Saturday, December 22, 2007

sunshine of you love

i've since made 3 shirts for my cousin

one was a disaster since the shirt wasn't really a plain shirt....it had buttons down the middle and those....on-purpose-wrinkles around the boob area. so that sucked

and the other two were good

real good i'd say

until....one went into the wash and it now looks like someone's attacked it with dirty hands. i'm not sure wat went wrong. i'm supposed to iron the shirt after printing but i've never done that, just used hair dryer to dry the paint and it's hot anyway....and the shirts before haven't smudged. so i thought maybe it could be the fabric fixative, i left it open for a few days and some of it started to dry and clump onto the straw that i left in it. maybe it's not really affective nemore. i'm going to go down to art riot to see. until i figure out wats wrong i won't be makin anymore shirts.

here's one of the good ones, the one that smudged i didn't get a picture of. this pic is before it's gone through the wash....i don't know if it's been through yet and if it will smudge.

wen i actually designed this, sketched it, i had the turtle at the back in the bottom corner and words next to it: 'behind you' but since my cousin didn't really get it and she wanted the turtle on the sleeve i didn't bother.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

emily's bowie shirt.



i wasted $20 on a new roller. i rubber roller. i asked the lady at the counter if you would use it on fabric and she said yes. so i bought it....if it worked it would be worth it [my yellow spongy one has gone all black and stiff -un-sponge-like.] but it is not bloody affective on fabric.

Monday, December 10, 2007

NB:

earlier today i wanted to make a quick post, but while in brian's settings, without the password remember-thingii...

i wasn't able to sign in

so...here's wat i wanted to say:

panic, rotten cheese has been consumed.

goodnite.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

i won't dance

i hate it when my dad gets enthusiastic

2dai i'm studying for maths exam

2morrow i've got my english exam and i shall study for my science exam

on thursday i have my maths and science exam and i'll study history

and then on friday i'll have my history exam

i should have started studying earlier

i used to like the smell of azn medicine stuff

but then i was made to actually drink it everyday and so it now makes me feel sick

i've stopped taking the stuff ages ago [had no effect, except i'd get a sick feeling in stomach and made me want to poo]

but now my dad's bought something similar to it....you boil it then you spread it all over you're body...3-4 times.....it's smelly

real smelly

and basically all the time, i am moisturised. always

and now i'm not allowed to moisturise...

it's not as bad on my body but my face feels like it's shrivelling

shrivelling!

and itchy

gonna find something to do to distract me from my shrivelling face [not study, no more!]

i won't dance, don't ask me

Friday, November 16, 2007

whatever it is

i've never thought about my life past the part where i'm a starved artist living in an apartment [god not with parents] and with multiple part time jobs....the image of a waitress haunts me.....

newai

good super news

but no time to expand

i have a new awesome dvd

Help! from jasmine

very happpyyyy

and yeh the other day i bought mouse hunt from kmart for $8.99

ok going

Monday, November 12, 2007

Power to the People

does any1 want to know why i am so angry?

...

of course you do

exams are coming up and i have the pressure of having to revise

which i have been able to avoid for a while

but first exam is coming up on wednesday so...it'll catch up with me soon

and so i was gonna go and grab the tv before my dad can hog it with his korean-dubbed chinese drama and watch my first abc2 show....a john lennon concert, also my first john lennon concert....

exciting

a bit of a relaxing break in between skool gay-ness

but nope

i'm not watching it

why am i not watching it?

Thursday, November 1, 2007

another tshirt

sorry i keep forgetting to rotate the pics before i put it up here...but it takes so long to upload pics here that i can't be bothered doing it again, i have work to do so it'll be quik.


front view, the white splotches can be wateva you want them to be, supposed to be stars but they are too big and the color, texture and shape make them seem more like snow, both fitting to the scene

closeup on the text, lots of improvement in my text cutting-ness i reckon

the back view with the kandidfrank turtle

this one was for mel's 16th birthday

i have actually made another shirt earlier, it's one for myself

it's a green shirt with john lennon and paul mccarntey on it in the front

stuff on the bak

i love that shirt

it was real good

but i haven't bothered to pic it

but after one wash....the black of paul sorta faded [i figured cos i was painting it ontop of another layer of paint and i had used fabric fixative...not paint fixative] lol so it's not perfect anymore...still good tho

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

pump water...is on my desk

the more i read/know about the beatles...

