanks any way!

and i bought sunglasses for $15...and those real small elastic hair ties...cos i got short hair...buh still long enough to be annoying....for $1....3 realll cute undies ^___^ and 2 singlets [$5 each] and undies were 5 for $10 buh my aunty bargained 11 for $5.....and my aunty got 3 undies so we shared...hehe....and i got cookie cutters $1 each and these 2 hair clips for $2 originally $3...my aunty likes to haggle...

and my aunty got those 2 series for $20 in total...wen it was like $25 to start...

and i almost got those chains that hangs from ur bum to ur hip...buh like trina's....like a few chains...and they're not actually chains buh a whole lot of lid0ol thingiis hanging...ehhh $8...buh i didn't get it...didn't wanna use tooo much money >< and there were these weird rings which were also clocks...asked how much they were...$10...so didn't get it.....

and for lunch/breakfast i got sushi which wasn't very nice..i think too much vinegar in the rice...we were supposed to go to this restaurant that has reallii nice spring onion pancakes buh it was closed until the 2nd of january....so we ate in the food court of the dandenong plaza....

and of course we got a whole bunch of fruit....and then come bak to my place....and brian asks us straight awai...'how long y0oh staying'...ahhh too mean.....

2dai bak at my aunties house i will watch 'my name is .....' dun0o wat the name was...buh supposed to be funny....and i will knit...i am planning on knitting a bag...like jush make squares and then sew em together...with lining inside...and if i can be bothered....make like a smaller pocket inside....if it works...cos i'm jush making up wat i'm doing as i go and i dun have like actual real instructions in makin it...so it could like fall apart or something...

jush finished burning a romance of their own...cheking if it works...hehe...jush watched the umbrella moment again...too bad i can't put it here...ahhh soo cute!

hmmm...well since i'm not gonna be home for a while..i won't be able to write for a bit....which i'm sure nobody reallii minds....andd i dun0o how i would find out about wat's happening with the janette thingii and if any1 else wanna go out at all..cos my aunty doesn't have a home phone...jush a mobile....and i dun have mobile....maybe i can use my aunty's??...buh she's real tight on using it.....

ehhh..they won't lemme upload pics rite now....

jush made brian watch the umbrella moment again...he was peeved that i made him stop playingg jush to watch that ^___^

monica..y0oh went and got work experience without me......

and about fullhouse...

i'm going to dandenong market 2moz and my aunty says that she noes this person that sells series for $16.....do y0oh want it? cos my aunty sais that if we copy it it's probably not gonna work.....she doesn't noe why buh only the 1st disc works...

i'll be ungrounded on the 2nd of january...buh i think i'll be staying at my aunty's place then so...soon!!!

2dai i went to the azn movie place in springvale and my aunty and i almost borrowed a wolf's attraction, my little bride and two others that my aunty picked.....buh wen we found out it was like $3 each...and they were vcd's [dvd's $4 each] my aunty thought it might be beta to go to dandenong 2moz and if it's cheaper mite as well buy it....

ahhhhh i feel like eating kfc...

feel like going out...

mite go to the glen [with brian if i can persuade him...] and buy wool and stufff......

so i've read the manga of deathnote and the 1st part of the live-action-movie and started watching the anime....i dun reallii like the movie...not as good as the manga or the anime....

buh i put the trailer with subs of the first movie here...and if i can find the trailer for 2nd part of the movie....



yup i found a subbed one....



yeh and the anime can be watched on youtube.....ahh youtube really does have everything...

bad candy

yes i am bored

and jush got the smart idea

of lookin up bands that i like on youtube....

and i am first doin antiskeptic...and i found out that they did rove live before [as the house band] and i am watching their first mv...60% international and....well compared to wen they did rove live they look completly different...

did i mention before that wen i went to richmond i saw a bum....and he was walking weird...like shakin his shoulders...and that he was drinking at strawberry big m...and mumbling to himself....

and now because i am getting bored i will move onto the next band or person wateva...which isss artic monkeys [yeh i'm jush going through my music folder alphabetically buh i skipped aerosmith and acdc]...

DAMNIT...ahh i hate it wen youtube does this...wen i clik on a video is comes up with alll these codes and stuff and i can't open anything till i wait for a while....usually happens at nite...and while waiting i get bored and go to sleep....

well i am dwlding antiskeptic songs...and half are finished so will listen to them

i have a lollypop

my teeth hurt.....not because off all the sugar...buh cos i am tryin to bite the lollypop..and it is very hard...

need...water......too....sweet....

ahh youtube's still not working

soo i'm going to publish this...thenn...

well i had something planned...buh i've forgotten...

y0oh noe...my dad told me 2dai that sighing [like going 'huuuuuu'] is bad for y0oh...something about ur life being tired and everything if y0oh do it too much....and then the weird thing is that afta he said th at i couldn't stop sighing...and realising i'm not supposed to jush wen i pass the point of no returrnn [ooooohh scarriii] ^__^

i'll remember wat i was gonna do

funny!! ^-^

forgot to mention that my olda brother asked for mach pelican at jb...buh they were sold out..

like they had 3 cd's...and all were sold out...dodgii....

i told my mum i was bored...like hinting...let's go out!....buh instead she sais 'good!' and tells me all these chores...i only did some of them......><

sooooo

even if i did call my uncle..i dun0o wat we'd do......we could see a movie..happy feet is out...buh i think we're seeing that on tuesdai [me and my brothers..] anddd.....

if brittany is reading this....i'll be going to my aunty's house on mondai..so we could come pik up a wolf's attraction [if you've got it] sometime then...

wait..then if i go to my aunty's on mondai....wat about tuesday movie?? then maybe i could go see it with my uncle now...

i'd have to confirm with my brother....buh he's not home now.....

ehhh i dun0o wat to dooo cos on the website that brittany gave me the stuff keeps on skipping or wateva it's called.....and so i can't be bothered......

spending $$$$

2dai my mum woke me up at 8 cos my aunty was supposed to come at 9 and...she'll honk her horn and we'd go....

so i was ready and at 9 my mum called my aunty and she was still asleep...i soo could have slept in -____- and then my mum dragged me to the glen to go to the bank and to get batteries for my granmas' hearing-aid and then and then and then...

ehhh i can't remember...

ahhhh well while we was driving to the bank i saw phillip and philan [or phlan...dun0o how to spell] and they were skateboarding...and then wen i was inside later on i saw them sitting in front of rip it up and then i saw them later while i was driving home skate boarding again....ahh they so dun ha ve anything to do......

and thenn

well cos my clear nailpolish...sorta spilled and then dried so i can't open it anymore....i was gonna to price...attack? which was supposed to be 50% off selected items...to buy clear nail polish...and try a whit-ish-pink-ish color...buh i didn't get round to it...

then wen my aunty came we went to richmond and went shoppingggg

at first we kept going to all these old people clothes which were very expensive places so i was borreedddd

and then we started to go to funner places...

so was beta

i can't remember much

except wat i got!!!

i got a green top with cherries on it [like where the logo usually goes..] for $30...yeh not much of a sale....and then this yellow top for $40 wen is usually $60....and shorts for $50..dun remember wat was costing before...

and two pairs of sandals.....$40 each.....anddddd this half top type of thing....white and wrinkly and stretchiii...for $20....

anddd i thinking that is itttt

yes...i kept my self from buying alot of other stuff...

so i think i did pretty well in the keeping myself in chek department......

buh even so...i spent like $200...and i was gonna pay my mum bak....buh then she sais it's ok...jush make sure that next time we go shopping i spend my own money...then i sais that it's ok i want her to spend next time.....cos it'll be winter shopping!!! and winter shoppin is much more expensive ^___^

then we went to another part of richmond to eat

i jush [as in...in the middle of writing this] went out to the grocery and then sleep a bit....so now the hyper-ness from shoppin has worn off and i feel sleepii...

so i can't think of anything to say...

i wanna go out now...

and wear my new clothes...

orr stay home and watch dramas...except...

no1 will take me out....my olda brother is going out now buh he won't tell me where he's going....and my mum is probably tired now...my dad dun like going out and neither does brian.....maybe i'll go with my uncle....

and i dun have any dramas... i did before.....buh my aunty took it bak 2dai...so i dun have anything to do....

i mite call my uncle..except he rarely picks up....

and yes monica..i am grounded...buh i was goin out with my mum and aunty so it doesn't count...

thanks brittany for the website...i'll be occupied for a while

annoyed

my mum sucks

yesterdai...i ask her wat time we're gonna leave and then she tells me to tell her exactly wat i need to buy....and then she tells me that we're jush gonna go to the shops that i need to go to...and go in and then out.....

so then i get annoyed because the whole point was that i haven't been boxing day shopping before and the idea of all the sales...i wanna go and look at everything and get as much stuff as i can...even if i dun need it..buh if i get it now..i won't need it later.....^___^..hehe my theory....

and then she starts going on and on about how she doesn't want to go buh because she promised me she HAS to go...and then about how because i'm not the one driving i wouldn't noe how annoying it is and then about how everyone will be pushing and shoving....and then how she'd way rather stay home and clean up and cook and stuff buh she HAS to becos of me....

and then she calls my aunty and tells her all that stuff...rite in front of me.....like...wen pplz dun wanna do something buh they have to....y0oh don't exactly go and tell the person that ur doing it for......

and then she tells me that she's being considerate...if she was being considerate she wouldn't have complained in front of me....

so then because i was angry..cos she made it seem like all my fault....and because i didn't wanna go shopping with her if she dun wanna go and then complain and complain.....well i said that we're not going...then she's like 'good'

so then this morning i woke up....and decided to stay in bed ALL day....except to pee of course....and play solitaire on the bed...while lying down.....

buh then of course i got forced out by my mum....made me eat...i wasn't hungry.....so i sat there for ageesss [such a sook...] and then i had to wash dishes from last nite....because i wasn't home wen every1 ate dinner...no1 washed it......so i had ALOT of washing to do from last nite and this morning and this afternoon.....and yes...if it wasn't for ben lee and his nice happy music i would have been very angry and probably chip a bowl or something....

and now

my mum tells me that she doesn't have anything to do

and then she asks me if i wanna go to the glen shoppin with her...

like wat the hell..

she told me before that she didn't wanna go out because she had no time and had to clean the house and cook food and rest cos she was tiredd...

and then she wants to go out

to the glen

there's nothing at the glen

absolutley nothing...

and i'm all set in my bum-scruffy-sook mood so i am not goin with her...

