bad day

bad day 2dai

firstly, i woke up and went with my brother to the doctors cos we were goin to chadstone [so that he could buy his full uniform] buh then his appointment was actually later so we went home again and i watched tv then my dad comes in and tells me off for watching tv too much and then keeps on complainin in the kitchen with my aunt about how we're always watching tv/computer and not studying and how we're soo st0opid and how in vietnam they're always studying and it reallii reallii annoyed me

and then i went with my brother to chadstone and it was cool and stuff then i got home and i was supposed to go to monica's place [it was now 1:30] buh then i found that i had no food and i said i'd bring food and then i couldn't be bothered and i was having good conversation with my olda brother so i didn't gooo....and then my parents and aunt came bak home and it all started again and it was reallii mean wen brian came home from skool and they were talkin about it REAL loud in the kitchen about how dumb brian was...like there's this word in viet that...i dun0o how to translate buh it was REAL mean.....and it was soo sad....so then i got pissed [also cos my dad was talkin about how they were gonna move the tv to their room and the pc out into the lounge like it reallii was gonna mata] so i walked through the kitchen to get my shoes and i walked out and wen goin out i had to open the gate and stuff and it's REAL loud so i dun0o how they didn;t notice..and they were in the kitchen wen i walked through too.....

and it reallii pissed me off cos brian reallii tried real hard in english buh he still got a C+ and that's all that matas to my parents...the score/results and they keep on acting like brian's a loser that didn't even try and doesn't study. and also, the reason why we're alwais on the pc/tv these dais is cos there is no more work and we can't go out and we dun wanna hang out with the parents cos they're alwais workin for the weddings and stressing out and they usually blame it on us....they don't understand that the reason why we don't do any work is because there is NO work...

and all i want to do is sleep these dais because the atmosphere here is so TENSE and i can't watch tv, i can't go on the pc without being told off....but i can't sleep because if i do they'll complain that i sleep all the time which is why i'm soo fat.....

so i went and sat on the slope of the oval at skool for almost an hour [try sittin in the 'hugin ur knees' position on a slope for an hour >< bum hurts] and wen i came bak....nobody had noticed that i had gone......so sad....

my dad...he's always got this attitude that he knows everything and that he's always right...and it reallii annoys me...even wen he's talkkin to someone else or about someone else.....it jush pissess me offff

my mum..she's jush like a annoying fly [like the one that's been flying bak and forth in my room for god noes how long] and keeps on coming and coming and then complainin

my olda brother made me realise something 2dai...he told me that my mum and dad hadn't wanted him to go to swinburne cos it used to be a tafe and they wanted him to go somewhere with a beta name so he can have a good job and money and they want him to have SECURITY....i dun think it'll be very easy for me cos if i'm doin the whole art thing...nothin is stable in art....

and i already noe...like i've always imagined that wen i get olda...i'd live in an apartment or something [cos i probably won't be able to afford a house] and do the whole art thing...buh will be doin a whole lot of part time jobs on the side cos the art thing will not be enough for living costs.... i noe that it'll be hard...buh it's wat i want.......