the more i don't like them as people

but not matter wat

i still love their music

i can't escape the beatles

and they look awesome....mostly wen they were the round-headed-people-in-suits

newai

i now want 2 of the gorillaz dvds and their one autobiography...usually i just wanna read them...but i want this cos it's got awesome pics and everything...i think that it's quite expensive tho

i haven't looked up the prices yet

yup

first exam is on the 15th of november, it's my art one

alrighty...

must squish something in before i got to jap skool...hw or sleep

and yes....the first seemingly 'cold' turned into hayfever wen my father retorted that it was not a cold....and then it has turned back into a cold since i have a fever

Friday, October 26, 2007

more discoveries

....

and that sting also sang 'rise and fall' with craig david

this is wat happens wen you go thru you older sibling's old music

going to watch the music video now

desert rose

i just found out that this song that i've had for ages....well my brother had it for ages and i just liked it....is by sting...

hu i now know

lol

and so i looked it up on wikipedia for some info and then i watched the music video

terrible music video

sooo bad, like he was in the desert at first and then he gets into a car [with a lady driver] and he plays with a camera and falls asleep everynow and then

and you see flashes of this indian-ish dude singing in a club

and then sting joins him in this club and starts singing with him and....he looks so deep and stuff...i mean deep is good...but not in a club where you are singing to an excited club.....and the indian-ish dude wasn't doing deep so sting just looked stupid

and he does this arm move thing

and it looked awkward the first time

but even worst the second

and just bad the third

and THEN

at the end he closes his eyes and just stands there

in front of a microphone stand

next to excited indian-ish man

infront of dancing crowd

oh and sumwhere in the middle there is this lady playing a violin and she's wearing...indian/jasmine from alladin clothes and that looks stupid as well

it was bad

i have a real bad cramp now

since end of 7th period till now

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

taking care of buisness

i am going to make a list of books i want

all that i have in mind now are findable at amazon.com

Saturday, September 29, 2007

pretty-boy at factory outlet

yes i am home alone and BOREDDDDDDD

we went to the city 2dai

and it was fun

and i can't be bothered talkin about it

but i love my new scarf and hoodie

and i bought rent....notice it is removed from my list?

and i've just watched it....and at first it was a bit dodge, but afterwards wen you think about it....it was good....i cried wen the transvestite died...

yeh it sounds mean just calling angel a transvestite but it just sounded funny

look at all the 'i's up there

neh

so i've got to find something to do....

yeh i'm gonna look up the price of some cds i saw 2dai...see if they were cheap...

Monday, September 24, 2007

i luuuuurrrvvvee you

yes i really appreciate all your commenting habits

but just reminding....the times wen you guys would compete for the longest comment...sigh

you guys are getting fat

...

i mean lazy

but on a brighter side...


YAY!

monica wants billy elliot as well

so now....us three: Brittany, Monica and Jessica can put together to buy it if any1 ever sees in in a jb sale-can or simply just on sale.....and then i'll copy it for you guys....

...and then we can fight over hu gets to keep the original.....-____-

wow....

i just got distracted

i went and started dwlding stuff

and talkin to people...

and stuff

and drank a cup of milk

COLD milk

it was good

but cold

Saturday, September 22, 2007

bittersweet laughs

here to complain

about my dear mother

and her gay rules

she says that during skool days [inc skool weekends] i am not allowed to go out

except for b'dai parties

and we had a deal before that in the holidays i could go out 2 times a week [which i still reckon is pretty tight...like going out 8 times a year...

and this holidays i've got work experience the first week

so i was depending on the 2nd week to go out and stuff

plus my cousin is coming over in the 2nd week [from vietnam] so i was gonna take her out and stuff

and now my mother comes back from visiting my grandma and other cousin this morning...and tells us that we have to go to their place once a week to like....help clean and keep company....

and she says....

that i am only allowed to go out once a week....which this holidays counts as once a holidays....once for two weeks....once for a whole freakin term

plus she says that going out with my cousin also counts as going out

so in the 2nd week

i must go to my grandma's place for a day or two and clean up the place [and i hate it there...it's so freakin smelly and dirty....and i don't really like my uncles and i can't talk to my grandma cos i don't speak viet and my cousin can get annoying...i don't really like him either...], must go to my aunty's place for a night and then go in the morning to the airport to pick up my other cousin and then i've got to help with the upcoming weddings [2 in one day] which will take up like 3 days prior to the actual wedding.....and somewhere in the middle...i have to find the time to full on study jap [to catch up 1 year] and do holiday hw [maths, science, art and PE] and....squish in...ONE freakin day of going out

how am i going to just go out once

i have two groups of friends

high skool

and primary skool

i missed out last holiday's primary skool get together so i cannot miss this holiday's

and with high skool friends were planning to go to the city to see the pixar 20 yr aniversary thing

and it's another friend's b'dai party on the last saturday...which i definitly can't make now due to a double wedding

this sucks

alot

ahhhh

and this morning i woke up with my mother telling me a whole list of chores i had to do before she got home...