...and i am very angry that in the end i was deprived of my first experience of boxing day shopping for.....glen shopping.....

and i can't use the tv...cos my dad's watching this weird series of documentary's from main land china.....

...my mum came in...and read the first line that i had typed...and then she says i am cruel and then asks me if she should dye her hair again [cos of grey hairs].....then goes and sais she's gonna have shower then go glen....

ahh she's so gonna use that against me one dai.... about how i sai mean things on the internet....

brian's sleeping.....cos he can't get on the pc....dad's watching the weird chinese documentary....i am being bored on the computer and my mum is bored so is then obsessing over grey hairs...and my olda brother is working at chadstone...

so then we are all bored.....atleast my mum and i could of been not bored if we had gone shoppin 2dai....

joy

ahhhh

well

i'm not going shopping 2moz anymore...

been looking forward to it for a while....

feel sad

i already feel the unshake-able feeling of bored-ness

gonna be there for a whileee

i can't find any songs for mach pelican on the net...so was gonna go and look in jb hifi 2moz buh i'm not goingg and i wouldn't buy a cd at full price newai....

so...i am bored....nowhere to go...grounded for saying 'wat the hell'....parents nagging about watching 'doodgiii' japanese movies [although...none of them have been japanese buh my parents assume that they are dodjii and jap] anddd.....stuck at home with my boring lid0ol brother hu is satisfied with staying home alll holidaiz playing games with his new online buddies...

ohh the fun i am going to have

y0oh noe wat would cheer me up....going sumwhere [doesn't have to be farrr awai...wouldn't mind if it was jush next door] awai from my family and all the damn restrictions.....

i'm going to try and go to my aunty's as soon as possible...buh my uncle's plannin to go out with us on wednesdai so then i can't go to my aunty's untill...after that...

until then..i think i'll be exploring the joys of playing solitaire...not on the computer...with cards...on the table...by urself.....my selfff......

oh yeh...and listenin to songs...pressing play and then stop then rewinding....trying to get all the words and write it down......

oh yeh..it's fun...yup.....feeling all hyper alreadii.....

xmas daii

thought you mite want a break from pics of my weird choice of guys ^__^

2dai is xmas....and i woke up wen it started hailing.....really hard...

so cold 2dai....maybe it'll snow.....then it'll be like those christmas's in other countries where it snows...

it's almost 1 and i jush got up....brian is now making me food...

i am grateful

i dun have much to say

i am bored

2dai will be boring becos everything is closed so i have no reason to shower and change....there's nothing on tv.....i dun have anything to watch....or read.....

last nite i finished all daria episodes...

jush have to watch the movie now....

my grandma sat on my pencil....my pink shiny one....

shopping 2moz

i will sleep earlyy

and leave early

cos apparently if i go too late all the good stuff will be gone.....

boxing day sounds so overrated....

ok i'm gonna find something to do..

probably watch daria - is it college yet

monica!!

yesssss i jush read ur comment...

i was gonna try and go before i get ungrounded.....we can meet there....cos my parents won't noe i as with a friend newai...

wat's the drama called???

damnit...

hold on.....

i gotta make a member ship thingii..and i gotta bring an adult...

do y0oh think it'll be open on xmas?? cos some azn places are open cos they dun celebrate....

soo i think i'll make a membership...and then some time wen i'm ungrounded...or wen i go sneaking around.....we can go together....

yes i am glad that the freaky dead cockroach is gone now

so have y0oh guys had ur come bak party yet???

heh heh...too cute.... ><

ahh i had a very weird/scary dream this morning...like i woke up and went bak to sleep and that's wen i had the dream... so there was a weird setting...like i was in the front yard and it seemed to be at my old place in templeton...so i was lying there...hugging my pillow.....and falling asleep. .and then i started thinking about my mum always telling me about kids being kidnapped from their ..........

yes so that was all i got to type yesterday before i had to get off......

and because i've gone and told like everyone about my weird dream [my parents, brian, my aunty..i think my olda brother...] i dun feel like repeating it again...

jush basically....there was this guy that almost molested me and i did a whole lot of weird things like running and screaming ova my shoulder that i was gonna tell my mummy and daddy on him while laughing maniac-lly.....

so i am reallii reallii annoyed rite now....

cos weneva i get on nowadaiz...i always seem to be..not told off...jush told to do other things...or people coming and cheking wat i'm doing.....it's annoying...cos i barely get on now......

ehhh newaizz

2dai was our family xmas lunch and dinner....

and i remarkably woke up at 8:30 and started making my cupcakes rite awai...dedication i tell y0oh......and then i helped with my mum..cos she was stressing alot....cos we had to take everything to the old house in wantirna and we mite forget stuff and all....plus my grandma had gone for a walk and gotten lost so yes....mum was stressed and i stayed in the kitchen with her all morning......while brian played his online game...fly for fun...ahh he's alwai playing...i go to sleep and he's playing..i wake up and he's playing...i eat and he's playing...i walk around the house aimlessly and he's playing........

and thennn we left once my aunty had comee....and i was wearing a dress....a strapless one....and it was cold so i wore a jacket ova that did not match buh i didn't care....and these clogs from vietnam.....

and theennn i made the icing there in wantirna buh it didn't reallii go rite because i forgot to bring the electric beater so everyone had to take turns beating the egg whites with a whisk..until it was firm...sorta firm...and then the sugar didn't work out good cos...well it jush all dried up on the saucepan and wouldn't come out and was all clumpish...wen it was supposed to be liquid....><
so it tasted fine in the end...buh was all dribbly and not thick so we jush put a bit on top of the cupcakes and then it would slowly dribble it's way down to the sides...

and i made my own...3 storey cake stand...using bowls and 3 different sizes of white plates....and we put these nice flowers in between the cakes....it looked real pretty....and it tasted realll nice....

and we had SOOOO much food.....spring roles...azn coleslaw.....japanese soup.....raw fish...sushi....this fried rice noodle thing called hu tieu xao.....some type of weird chicken....risolles....and i think that was all....of course there was my cupcakes and my auntie's carrot and walnut cake at the super end....

and everyone got soo full...and lots of us pigs sorta dozed for a bit on the couches......and then we did a whole lot of packing up and mucking around then the women...mum and two aunties had coffee and cake....then we did presents...well i gave out presents...and got none....ahhh sucks being the only one that believes in presents.....yeh i had to wake my dad up to give his present [had been out with friends drinking and playing cards the whole nite and got home at 8am in the morning without sleep so he was tired...]

and yes....jazselle...my sorta cousin....she was eating one of my cupcakes and she got tired and grumpy and stuff...and she ate like half of it than chucked it in front of me...ahhh wasn't that bad was it???....

then before they could make us clean up brian and i went for a walk..we walked to our primary skool and went around looking at all the changes and reliving memories...everything looks so small and cute now.....and then walked home...ahh those st0opid clogs hurt my feet....and i almost tripped and fell..i stumbled...in front of these girls that i swear were following us.....and then we went to the park next to our old house and swing on the swings and this guy walked past that i swear was the same guy in my dream that tried to molest me....he was old and had a beard and.....yeh not much else i can describe in words.....and then we saw our auntie's car reverse out of the house so we fast walked [st0opid clogs] home and asked why she was gone alreadii cos she was supposed to wait till dinner for wen my olda brother was gonna come....ends up she left cos jazselle was tired and wouldn't sleep so had to go home...so then....i went to sleep in my old room...not very comfy in a dress....that ur boobs could pop out of any moment...and was like sorta tight around the top half of ur body...buh i did it..i slept in a st0opid dress.....and wen i woke up we ate dinner which was leftovas from lunch and in the middle i couldn't take it anymore and changed out of the dress into my auntie's pink tracksuit....ewwww...pink...buh it was comfy so i wore it.....and then we [ahh now my mum tells me that i have to get off in half hour...she doesn't say anything to brian wen he's on....] did the whole bon bons thingii which was funn cos i think i was jush getting hyper and laughing at everything....and was very cool cos i was the only one wearing a green hat thingii cos my aunty and mum were wearing red ones and everyone else chucked theirs...