and i didn't really mind cos then i had the whole day to bum around the house and sleep and stuff

but now

brian isn't workin but going to cousin's house for he's weekly visit and I amd going to work 2nite

and now i am being kicked off the pc so that my brother can transfer a game to the ds so him and cousin can have FUN

this freakin sucks

such a bad freakin day

and 2dai the new cat empire album and foo fighters album comes out

suppose to be a day of celebration

haha...

Thursday, September 20, 2007

kill ourselves with the funny things we say

omg

foofighter new album coming out on saturday as well

must resist temptation to take bus down to knox while stuck at home bored

[yeh i realised that there is no catchin up to do with my fanfic]

dwld to forget

on the weekend i went to JB



a pic i got off deviant art


well...

it wasn't really the weekend

it was more of....wednesday after school ^____^

and wen i was walkin past the wall bit.....going towards the entrance.....i saw a poster with the cat-empire logo on it so i stared

and yeh it was the cat empire's new album and jb saying they were gonna sell it for a 'good' price and stuffs

so as i walked into jb [i was originally just going to buy a spindal of blank dvds] i happened to 'accidently' walk past the music dvd section...

and my eyes 'happened' to wonder to the C section....

and i happened to see the cat empire dvd...that i happened to have wanted for a while

and then i happened to notice that there was a yellow sticker on the corner!!!!

ahh the power of happenings

so it was half price and i snatched it....i did not think about it for a second

i saw something i wanted it...

and it was cheaper than the price that i looked up on the net....and cheaper than last time i saw it.....so i took it in my hand....and....yeh...i took it...-___-

i had to ask for help from the jb-people about which dvd's to take

and yeh

i bought dvds as well

expensivveeeee.....my older brother told me to just get it from jb wen he was gone...

but...i went with him to the computer swap meets wen he was here and it was like $26 and in jb it was $38...and it was on 'special'...ah oh well....

yeh my mum gave me $40 for dvds so i had $2 for food ><

but yeh....wen i met up with mother again she gave me more money to buy 2 sushi rolls and a drink

mm...

so we walked around for a bit

and then we sat down at that david's coffee place..like in the center place with the fruit place and everything

my mum had carrot cake and a coffee

she had one bite of the cake and gave it to me

she could like....sense....the milk/butter-ness

she's really sensitive about that stuff

well i liked it ^_____________^

and then we went to coles and bought food

that nite we ate pizza....like we made our own little pizzas using the pita bread

it was YUM!!!

andd yeh

that was wen i finished the shirts for the twins....shown in the previous entry

yehh.....

did i mention that the cat empire dvd is AWESOMEE?

cos it is

sooo goooddd

cannot wait till the new album comes out

i want to buy it

but then i don't know if i should

or just wait till i can dwld it off the net....

lol

the joys of the internet

ahh holidays are coming up

will miss my sexy-student-teacher....lol i don't really think he's sexy...it just sounds good ^^"

and work experience on monday till friday coming up

and i was gonna go to this stencilling thing on saturday at the monash art gallery but....since there wasn't enough people to fill up the 13-17yr old class it was cancelled....but weirdly enough, the kids class is packed...

i was invited to come and participate in the kids one for free.....i don't think so

can you imagine a 5 yr old with a stanley knife? 0_______o

oh yeh

cat empire's new album comes out on saturday

and i won't be working that day...just me at home....it's brian's turn to work andd...my mum said no1 'interesting' workin anyway.....

so i will stay home and dwld music, update mp3 player.....and burn cds....and i swear there was something else....yes catch up on my fanfic....oh and chek the tv guide...

shall do that now

i've got two shoes on my feet for dancing....

but i don't think the world is prepared for my dancing

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Sam & Serena T-shirts

KandidFrank Label

Cool Tuby-Containers!