buh my mum thought her's was green wen i said mine was the only green one and we told her it was red....i think she was drunk on the wine.....

and thennn i sent a sms to my olda brother saying 'u loser' cos he still wasn't there and he ended up coming at 9 cos he had to help get the store ready for boxing dayyy....and then his friend came ova cos he was all alone and then because i happened to be sitting between them..there was an awkward silence...so i stood up and walked to the kitchen to eat....did i mention i was wearing pink tracksuit.......and thenn we left...and i was still wearing pink trakies..with my clogs......and yes..had to sorta tippy toe to the car in the rain.....

and my aunty and i talked about kang dong wan....cos apparently she likes him tooo.....and yes sometimes later i will go and stay with her for a week or so and we're gonna watch korean dramas and movies...and i found out she also wanted to watch a wolf's attraction so i told her that brittany was gonna try and get it for me so YAY!!!

ahhhhh boxing day....my mum sais it's like people stampin and pushing other people around for clothes..,buh it's ok...let me have experience......that's wat she'd sai...funnii saying all this scary stuff and saying why i shouldn't go and making actions tto demostrate and then calming down and sai 'it's ok...let her have expereince..'

i'm gonna go nowww watch somethingg

oh yeh....i taped mystery men and wen i watched it 2dai it was all dodgii cos ended up our antenna wasn't very good that day....from wat i saw at the start...didn't look that good newai...

confettii!!

soo sunday was brian's b'dai...buh the parents forgot....[how could they?!?!....i didn't forget....nope....*shifty eyes*] so then we were gonna jush organize a dinner...buh monday nite my olda brother had to work and so it was organized for last nite...

...and guess wat?....the parents forgot...again...and the dodgii thing is....they started arguing and blaming everyone [this was on the way to box hill in the car...] and it was meannn...like y0oh don't argue on some1's b'dai...and y0oh especially dun say bad things about himmm...

they were saying things about brian not being able to decide things for himself and about how we dun plan enough about how december is a very busy month and then they were blaming each other and then blah blah blah.......

so then brian was not in good mood....wen we got into the restaurant i was hyper for some reason [and i had this song repeating itself ova and ova in my head...] and then we eventually got to move to a seperate table [me brian and my olda brother] cos the table was too squishy [oh yeh....we were at grand taipei...good place...nice rice with fried pork ribs...and cakee..] and then we got into a good moodd and it was funn...

and then at the end we asked dad for money to see a movie...and went to knox and got there like half an hour late for the movie [eragon] buh wen we got in it was still adds....and wen were getting tickets the lady says we gotta sit on the aisle....and me and brian are thinking...'so do we have to sit on the steps?' and ends up were on the side...closest to the aisle....-____-

so movie was goood...i had a choc top...mmmmm...jonny finished his before i even finished the ice cream sticking out at the top...and he threatened to eat mine if i didn't hurry up....

yehh and i kept thinking about confetti.....

this morning...i've learnt 28 words [jap]...yes...i finally got round to doing a bit of studying....

ahh so proud of myself lately....the other day....i cleaned up my room....like the bed...under the bed...the desk...the drawers....i did it ALL....ehhhh except for my cupboard of clothes....i cleaned it up jush the other day and it's already a mess....dun bother anymore......

i still haven't finished buying xmas presents.....i jush got my uncle, dad, mum and cousin to go....and i still have to get round to buying xmas decorations.....aiyahhh.....too lazii....

eh...pics not uploading anymore....>_<

the duelist

i think it was the day before yesterdai....like...sunday....i watched this korean movie called the duelist.....

and we watched the trailer first and it look super coool...like cool fighting scenes and stuff..

and we watch the actual movie...and it's so weird.....buh once we start thinking of it as a comedy it was ok....buh then near the end it goes serious and is super cool.....

it's about this cop which is a girl and this person...that i dun0oz wat he is...buh he was doin stuff against the law....[yes the plot wasn't very good....] and they fall in lovee and then he dies in the end....not sad....not lovii...ehhh...jush weird....and i liked it!! ^__^ i am weird...

and cos the guy character was...hot...except wen he wore this hat where he had to put his long hair up....i went on the pc aftawards and went looking for pics!!! ahhh so lame i am...

newaiz..i found out his name...it was kang dong wan......and yeh i sorta noticed before while i was watching it [only wen he had his hair in a hat] that he looked like this guy that cynthia had on her msnspace aggeess ago...and while lookin up pics i found out it was definitley him....[yay!!! pics are uploading!!!]

so the pic up top is him from the movie...and the pic that i'll put at the bottom will be...him not in the movie?

and i keep forgetting to ask brittany this...and i hope she will be reading this....if y0oh are not her....do not worry about it lol...

do y0oh remember that azn movie place in glen waverley?....so do y0oh noe wat i'd need to provide if i wanted to get a membership there? cos i'd like to make one since i am now obsessed with kang dong wan and must watch more of his movies...plus since i am grounded it would be something to do.... so if y0oh dun read this...or dun reply...i'll try and remember to ask y0oh on thursday...

so on sunday i was seriously bored....and most of the family slept most of the day....and cos i didn't wanna sleep...yukii feeling afta sleeping too much.....i spent most of the day outside with my olda brother doin stuf to his car....and i was wearing my pj's...or bum clothes wateva we call it....and my hair was like..scarii...boofin everywhere cos the nite before was a wedding and i went to sleep with wet hair....wet short hair.....and while i was in the front yard emily and atisha walk past....and staring at me and i was soo embarassed....

and then there was this time wen i was lying with my head under the car trying to stik this screw through these st0opid holes when i hear ppl walking past again and i ask my brother if it's them again buh he was more embarassed than me cos as he puts it....a guy with his lid0ol sista doing the stuff for him.....so yehhh ...

eh gonna watch grey's anatomy now...

kang dong wan!!!

helloooo

brittanyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

ahh y0oh're bak [commenting]!!!! i've missed ur comments! and i've missed y0oh...of course i miss y0ohhhhh i haven't seen y0oh for agggesss and haven't spoken to y0oh in aggeesss...all in all...it's been agggesssss

yes...so i changed the font to darker grey.....and i dun reallii like the background color...buh can't be bothered finding a nicer color......

yup..i forgot to mention before...that from now until like the 2nd of january i'm not allowed to go ANYWHERE...except to trina's house [luckii...cos she called jush before i got told off]...buh then...i am going to stay at my aunty's place for a week or so wen she finishes work which should be around the 27th this month so i could alwaiz go out then...cos my aunty thinks friends are very important ^___^

ok so..story about brian running into a finger....maybe the way i say it won't be funnii...buh that nite..wen it happened...i could not stop laughin..and then the way home in the car...i thought of it and started randomly laughing...

last last nite i think....no...last last last nite [thursdai?] me and my brothers went to crown because we were bored and we went to the upstairs food court...where there's kfc,boost, maccas and newzealand ice cream.....

and my olda brother went to boost while brian took me to new zealand icecream......and while we were going there...this group of ppl were comin towards us and they took up most of the path thingii so brian pushes me to the side..wayyy side...and there's this girl pointing at one of the shops.....and brian..still pushing me...runs rite into it finger...and it gets him in the cheek i think...and the girl turns around real fast [i noe there's a word for that....buh i can't remember..] and she puts her had over her mouth and sais OH MY GOSHHHHHHH.....I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY.....and like her whole group was looking at us.....and her eyes were like @o@....[doesn't look rite....huge eyes with an open mouth...] and me and brian [brian holding his cheek] were laughing...like...stiffling our laughs....and brian squeezes out a 'it's okk' and we walk awai...still with the pplz lookin at us.....and as soon as they turn awai...we start crack up laughing....ehh,.....i think it was mostly me tho.....

probably not so funii.....oh well..

yes monica...y0oh come bak and eat noodles with me!!