Front View

Front View

Back View

Back View

KandidFrank Logo - With my ugly arm....


will try and get pics of sam & serena in them....possibly playing badminton ^___^

Monday, August 27, 2007

de doo doo doo de da da da


hayley: i think it's dead
jasmine: i noe wat you did last summer!
julia: yeh i think ur right
monica: maybe some tape

heh heh...i'm going to blow you all AWAAYYYYY

one.....twooooooooo........

threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

i now knight you....sir lichtenstein!

that strawberry does bring out ur eyes!

alright...one for you guys....but the rest is MINE!

hayley: there's a little man underthe table pulling my arm
jasmine: use the carrot stick
monica: hm....maybe a cup....

julia: do you see wat i see?
samantha: hmm....lemme see.....no....OHHH yeh i see it....

serena: I'VE got cake
melody: a big fat strawberry covered in chocolate keeps the freakkss awaiiii

hayley: jasmine wat is that you've got in ur mouth?
jasmine: a pieee!!!
hayley: i've got one tooooo!!!
monica: is this chocolate or chocolate?

heh heh...that man over there.....

he's got a biiiiiggggg pair of scissors

oh, a little bit dizzy

but i saw a piece of chocolate over there....

believe it or not....this is jasmines interpretation of a fish

Melody's party [end]


now where did that caramel popcorn go?

THERE you are my darling!

oh i am so happy, where is that orange drink?

and i went forwards and backwards...

up and downn...

and then TO THE SIDDEE!

mrrrr moonlightttt

oh my gosh, there is a grape on this pillow!

oh darn, it's smeared on my watch

hayley: a bit warm in hear don't you think jasmine?
jasmine: oh yes...look at my hair twirl, it is much more interesting
serena: i liiike ze prawn cracker

Sunday, August 26, 2007

i'm going to make a shirt for myself



yeh we AZN and we love to CROUCH even wen it's RAINING [love the umbrellas tho...]

i went to melodyy's party last night

as well as going to springvale for lunch

and knox for shopping

it was fun

i'll post the pics some time

just really came to add two more things to my list of movies

byesssss

Friday, August 24, 2007

i'm only sleeping



alot of bumm stuff has been happening

maybe it's the way i've been brought up...like azn's point of view of speaking back to adults.

so wenever i get told off i don't bother trying to explain or anything

and i guess it'll be alrite at home...but i found that at skool 2dai i didn't even bother to explain to ms washfold [art teacher] wat was happening with my painting. this was her comment on 2dai on progress:

Has been working well in class but I feel like there was not enough development of ideas. The final painting needed more detail.
24/8/07: sat doing work for another subject.

erm....alot of bum-feelings between me and my dad lately...and 2nite with both my parents

i remember wenever i got bum-feelings i'd come here and ramble on and on....

but i don't do it anymore cos....

well if you were being told off....and you aren't gonna be able to stand up for urself....so don't bother to say anything......so then no point in listening.....but there is no way you could block it all out

so i know basically wat happened.....but...trying to not listen....so it goes in.....and then it's all blurry....

plus why would you wanna remember it all

bad vibes

go away

yeh so no point in writing about exactly wat happened

but it's not a good thing...i should remember all these things so later on i can just pull it out of my pocket ....

like wen my grandma came over she was asking about anything that we weren't happy about....and all i would be able to think of is not being able to go out....

and my older brother once complained about mum....and there was a great deal of stuff that happened between me and my mother by then....but i couldn't remember...so wen they all turned to me to prove that she was being a little psycotic....well all i could remember was that once she was spazzing over me wanting to get a black swimsuit.....

which isn't a big deal

this time...between me and my father

i am absolutley 100% sure.....that i am being wronged

i am totally innocent

my mum says that he'd been having a bad day cos of his family issues.....

but just because of that.....i was told off....and smaked...and grounded for all life from watching any tv or movies....apparently it applied to the whole family but him...

but brian doesn't watch tv [at ALL] and my mum just joins my dad sometimes [and i don't think he could ground her].....so it's just meeeeeeeee

and i am obsessed with movies

not as bad as music

my mother noes that...so she always threatens with music

oh...

the computer is now right next to my parents room

and the walls are really thin

so putting the music...well not REALLY loud....but....louder than i usually would at this time of day.....

2morrow am going to library in the morning....

coming bak and going to knox to get melody a last minute present [not me...julia!] and to shop for me....clothes and jb

thinking of finding a 'best of' of bob marley

and then after that.....melody's party

did plan to make a cake cos my aunty is coming [which i haven't seen in agess] and cos my mum said she was craving cupcakes....

well oh....i'm going to the library....

looks like no cakes for you

so sorry

.

there is this line in this beatles song, i'm only sleeping. 'most people think i'm lazy. well i don't mind. cos i think they're crazy' something along the lines of that...i heard it last nite and it just sorta stuck in my head

the beatles forever

will never get sick of the beatles

ever ever ever

or right...

i'll get a pick of the latest tshirt i've done up.

eh excited to publish so the world can see the shirt....so will publish now

Sunday, August 12, 2007

lalala.....