'what the hell'

2dai..i had to wake up early to go to skool to do the OHS tests and i ran home so that i could go help my olda brother go and bring boxes of beer and stoves etc. to the reception for 2morrow...usually he does it himself or brian skips skool for it...buh because i finished skool and i my olda brother was very busy latly [cotton on work, appointments in the city...etc] i had been helping him this week...

and cos he was specially busy 2dai and 2moz i ran home for him...can y0oh belive that...i RAN...wow...newai so it was very tiring [imagine running up and down stairs with a box of beer, 24bottles, 25 times]and i had to change into bum clothes and then wen we got bak home i changed into my none bum clothes again cos i was going out with my mum to springvale [remember previous blog entry about me getting lost on way home from melody's place and leaving my mum to go by herself...] and because recently there has been NOTHING to eat...nothing i tell y0oh....except for these old hard breadroles that my mum stole [well she didn't steal it....she asked for it..] from the reception last week....and so i've been living on them lately....heating them in the microwave to make them eatable....buh i've been soo sik of bread so last nite i didn't have dinner and this morning no breakfast and then wen i went with my mum i asked her if i could eat lunch in springvale at my uncles restaurant [which has reallii yummii noodles ><] and she sais yehh so then i was happy...then while we're doing the shopping thing mum keeps on saying...in viet so translations weird.....that as i daughter i suk cos i dun0o how to stuff all the boxes in the car so then she has to do it....and that next time maybe she'll make me do it....i hate going with her buh i do anywai cos she needs help and stuff.....i'm definitley not goin next time....

and then wen i remind her about food she tells me to go by myself.....hu goes into a small restaurant which a relative that y0oh dun reallii talk to [cos they talk only viet] owns and eat by urself???...well maybe sum ppl do buh i dun like it..it'd be awkward....so then i settle for eating food from in that building...like springrolls and waffles...as long as it's not bread ^___^

so then we're walking towards the shop that sells that...and then she stops and the one next to it and buys some dessert stuff like sweet rice and stuff....and she's talking to the owner about her trip to europe and stuff....and they talk and talk and talk and talk...and i'm standing next to the food..i could seeeeee it....and i was hungry...remember...no previous dinner, breakfast or lunch......buh they kept talking....and y0oh could say i could have gone and got it myself while they talked buh i suk at viet...and every1 here like only talks viet.....so i wait...and then she only leaves that lady to go talk to this other lady....and they talk and talk and talk.....and my mum tells the lady about me being in yr 8 this year and next year 9 [wth!?] and i go to glenny and then the azn parents that they are...they talk about education...tutors....house prices....and then my mum tells her about all my brothers and me and then the lady tells about her kids where they go and i think they were...like competing or something...like my mum tells about all these tutors and stuff and then tells the lady that she should do it to like EVERYONE does thattt...in a noe it all, 'y0oh didn't noe?' voice...and then the lady would say that her kids are very smart and all she has to do is buy them text books and they'll study it....and on and on and on...

and then we slowly [with the lady still talking...] inch away from that shop....infront of the food....infront of the stand in the middle of the building.....infront of the next shop...infront of the doors.....alll the way pass the shop with food...damnit i was hungry!!!! grrrr

and wen the lady finally leaves my mum starts walking in the opposite direction....and i pull her shirt and say...food's that way...
and then we end up not getting any food.....so i didn't reallii talk to my mum for the rest of the ride...got home and made instant noodles [which i didn't wanna make before because.....it's eww-ly unhealthii and oillyyy...and at weddings we eat all these fried stuff..] and ate in the lounge...it was discusting

and because even though i had tried to sleep earlyy last nite [went to bed at 11pm] i couldn't actually sleep.....so i was very tired....buh i had to do lotus seeds [remember...split in half and take out green thingii...] and THEN i slept...wen i woke up i told brian to get off so that i could finish up the menus so i can get the photocopied....then go to the kitchen to get something to eat...and because not many pplz had been eating the cake i made [my brother sais it's nice buh jush needs help with the presentation ><....and every1 else jush said it's nice..] so i take it out to eat because it will go yukkii...and then my mum comes in and yells at me not to eat it so then i walk awai and sai 'wat the hell' and then she screeeaamms at me to come bak and she lectures me about swearing and she tells me about how the other day i had friends ova and they heard them swearing [and the only person that swore that day was hayley once that said fuck....]...apparently LOTS of swearing....and then they go on and on [yeh my dad had come in] about how wen my friends are here i'm laugh and stuff and neva with my parents [eva thought that they're jush not funnii???!?!

and then they get to that part that alwaiz makes me cry ><

apparently because i am a girl...the ONLY girl...in the family.....i should be more that and this....and then they say things like 'i don't have a daughter that swears' and 'y0oh're my only daughter...be more like ____' ahh it makes me feel unwanted.......

and then mum starts saying that being the only daughter and all..i should help around more often....like EXCUSEEE ME.......2dai..i spent the whole DAY helping the st0opid family buisness and during the week [like wen my friends came ova the other day and apparently they swore...we were gonna go to the glen aftawards buh wen i told my mum she told me to stay home to cut mushrooms and pick snowpeas....so i did..and i didn't even complain..and i dun complain about 2dai either...i dun complain about how we dun have food around and i dun complain that weneva i see my parents they are working and only talk about bad parts of me or telling me to do something.....]...it's like our whole fking life is built around the st0opid buisness....and it reallii reallii annoys me buh i dun say anything...i still help around....and wen i tell her this [jush the part about helping alot] she tells me that i should be helping EVERY FUCKING DAYYY

ahhhh..........feel like roaring -____-"

and another thing...i only get paid $50 for one nite working at a wedding and $10 pocket money....i should get soo much more...partly because the other workers get more [waiters get $100 and pplz in kitchen get $200] for the same amount of work plus...i have to help and like have noo life during the week....i should be getting MORE than the others ....

and then during dinner...ahh y0oh should have seen it...parents complaining about how i sitt...how i pass a bowl....how i eat...how i dress....ahh very un-lady-like.....

well because i think this entry is VERY long somebody remind me to talk bout brian walking into a finger...ahh funny story.....

...how the hell is 'wat the hell' swearing?!?!?!

yesterdai i felt like making a cake...so i asked my mum wen the kitchen would be free the next few daiz [being near the weekend and all....weddings...] and my mum said to do it that nite..and my mum and aunty were going to coles so i went with them and i bought some thick cream, canned peaches and eggs...buh it took foreva cos weneva my mum goes out to buy stuff [anything] she alwaiz ends up getting more than wat she planned on getting....

and i started cooking at about 9pm and finished at 11pm [approximate..]

so i did 3 layers of sponge and that went well...then i had to make the cream...which was sorta difficult [to me >< cos i'm st0opid..] and i accidently put in the vanilla into the cream before i whipped it...and while i was 'whipping' it nothing was happening so i read the box of the thingii that i was using and it said that it was excellent at whipping cream so i kept on doing it and it jush made bubbles so i was a bit worried..i sat there on the floor with the cream for 10minutes [was timing cakes at same time] until i realised that i had the settings on low....so i put it to high and like straight awai it...whipped.....yay!!!

so that went wellll and i split it into groups and [put small chopped up pieces of peach into one batch of cream..] and put some in between the layers and then wen i took out the last layer from the oven i spread cream on it rite awai and then it started to MELT...ahhh so i quikly swiped it off and dabbed it with a tissue...><..and then stuffed it into the fridge...ahhh soo st0opid....

cos i dun have one of those things that y0oh put a cake on and y0oh spin it around and it' s like tall so it's in ur face....i had to kneel beside the table and try and spread the cream around it evenly..which didn't realli work cos it stuk to the spatula and it wasn't even and y0oh could see the sponge in places....buh eventually it looked ok...if y0oh look at it from a distance...

and then i put some peache slices on top [in a circle] and it looked a bit funny so i made the slices thinner and put it bak on...

and i was gonna...melt chocolate and try and squish it out of a tube and write 'good morning' lol buh the cake was smaller than i thought it would be and because it would have been my first time doing the whole writing thing i would stuff it up so i didn't do it...

and then i had to clean up...ahhh that part alwaiz sucks.........

i hope it tastes good....

i noe..boring entry.....

...last last nite i was watching daria...i think it was 'legends of the mall' and...i got scared....like scary movie scared....so i couldn't go to sleep...so i watched an episode of grey's anatomy which took me to 2:30 [around there..] and i went to sleep buh i was still scared....

...hu gets scared from watching daria?!?

>_<

i'm hommeeee

i stabbed myself 2dai...

with a dessert fork -____-"...

and it REALLY really hurts...like a paper cut...cos i can't see anything.....buh it STINGS!!!

and i can't put a bandaid on cos it's on the tip...i think maybe under the nail...

so i went to work 2dai...got all nervous...had like the hole staff and some other pplz i dun0o all friendly to me saying it is easier than kitchen and stuff....then wen the pplz arrived i found out that they didn't need me there any more....cos this guy came and was doing the bar...so then....i changed out of my vest and tie....and was gonna have to resort to white blouse with my mum's pants she wore to the reception [big round the waist...] and the blak shoes [that had like...um...heels?...] and was also like one of the girly ones that have the one strap across the top....

and cos they didn't have an apron i was worried bout getting my mum's blouse dirty so i went and changed in my brother's car into the top he had worn to work [at cotton on] this morning...so everything was un-matching...

so i ended up working in the kitchen and it was ok....

skipping to the end.....the wedding cake was a sponge with fruit and cream in between the layers and it was soooo yummyyyy...and i am now inspired into making a xmas cake like that....as close as i can get to that...ehhhh....well i'll do my best!!!

well i gotta wake up early 2moz to get my books...

buh i'm gonna read manga now...damn jasmine...i'm hooked to this site....><

brian's a bum and my parents are cheap

yesterdai me and brian both had to work....except he got to work at the better reception.....with the air con and big kitchen...buh he was working in the bar so it was easier and WAY cooler be cause the have super air con in the actual reception....whereas i had to work at this other reception with a midget kitchen and most of the time i had to help with the dishes because my parents were too cheap to hire some1 to do them....and because i get paid less it was easier to get me running between the dishes and helping prepare the food.......and it was SUPER hot doing the dishes....imagine....this LITTLE corner where y0oh have to use boiling hot water to make sure that the dishes clean properly...and wen there's boiling water there's steam and hot AIR....damnit i was sweating so much my hair was wet.....that was embarassing....

and then 2dai we need brian to work in the bar again which believe me is not a hard job...y0oh jush have to push the button and stik the hose into a jug...and make sure that there are alwaiz jugs of softdrink on the counter and to keep the beer coming...using a beer bottle opener thingii...and THAT's all.....buh my mum's makin me work instead because brian's got skool 2moz....tchz...he's apparently got chinese all day and is probably gonna wag like the last week anyway...and i have to wake up earlyy to go pik up my second hand books off my friend's friend...

and it's st0opid because i have to wear a uniform...and i don't have a uniform...so there are these pants hanging on the cupboard and if they don't fit i have to wear these really scary looking 3/4 blak pants with weird embroadery stuff at the ends.......and i have to try and find a vest that fits...dun0oz wat to do if it doesn't....and wear my longsleeve skool top underneatt...with the dodgii skool sign on it.....and my skool shoes and a tie....man i'm gonna be sooo embarrassed....

and the thing is..2dai i was planning on either going to melody/jasmine's place [and bribe em with crab claws, shark fin soup..etc] and jush relax....and now i can't....buh brian's gonna spend the day playing gamecube and...jush waste the day!!!

ahh it pisses me off this morning wen my mum was telling me....and you noe how we share a room...brian [obviously awake] pretends to roll over, groan and squint at me.......and because i had no energy to get up and smak him on the head....i jush called him a shithead...which wasn't very satisfying...so i said it again......><

man...i woke up at 7 this morning [remember i came home from work last nite at 2am] and i got up and did some stuff [i was actually AWAKE] and then went bak to sleep to avoid talkin to my mum....and then 2moz i have to wake up at 9......

well lookin at the good side....

i'll be on the watch for hot guys in suits.....

and i will be cool.....air connnn...

and despite being unbearable pissed off...i will try to act nice and make friends with pplz [hah..as if..] and then one the way home i will not talk to my parents [yes i noe...st0opidly child-ish] and the next day will avoid them...except wen asking for food.......

yehh....pics still don't work for some reason....

i could still have pplz ova now i guess....my mum's coming home to pik me up at 2:45 and now is 9:50...and it would help me to get into my friendly, happy...friend-making mood......buh melody and jasmine have church...and last time i remember that they came bak at like 1-2pm.....dodgii

had this song in my head the whole day yesterdai.....made up love song - guillemots

and this morning wen i woke up at 7 i had this song from my fair lady in my head....the one where the dad's at the pub or wateva and the main words he sings is 'i'm getting married in the morning'....yeh weird.......

oh yeh...this morning...afta my mum had shown me wat to wear...and yelled at me that i was definitly going....jush to spite them...because i noe my mum hate any of my music...and brian hates my marylin/korn/metallica/acdc music...i turn on my mp3 playa to that folder and put it REAL loud......

man...i am soo childish.....

unbelievable

so 2dai i woke up and had shower....and then came out and slept for a bit...and woke up and was fixing my hair and cream wen melody came...and then we went to the skool [this was 10am] and waited for jess partridge to come with her friend to sell me a book....and then they left and we went to the music centre to wait for a teacher....we waited for 20minutes and wen she came i found out that we were jush waiting so that melody could get LOLLIES.....not even nice lollies ><

ahh so then we walked ALL the way to jasmine's house and it was hot.....and melody regreted not bringing her umbrella ^__^
and wen we finally got there [by the way...we were coming unexpected...trying to get there before she wakes up and jump on her ^______^ huu ] she was alreadii awake and reading manga on the net ...damn....

so we went and ate her biscuits while playing mario party....and then jasmine started crying cos fruits basket was sad.....ToT......ahhh and i came second in the game....melody came first....she cheated.....

and melody's mum came and picked us up at 1:30 and i bummed round melody's place for a bit cos her mum offered to drive me home buh then i thought i mite as well walk cos it's supposedly not far and i have to try and remember how to get to melody's place......so i lefttt....afta melody drew a map for me...which ended up being WRONG!!

and i walkedd...and i'll jush remind everyone that it was VERY hot 2dai.....and i walked past 2 streets cos i didn't thiink they were it....and went into one that sounded familiar [rowitta or sumthing..] and went half way down and figured that the oval shouldn't be that far awai so i turned bak and went to the 2nd road that i passed before and went in a while before figuring out it wasn't rite [ended up that that street would have taken me bak to the other side of melody's street ><] and went bak to rowitta-thingii and i walked all the wai this time....and came out at springvale road....yes i saw the sign saying springvale road or i wouldn't have known.....and then turned bak and walked all the way bak to melody's house and wen she opened the door she was like WAT?!? wen i said that i got lost....ehh and i was all sweatyy and reddd and i drank 2 cups of water and called my dad whu was also like WAT?!?! and then i told him to come pik me up ><

soo we bummed on the pc......and it was a while until my dad came....made me think that he got lost tooo cos it took soo long...ended up that he came before and knocked on the door buh we didn't hear so he went to chek number 40 and then came bakkk o___O

and i was worried cos i was supposed to come bak at 2 so that i could go help my mum with the grocery shoppin at springvale for the 3 weddings this weekend and i had come home late....

ahh and my dad told me off in the car and then cos i was feeling soo guilty about my mum cos she had alreadii gone i went and finally packed up my room [without any1 telling me too] and then started pikin the lotus seeds wen my mum came bak...so i go out to help her unload the car and she tells me that i was supposed to be home by 12...not 2......so now i feel reallii bad...and so i helped her unload and did a whole lot of chores without complaining and doin em rite awai....

and then i went with her to fotocopy the menus and go buy some more stuff for the weddings and to the farm to buy other stuff and then bak to coles to get some other stuff [buh i stayed in car sleeping] and wen she came bak we was stuk cos the car was scraping against the pole thingii and we couldn't get out of theparking space so this aussie guy comes with his son and helps us.....

he got in and i stayed in...and my mum got out to hold the little boys hand and be nice cos he kept on crying everytime his dad reversed the car...and the dad'd keep sayin 'it's alrite i'm not going anywhere' and then yehh he got out and then i started to panic that he would drive awai.....buh then i remembered that my mum could hold his son hostage and do a cool swapy thingii with me and his kid....buh then i thought wat if he's not realli his son and it's alll an act to steal our car?!?!....

and then we got home and i finished doin lotus seed and then i got on pc......i'm sooo tired...

too much walkin.....

so now...my mum has some rules for holidaiz...

can't go out on fridais cos i have to help her with grocery shopping.....can't have friends ova on thursdays buh i can go out with relatives during the nite and the rest of the week...jush once a week go out...

buh i think havgin pplz ova is unlimited

my brothers are home from deliveries....

i will finish up now cos melody is buggin me about being too slow...

btw...must mention that i am also very tired cos i sleep at 1:30 last nite and woke up at 9.....and walked and walked and did a little of running until 6pm....

ok done complaining...will go....now....no time for tryin to get a pic up.....

random-ness

ehhhhh

jush typing while watching daria - lucky strike...while waiting for grey's anatomy to dwld....

since wen did daria stop liking trent??...and go out with tom.....i dun like tom..i like trent!!!! ehhh trent is cooooooooool....i like trent......heh heh....

...all trent's songs sound sorta the same.......which is why it's cool....

i got sorta-grounded 2dai....

my parents complain that i go out too much these days and that it'll become a habit....so from next week i can only go out once a week....damn thissss.....

ahh it's sorta hard to concentrate on writing this while watching daria...

like while i type i have this voice in my head saying wat i'm typing/about to type...and i have to try and understand wat pplz are saying....

ahh grey's anatomy is 91% done....

i think i shall stop now...didn't type lots....oh well....

to asainland

monica y0oh spelt asianland wrong......y0oh alwaiz spell asian wrong LOL

ahhh i missing y0oh 2dai!!! we had to go to skoool >< and spent 5 outta 6 periods in the lecture theater soooo borrinngggggggg

so wen do y0oh do the whole testing and stuff???

do y0oh noe wat y0oh wanna do for work experience???

i'm thinking of jush doing retail......cos i can't be bothered finding a graphic designer place or interior designing place....which probably wouldn't be here in glen waverley...yes too lazii to go further.....

ahhh must grab the jobs before the sea of work-experience pplz come flowing!!!!

ahhh i feel so bad wen i read ur comment....at first happy...buh then sad wen i hear that i am dissappointing y0oh ><....ahh my words sound funnii......i am straight....-____-"

monica coming bak soon?? ....buy me anything yet???? ><......since i've known jasmine and melody i keep on treating pplz to stuff....ahh bad habit wen needing to save up...buh come bak and we will go out!!!

jush ate sushi ^__^ is yummiiiiii mmmmmmmm......melody is going away sometime soon.....wat do i do!?!? she live close so we go out!!! hmm...jasmine's sorta close..i haven't been to her house so i dun0o...she'll probably be too lazyy to come out....damn it....

melody and jasmine came 2dai....unexpected.....make me feel happpyyyy...cos now i'm thinking...i have friends!!!! lol...ahh pityful...