MELLO!

your supposed to comment on my depressed-ness!!!

and you haven't read the post before that last one....or you have read it but you didn't comment

i thought you might miss it....

newai...

yesterdai was gay

only good part was the food [which was eaten in an awkward silence....and then i got a whole lot of pimples from all the oil ><] and i got a $15 sweater from giordano...ahh i love boxhill giordano....alwais cheapppp

me and my older brother are about to go to the computer swap meet and then to knox and stuff

yesterdai i started one of the twins tshirts

i stuffed it up....

so i don't know wat to do

so yesterdai was depressing as well

but hoping that 2dai will be better so i'm trying not to get too deep into the depresssing-ness.

bye

Friday, August 10, 2007

Jess Fidelity


Cool Picture off DeviantArt

~imagine~ says:
....
~imagine~ says:
oi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~imagine~ says:
fgh.f,jlfkdjkjfdj
~imagine~ says:
alrighty....so my mother sais.....i don't know wat my mother sais....
~imagine~ says:
she said.....firstly that she wants me to come home early so that i could help her with preparing for weddings....
~imagine~ says:
then she said that i have to be home early to help make dinner
~imagine~ says:
.....and that she doesn't want me to be travelling by myself wen it's dark
~imagine~ says:
andddd...there is no1 to come pick me up
~imagine~ says:
so.....i don't really know why she wants me bak early
~imagine~ says:
cos it'll be very likelythat i'd get home [at the time she wants] and then.....well i won't be doing much
~imagine~ says:
wenever she sais that i have to help cook dinner all i do is pick the vegetables and put salt into the water
~imagine~ says:
this is soooooooo gay
~imagine~ says:
she's also made all these other stupid rule-thingys
~imagine~ says:
like from the time that we get home me and brian have to stay in the kitchen with her until after dinner....
~imagine~ says:
and then like if our room ever gets too messy for her liking [which isn't very messy] she will just automatically ground us
~imagine~ says:
and then adding to our usual chores....we have to clean the whole new bathroom and kitchen once a week
~imagine~ says:
and now she's pushing for us to speak vietnamese...she sais if i don't speak it she'll ground me of music
~imagine~ says:
and i absolutly despise the vietnamese language
~imagine~ says:
so i refuse to speak
~imagine~ says:
no wait...she said...if i don't answer wen she talks to me than i'll be grounded
~imagine~ says:
cos usually wen she sais that we have to speak viet i just don't speak....
~imagine~ says:
ahhhhh sooo annoyingggggg
~imagine~ says:
reggae music isn'tworking much....
~imagine~ says:
aHHHHHHHHh wat to do...i really wanted to get together on wednesdayyyyyyy
~imagine~ says:
and kandidfrank....well justwondering if it will really get big....cos unless i find a more affective way of prinitng.....well certain colors don't really work that well on black...........
~imagine~ says:
ahhhhhhhhhh come bakkk brittany i'm bummered
~imagine~ says:
i'll just keep typing down my thoughts....
~imagine~ says:
my personal message is: Bob Marley - Don't Worry - Be Happy....
~imagine~ says:
which i now realise is gay
~imagine~ says:
cos if i did that now....
~imagine~ says:
well i could...you noe...just lay down on my bed listening to music and think happy thoughts...
~imagine~ says:
but nothing will happen
~imagine~ says:
like i won't get to go to ur place....kandidfrank won't go anywhere....and my mother will forever be an arse
~imagine~ says:
oh yeh.....starting next saturday....we're getting weddings again.....and we've lost our right-hand-chef guy and my older brother is going to japan.....
~imagine~ says:
soo it'll be hardcore and my dad has to train some new people
~imagine~ says:
and me and brian will neverever be free to go out
~imagine~ says:
my mum won't lemme go to any parties either
~imagine~ says:
i'm going to have no life
~imagine~ says:
and i will never be able to go shopping either LOL.....yeh i really need some new clothes


ok so that was a convo between brittany and me...except brittany had gone to have a shower so iwas rambling to myself...

this wednesday after skool me julia and monica were going to go to knox and then after i was going to britt's place to exchange dvds and cds and catch up and it was going to be awesome fun

but then my mother won't lemme

so i'm very bummered

i was listening to reggae music before...it was very happy and carefree....so i wasn't in the mood to watch the godfather.....but it's not really working now so i'm listening to foofights...just neutral....