heh heh...my mum told me afta we go home...that they are REALLII tall...and that wen y0oh look at jasmine from bak it is like *wavyy hand motion* and then saying she have big bum hehehehehe....ahh i told y0oh jasminee!! buh big bum is GOOD *thumbs up* ^__^

i wonder if this is long enough to make monica satisfied.....

my mummii call me to come out and eat soup....

must add pic [ahh reminds me..i haven't yet had the time to get new pics....buh i have gone dwlding frenzy with grey's anatomy...and jush watching daria from now on on youtube....] ahh i jush realised....the blogy thingii is not correcting my words anymore...like red lines and green lines...that's gooddd

ahh she's yelling now...soup will get cold....

damn it the pic won't come up!!!!

daria

haven't been blogging as much as i used to...

mostly because i spend most of my time using up the dwlds with daria episodes and grey's anatomy....

and the only reason i am bloggin now is because i am overflowing with lines from daria that i can't fit into my nick name and personal message in msn....

so READ!!!

how much money do y0oh have? +silence+ trent? 'i have no money so i said nothing'

trent: hello? paramedics? do y0oh fix gazebos?

trent: wait, i don't noe anything about measuring, but i noe ALL about lying around...and you guys are DEFINITELY lying around

haha....well i'm sure no1 here found it entertaining but...i had to write it sumwhere...

hm...i'll get round to writing a long blog entry sometime...in the future....

OMG!!!!

jush realised

2dai is the 1st of december!!!

which means....fast INTERNET!!!!

yayayayayayayayayay!!! let the dwldin BEGIN!!!!

awww y0oh guys are soo nice

yeh i couldn't call monica to tell that i didn't have food cos i left my diary at skool and so i didn't have her number ><

well wat happened was......in the end......my parents have decided that we're not allowed to watch tv/pc unless it's the weekend [yes we've done this before buh it didn't reallii work for long ^^"] and my dad has to spare some time for us and he piked 8pm-9pm.....and to decide that my parents had a bit of an argument....and now my parents want us to read a book a week at LEAST.....so that brian's english can improve.....

so now i am sneakin on the pc before skool wen every1 is asleep -0-

monica!! call me wen y0oh come bak...we'll do something...preferably without money cos i have to save for xmas shoppin ><

yes i love my brother...last nite we stayed in the kitchen eatin toast and screamin at each other in those fake girly voices [like watevaaaa, and the most common: gro OSSSS] while my mum n dad talked in the lounge room.....i think they were a bit scared for their son......

ahh the pic is not uploadin and i have to go skool so bye bye!!!

bad day

bad day 2dai

firstly, i woke up and went with my brother to the doctors cos we were goin to chadstone [so that he could buy his full uniform] buh then his appointment was actually later so we went home again and i watched tv then my dad comes in and tells me off for watching tv too much and then keeps on complainin in the kitchen with my aunt about how we're always watching tv/computer and not studying and how we're soo st0opid and how in vietnam they're always studying and it reallii reallii annoyed me

and then i went with my brother to chadstone and it was cool and stuff then i got home and i was supposed to go to monica's place [it was now 1:30] buh then i found that i had no food and i said i'd bring food and then i couldn't be bothered and i was having good conversation with my olda brother so i didn't gooo....and then my parents and aunt came bak home and it all started again and it was reallii mean wen brian came home from skool and they were talkin about it REAL loud in the kitchen about how dumb brian was...like there's this word in viet that...i dun0o how to translate buh it was REAL mean.....and it was soo sad....so then i got pissed [also cos my dad was talkin about how they were gonna move the tv to their room and the pc out into the lounge like it reallii was gonna mata] so i walked through the kitchen to get my shoes and i walked out and wen goin out i had to open the gate and stuff and it's REAL loud so i dun0o how they didn;t notice..and they were in the kitchen wen i walked through too.....

and it reallii pissed me off cos brian reallii tried real hard in english buh he still got a C+ and that's all that matas to my parents...the score/results and they keep on acting like brian's a loser that didn't even try and doesn't study. and also, the reason why we're alwais on the pc/tv these dais is cos there is no more work and we can't go out and we dun wanna hang out with the parents cos they're alwais workin for the weddings and stressing out and they usually blame it on us....they don't understand that the reason why we don't do any work is because there is NO work...

and all i want to do is sleep these dais because the atmosphere here is so TENSE and i can't watch tv, i can't go on the pc without being told off....but i can't sleep because if i do they'll complain that i sleep all the time which is why i'm soo fat.....

so i went and sat on the slope of the oval at skool for almost an hour [try sittin in the 'hugin ur knees' position on a slope for an hour >< bum hurts] and wen i came bak....nobody had noticed that i had gone......so sad....

my dad...he's always got this attitude that he knows everything and that he's always right...and it reallii annoys me...even wen he's talkkin to someone else or about someone else.....it jush pissess me offff

my mum..she's jush like a annoying fly [like the one that's been flying bak and forth in my room for god noes how long] and keeps on coming and coming and then complainin

my olda brother made me realise something 2dai...he told me that my mum and dad hadn't wanted him to go to swinburne cos it used to be a tafe and they wanted him to go somewhere with a beta name so he can have a good job and money and they want him to have SECURITY....i dun think it'll be very easy for me cos if i'm doin the whole art thing...nothin is stable in art....

and i already noe...like i've always imagined that wen i get olda...i'd live in an apartment or something [cos i probably won't be able to afford a house] and do the whole art thing...buh will be doin a whole lot of part time jobs on the side cos the art thing will not be enough for living costs.... i noe that it'll be hard...buh it's wat i want.......

Ahhh I’m soo annoyed 2daii

My parents have been buggin me A LOT lately…

Like 2dai I come home and I jush go and lie on my bed and my mum yells at me not to go on the pc or watch tv…and I was gonna watch the movie that melody lent to me 2dai buh it was ok….and wen I ask her wat I’m supposed to do she told me to clean my room

So I clean my room….and then I go sleep -___-‘’ there was nothing else to do…..so then my mum keeps yellin at me [from the kitchen] to make some rice or my dad will complain so I ignore her for a while…then she comes in to the room and yells at me to wake up cos it’s not allowed or wateva so I’m getting peeved so I go and make the rice and my two brothers are in the lounge playin capcom vs snk….and the pc is on cos my brother is tryin to load all these pics [which is real slow cos of me and my daria/fruits basket] so now that I have nothing to do [no sleep, no pc, no tv, no hw, no clean] I jush go on the pc anyway because my brothers had alreadii broken wat she had said so why couldn’t i??? so I get on and she comes yellin at me and then my dad yells from the kitchen to go to the chinese grocery to buy pig fat and x.o sauce and I’m reallii reallii peeeeevveeddd

Cos how come they all buggin me and not my TWO brothers…..hu happen to be playin in the lounge room where my dad had been sleeping…and had recently been playin on the pc and gameboy…..and then among all this frustration the net is REAL slow so I can’t get onto my blog [still not on it..typin in word rite now] and while tryin to close it I accidently close my brothers pics that are loading and I go and say sorry to him and he goes off…starts yellin at me and stuff…and cos I was plannin on goin to the chinese grocery I had been changing while my brother was yellin at me and then he pulls out ‘it’s all ur fault so go to the grocery!’ like wat the hell?!?....so I say bak that I was goin to the grocery and I wouldn’t have gone jush because he yelled at me…which he gets me to repeat…and then I can’t remember the rest…I finished changing grabbed the money and mp3 playa and left……

Sooo annoyyyinnngggg

Gonna turn on some music and thennnn…….wait for my blog to load??

2dai i found out...

that the whole class alreadii noe about the whole david and grace thing....><

damn i'm too slow with this whole 'gossip' thing

emily sais that we're 'outcasts' which is why we dunno these things

oh well, i eventually found out lol...

we're supposed to get out flip books bak from media on thursdai buh now we dun have skool on thursday so that reallii sucks cos my flipbook was COOL

this holidays, i'm gonna either borrow my aunt's kdrama or come ova and stay with her to watch kdrama LOL something to do

eh i'm sleeepiiiii

another convo on msn copied...it is about my eavesdroppin experience 2dai:

BE FOREVER says:
i was at my locker
BE FOREVER says:
and pamela's locker is next to mine at the top
BE FOREVER says:
and david's is at the bottom
BE FOREVER says:
and they were talkin
BE FOREVER says:
and naturally i was listening
BE FOREVER says:
and tryin to act very natural
Squnity eye evil stare... says:
lol
BE FOREVER says:
[lukilly matt was away cos i didn't have to rush so he could get to his locker]
BE FOREVER says:
and pamela's askin how david's lovelife was goin
BE FOREVER says:
and i can't remember wat he said
BE FOREVER says:
buh then she asks if he still likes grace
BE FOREVER says:
so then i'm like 'grace?? grace as in GRACE WONG?!?! wow interesting must keep listening'
Squnity eye evil stare... says:
lol
BE FOREVER says:
the he sais no
BE FOREVER says:
then pamela sais so you do you like simon now??
BE FOREVER says:
me: O_____________O
BE FOREVER says:
simon is a guy
BE FOREVER says:
david is a guy
BE FOREVER says:
......
BE FOREVER says:
and yes he sais he does
Squnity eye evil stare... says:
ok that is weird/funny
BE FOREVER says:
yes
BE FOREVER says:
and i must sai
BE FOREVER says:
my eavesdroppin skills are reallii good
Squnity eye evil stare... says:
WHAT THE??!!
BE FOREVER says:
cos i acted very natural
BE FOREVER says:
lol
BE FOREVER says:
i'm borreeddd
Squnity eye evil stare... says:
that is one weird conversation u listened too
BE FOREVER says:
lolz yehhh
BE FOREVER says:
which is why i rushed to the others and reported bak to them
Squnity eye evil stare... says:
lol
Squnity eye evil stare... says:
were u actually looking at them? cuase they may have changed topics slightly
BE FOREVER says:
nooo
BE FOREVER says:
i wasn't lookin
Squnity eye evil stare... says:
ok
Squnity eye evil stare... says:
teehee that is funny
BE FOREVER says:
'teehee' that is soo cute monica!!

jush so that david doesn't get accused unfairly of being gay.....i think they were jokin on the simon part...buh the grace part sounded real.
you noe, i'm starting to think that seo minwoo is too much of a poser...like anyone that poses and takes that many photos of themselves....there's seriously something wrong with him.....well before i thought of that [just then] i thought he was hot/cute.

on saturdai i worked at another wedding...was tiring cos i was sik and had to do ALOT of work cos one of the ladies was awai and we had changed it so that instead of puttin a whole lot of food onto one plate and letting the waiters serve it we changed it to bringin out seperate plates for each person...for most of the meals now...so very tiring also cos my olda bro was stressing and yelling at me......made me mad...so i threw some boxes around.....i think the guy at the bar saw ><

so then i got home at around 2 and sleep at 3, next morning alarm cloks went crazyy and no1 there to turn off [THREE alarms] so i got up at 8.....and i bummed around until melody came ova and we made cookies......we started at 2 and i finished [including makin the boxes] at 1am....

man it was sooo annoying...we had to roll em out, cut out the shapes, put in oven and then put choc on the bottom of EACH cookie and then leave in the fridge.....then trace the template for the box, cut out and fold, paste, stiky tape, tissue paper inside, put in 15 cookies in each and remember in between them i had to eat dinner and do my media questions and wash up.....

ahh i think it was worth it....cos every1 seemed to like it....mr lam took one of the boxes so he could copy em 0___0...weird.....

ahh remember wen i said i officially ran out of daria episodes to watch...yeh that was around wen i used up all the downloads....so since then..my source of entertainment is to bug people on msn....

wen i do get dwlds again i will dwld daria, maybe grey's anatomy, catch up on naruto and look for a new batch of pics so i can put up some more interesting stuff here lol....

then i will end up using all the dwlds again and i will be told off and end up buggin you guys again...sounds sadd....

pic of the day:

ahhh i have long story on how pissed i was last nite and this morning..

buh now i am happy so i shall not ruin it by talkin about it...

this year i'm gonna make cookies instead of giving out xmas cards...

so 2dai i bought cookie cutters...and they were mini ones...real cute lol....buh expensive and i noe they're dodgii cos they're metal and probably bendable....oh well......

and cos i'm gonna make my own boxes for the cookies i bought cardboard...buh i jush took the amount randomly and now i have calculated [LOL] that i am short 3 sheets ><....i dun wanna walk bak to the newsagent and buy more...it's weird....

ehh...i want melody and jasmine to come ova....cos then i could jush give em the cookies and not have to go and buy more paper.....buh also cos it's boring cookin by myself...it's funner with company......

yes the pic before was of the gorrilaz....i love that pic cos it's like a real photo with stuff jush stuk ontop.....buh it still looks real and cool lolz....

ehh i dun0oz if giving cookies to the whole class will be weird...cos yeh i dun rellii talk to everyone...espicially the guys.....ehh and isn't it weird giving guys cookies??

melody and jasmine...come ova rite now!!! so i can figure this all out!! and have fun lol.....yes i will pretend that i am talkin to you guys and tryin to persuade you to come......i would call y0oh buh dun y0oh guys have church??.......i will give fooodd...we have lots of wedding leftovas [being the day afta a wedding and all] and i think we mite be gettin pizza for dinner........and we can go crazy cos my parents and olda brother are workin again at another wedding 2dai...and then leave me with a mess at the end of tthe day....sounds fun doesn't it??

CALL ME

weeee..i got a pic on!!!

thanks monica and monica's sister!!!!

gonna go before brian's laser glare-eyes kill me...

byee!

pic?

attempting to get a pic up:


i dun0o his name...buh he looks cute....

i can read the jap! lolz

sais: like able guy is son sunhon.......sound familiar?? i wanna find more pics of him lol

ok...hopin this works....

chadstone

i went to chadstone 2dai with melody and julia 2dai

we were supposed to go from 5:30 till around 8....ended up gettin there around 6 and gettin home at 9....

i was plannin on buying shorts [not short shorts...jush shorts], if i could find the perfect skirt i would buy it [buh they jush dun have the type that i'm lookin for] and a top for my cousin [xmas pressie] and anything else that was reallii reallii reallii cheap....

well i ended up gettin none of that ><

i got a necklace and two badges from dangerfield [which was 20% off storewide], an anklet from one of the art/craft stands, earrings for my mum from sportsgirl, a singlet from supre, and sushi for my tummyy

the necklace was coool....it has a owl on it...super cool......and those danglii thingiis on the bak [ i dun0oz if that's common nowadaiz cos i'm not reallii a 'nowadaiz' person....] which makes it megacool....and it was originally 14dollars buh i got it for 10 oh yehhhh

one of the badges was for my uncle for driving us around.....it sais 'i love porn'....i put it on him wen he was driving and made sure he didn't look at it till he got home....and the other badge was for me

the anklet was a spur of the moment thing i think...buh i alwaiz wanted one....so i dun think i thought about it properly...i jush jumped wen i saw the piece of paper sayin 'anklets' and a arrow pointing down...they were $6 buh afta scabbin sum coins off melody and julia i only had $5 so i got it one dolla cheaper.....puttin it on wen i got home...it was ok...buh not as good as i thought it would be...

well i have one regret....

and it's all cos i listened to my mum.....and because i was being tight....

my mum told me...that i had too many tops...so i should get anymore......and i was being tight...cos instead of askin for money from parents i took it out of my 'savings envelope' and it made me feel guilty so i didn't wanna use it....

buh there were sooo many tops that i saw..that i wanted!!!...and were cheap!!!

espicially giordano.....damn that place....used to be reallii cheap...so i used to shop there all the time...buh then they got expensive....buh 2dai it was 30% off all....so i should of gotten these 2 tops that i saw that i WANTED....god....i was thinkin then....that i didn't wanna use money and that i have enough tops.....buh now thinkin about it.....i would have saved money by buyin it....instead of buyin stuff not on sale and gettin ripped off.....ahhhhh it sucks...

we got lost tooo.....we couldn't find cotton on...wanted to go and see my olda brother so that melody could confirm that he doesn't look like captain underpants like from her dream...buh he wasn't there.....found out aftawards that his shift had finished at 7...so he was gone.....

guess it doesn't reallii mata if i didn't get the stuff that i liked from cotton on cos i have 20% off discount cards anyway....and giordano is way cooler....cos it's reallii NICE stuff there...like clean...and stylish....neh....

some weird lady yelled at me todai....i had accidently walked infront of her pram [which her husband was pushing] and she yelled in a pissed off voice 'EXCUSE ME!'...buh that's ok...i forgive her....she looked like she had been having a bad dai....possibly pmsing too...with a baby too....

couldn't look out for hot guys and shop at the same time...buh wen moving from shop to shop...most of the hot ones had gf's......well obviously....most girls would drag their bf out to the xmas sale...

so i didn't reallii get alot of stuff....

buh that's okkk...cos my mum reminded me about the boxing dai sales.....and if i get money from christmas...then SHOPPINGG!!!

and also...next yr wen i get a part time job i can spend a bit more freeliii lol...ahhh wat should i do 2moz......how do i avoid debatte

[to explain how peeved i am with my debate group i'm jush puttin a convo between me and serena instead of repeatin everything]

BE FOREVER says:
so i was thinkin
The Twins !! says:
yes
BE FOREVER says:
.....should i keep on skippin debate??
BE FOREVER says:
cos they haven't gotten to it...still
The Twins !! says:
is it an assesment
BE FOREVER says:
ehhhhhh....i dun0o
The Twins !! says:
i think u should do it
BE FOREVER says:
why?
The Twins !! says:
cus u should its good practice
BE FOREVER says:
buh my group is dodgiii
BE FOREVER says:
and i'm not motivated into doin work
The Twins !! says:
hav u done ur part
BE FOREVER says:
nooooo y0oh listen......i will explain my painful journey
The Twins !! says:
k
BE FOREVER says:
so they kept on complainin about me as a group member....and how they wanted chi....
The Twins !! says:
wtf
The Twins !! says:
how mean
BE FOREVER says:
so from past experience.....i had to do some work...or else our group will get BAD...and i'd get blamed...
BE FOREVER says:
so then i wrote up this rough-ish version of wat we should sai
The Twins !! says:
but hav u actually finished ur part
BE FOREVER says:
and i sent it to sujith
The Twins !! says:
oh
BE FOREVER says:
and told him to fix it up and stuff cos i've alreadii done the main stuff
BE FOREVER says:
so then he sais he'll send it to oliver to send to me
The Twins !! says:
then after doin all that work u should do it then
BE FOREVER says:
and i've been chekin...and i'm not gettin ne emails
BE FOREVER says:
so then i got and look in sujith's intranet folder
The Twins !! says:
ask them then
BE FOREVER says:
not there
BE FOREVER says:
so i'm thinkin....that they've done nothin and we're in shit
BE FOREVER says:
buh then i chek oliver's folder
BE FOREVER says:
and it's there!!
BE FOREVER says:
so i open it
BE FOREVER says:
and i read it
The Twins !! says:

BE FOREVER says:
and they've fixed it up little bit...LITTLE bot
BE FOREVER says:
bit
BE FOREVER says:
like a word here or there
BE FOREVER says:
BUT...they haven't touched my part
BE FOREVER says:
at all...so this is shit..
The Twins !! says:
geez
The Twins !! says:
then keep skippin it
BE FOREVER says:
cos i've done the main part...the hard part..i made something outta nothing
The Twins !! says:
u dont even hac ta ask
BE FOREVER says:
and then they jush do their stuff..
BE FOREVER says:
no thanky0oh's either
The Twins !! says:
geez
The Twins !! says:
i would of screamed already
BE FOREVER says:
and in the end..i still have to doo more work..cos i gotta figure out how to make my part longer
BE FOREVER says:
this is why i hate them
BE FOREVER says:
and debating
BE FOREVER says:
and group work reallii
The Twins !! says:
then skip it
BE FOREVER says:
wat do y0oh mean 'u dont even have to ask'?
The Twins !! says:
cus if ur that pissed
The Twins !! says:
its obviously u dont wanna do it
The Twins !! says:
then u might aswell skip it
BE FOREVER says:
lolz yehh
BE FOREVER says:
do y0oh think we'll actually do it 2moz...cos i dun wanna skip for nothin
BE FOREVER says:
it gets borin...and scary...like sum1's gonna cath me
The Twins !! says:
dont kno
BE FOREVER says:
i think i will make a blog entry out of our convosation
The Twins !! says:

The Twins !! says:
k
BE FOREVER says:
then i will figure out how i will skip...without missin too many classes
BE FOREVER says:
......and makin it obvious to my group that i am ditchin em...
The Twins !! says:
k
BE FOREVER says:
and then
BE FOREVER says:
i will do wat my mum told me to do.......and then i will have to study jap oh shit!!!1
BE FOREVER says:
damn it
BE FOREVER says:
damn it
BE FOREVER says:
damnit
BE FOREVER says:
damn it
BE FOREVER says:
damn it
BE FOREVER says:
omg
The Twins !! says:
calm down
BE FOREVER says:
i forgot to pickup my yellow sheet from the office

very good song by very good band...but unfortunately....band has split up...and cannot find song [to dwld]



ran out of daria episodes to watch at 10:01pm on sunday, 19th of november

...damn bearshare is downloadin too slow

pray for speed

there is xmas sale at chadstone on wednesdai!!!!!

must goooo...sum1 must go with meeee...

does ne1 remember the reallii expensive jacket i wanted from worldwidewear??....well..my uncle's getting it......i feel guilty...buh sorta exited too..it's tooo expensive......

i have this pik...that i found.....of this mag. cover...and the guy is so kyoot!!...buh i dun0oz his name..buh i can read the bold stuff in jap...like the heading....

once i figure out how to put up photos i'll put it up and tell wat the heading means...

tooo hot these daiz....crazy melb. weather.....freeezing cold for a few daiz and then the next dai HOT...i can't take hot....

todai..i will have to watch pingpong again while takin screen shots for my vcd cover....

[setting] all black but you see two pairs of eyes

[pair of eyes no.1] janie???

[pari of eyes no.2] ..yeh trent

[pair of eyes no.1] do you feel weird sharing a room?

[pair of eyes no.2] ...we've done it before

[pair of eyes no.1] yah but not..reallii...like this

pair of eyes appear [pair of eyes no. THREE] hey, hold it down guys ok? i'm tryin to sleep

pair of eyes appear [pair of eyes no. FOUR] OWW watch it!!

[pair of eyes no. three] oh sorri, thought you were a pillow

[pair of eyes no. four] i wasn't talkin to you

pair of eyes appear [pair of eyes no. FIVE] wait..were y0oh talkin to me??

[pair of eyes no. four] well who else?? OWWW watch it.

pair of eyes appear [pair of eyes no. SIX] sorri, thought y0oh were a pillow

hahaha..yes i must torture y0oh guys with my daria obsession

reply to melody

LOL

well i only said those two cos wen i had the msnspace only brittany and monica commented.....

so i wasn;t expecting ne1 else to comment lol...

so ur comments are most welcome here ^__^

ahh...for ppplz that i haven't told yet...

i had a dream last nite...

beedrill [from pokemon]....was chasing me.......it was soooo SCARY...

buh maybe that's jush because i'm have this phobia of pointyy things

ahhhh....i wanted to go to youth group todai with melody, jasmine and monica buh my mum thinks that if i go i will want to become christian....

and no offence....like i think it's fine pplz being christian...buh i jush dun like it how they're alwais tryin to get other pplz to 'convert' and yehhh..it gets annoying....

plus i'm proud of being buddhist....i think that wen i'm olldddd...and instead of retiring and being boring....i think i MITE consider become a monk....is that possible?? to do that wen ur old?? lol i think sooo.....well i have that idea...and of course the thought of traveling......hey...if i was old...wouldn't i have a husband!?!?....lolz...and wouldn't it be weird...to him if i became a monk.....ok lol...obviously i have not thought about this enough ><

yup...i'm sooo st0opid...st0opid st0opid...

so...i used to like this guy....and then i stopped...cos i kept on tellin myself that i didn't.....buh then it started again ToT....ahh so sadd.....cos obviously nothin is gonna happen....and the other dai...i had been on a streak of hatin all guys for 2 dais....buh then it all ended wen our eyes met ><.....ahhh i can't help ittttt...it's st0opid.......

i'm downloadin daria now

i'm goin to watch it...

my fav quote: "do you wanna borrow my stapler?"

and to end my blog entry...i am goin to show off my skill...withhhh...the WALKING RACE!!!

enjoy!

AHA!!!

i have changed it so that every1 can comment now...so....brittany and monica...start commenting!!!!

^__^

argh...msn isn't signin in...

and i need to ask brittany if she has any screen shots of pingpong...cos in vcd we're makin dvd covers and i wanna do pingpong...and i can't be bothered watchin the whole thing again and takin the shots...-___-"

yehh...the other dai....i was walkin with brian...or behind brian......and i saw this wasp in the tree on the side of the path....in between me and brian...and i freaked out...cos yeh..wasp = poionous pointii thing....so i ran screamin past brian and then brian...copied me for some reason -___-.....and we ran on to road infront of the car...and being as st0opid as we are...we stopped [in the middle of the road]...and ran bak off the road...instead of keepin on runnin ahead ><

ahhhhh.....2dai we played invasion durin PE...i was participating....i got a few pplz out...and freed 3 pplz....ahhh...wasn't participatin enough to run to the other side tho....felt weird....participatin and all.....

this mornin....i went to the library at 9...and waited till 10 wen it opened....in the rain......ahhh it sucked....and then yeh..i copied out my revision notes a few times....for 1 and 1/2 hours.....it also felt fulfilling lol......

buh walkin to the library...in my skool summer dress and skool bag....there was this lady that was walkin behind me and i didn't reallii pai much attention to her until she came up to me and sai 'excuse me, the back of ur skirt has gone up a little bit'..............................................................................................so i sais thankyou and she leaves......and of course i pull my skirt down...which was WAY up.....><.....and it's soo embarassing cos she was behind me for aggggeesss and she probably didn't wanna tell me until she had to turn and walk a different way cos she wouldn't wanna keep walkin with me afta tellin me...and she was probably starin at it like 0___0...or awkwardly tryin not to look at my green undies >.< >.< >.< >.< >.<

....i jush remembered that i have a maths common test 2moz and a home ec test.....maybe i should studii..........................laterrrr.......

i had a consumer ed. test 2dai..i think i did pretty good.....except for one question i didn't noe.....describe a debit card.....wat's that??? 0_o

ahhh..i think i'm gonna try and get a pic up now....

yeh bad thing about this blogspot thing...is that not many of my friends have it...so they can't comment.....

scary light in corner of my eye

there is a scary light flashing in the corner of my eye...

.... O__O

soo i've jush started this bloggish thing.....and i would jush happily be using the normal, less popular msnspace buh then there is the bad side of it where you can't put photos up in the middle of ur blog entries or videos...

plz tell me that you can do that here....

....if you are gonna....tell me also how to ^__^

haha thanks!

uhhh...how do y0oh stop the spell chek????

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