this week i've been makin heaps of lists

top5 lists

and i feel so pitiful now

cos i'm just a loser that has nothing to do but make lists

i made a list...i was bummered and really felt the urge for shopping....new things..:

THINGS I WANT:
BADGES!!!!!BADGES!!!!
denim-knee-high-length-skirt
clothes in general!!!!
posters (thinking...the beatls or bob marley)
dvds - FRiends [i've got season 1]
- music dvds
- i love movies
- daria...sumhow.....

so now my life sorta resembles the one of the main character in the movie High Fidelity

the guy with a going-no-where record store and no life....making lists......and talkin about his ex girlfriends

well take away the record store and the girlfriends....

Jess with the probable-going-no-where tshirt buisness...and no life....because of mother.....making lists....and talking about things i want....

JESS FIDELITY

Thursday, August 9, 2007

another email to grams

Grandma:
sounds beautiful and....WARM
ahhhh...
i got your postcard the other day, thanks! the pictures help with the whole visualising part
well, it's that time of the year when the school stuffs you with infomation and pushes you to decide RIGHT NOW, what you want to do in the future. the vce subjects, universities and courses and at the end the career. and so it sort of...sucks...for me because i don't really know what i want to do after school.
i've sorta of decided that i want to go traveling overseas in the gap year...but i haven' t researched that yet so i don't know what program to go on. and i've got a rough idea of what vce subjects i'll do. considering creative arts/buisness double degree....something fun and something using my oh-so-useful-brain. but i have absolutely no idea of what i will do after university.
KandidFrank is going well, steady flow of customers and i'm slowly finding places to get my materials from. Art teacher has been alot of help as well.
I made cupcakes today
Jonny's going to japan next friday
i have this constant feeling that i'm forgetting something and that it had something to do with him and i HAVE to remember it because he's going soon and i'll miss my chance.
i cleaned up half my room yesterday
it was tiring. i didn't get around to clearing under my bed and my clothing-cupboard...and my 2 junk-boxes. but i did clear my desk and all the drawers and one of my junk boxes...and the top of my bed.
but somehow...my room already seems back to normal the very next day....
troubling...
closing off with a bit of a trivial fact:
in 1967 paul mccartney wrote the song When i'm Sixty-four. the main line was 'will you still need me, will you still feed me...when i'm sixty-four.'
Just before his 64th birthday, paul mccartney and heather mills divorced.
happy-ness
Jess

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

i want to see moulin rouge

Update on KandidFrank:
Buisness cards are done, just have to print and laminate them. i made a cake for monica 2dai...and it didn't work out well.. cos i tried to split one cheesecake into 2 small ones....so...maybe i'll have to try again.
Final Designs: [might change the email address, change it to a website or somewhere with information on KandidFrank]









i've made 2 tshirts

one for marc [a friend of trina's]

and one for emily [my friend]

i also made boxes

none of them are perfect [smudges on shirts and boxes.....andd the boxes are a bit rough]

buh i feel good about them

my older brother is goin wayyy overboard with this whole kandidfrank thing

it's not even his thing!!!

and he's not doing anything...

he just....keeps telling me i HAVE to do this and i HAVE to do this...so like: 'wat did i tell you? i told you that you HAVE to do this PERFFEECCT'

it defeats the whole purpose of KAndidFrank

well the purpose of kandidfrank for me...

getting some money for doing stuff that i enjoy

i'm already stressed cos of the damn smudges that keep happening and the damn cardboard that won't make perfect boxes [i have a cardboard-cut [not a papercut] on my index finger...it's annoying] and i really don't need him to do this...

i don't want to hear about how not-perfect the damn turtle is...or the print...

i already noe it's not perfect....

but i don't think it has to be...

he's got this huge sleeek and elegant picture in his mind. KandidFrank for me is more of a...closer to an 'indy' type of thing...but not as indy as the paper bags [no offence to trina]

yup so...

wen i asked my brother if he had seen this part of the box i had done after his advice

and he said 'no, until you listen to my advice, don't talk to me'

wat the hell

he doesn't have the rite to say that

HE doesn't do anything

I [trying to make it look big but it just looks normal so...imagine that all the capital I's are hugee] am the one that has to talk to get customers, I am the one that has to figure out wat will work out best for them, I am the one that has to actually plan all these money things and equipment, I am the one that has to actually plan all the measurements out so that it doesn't stuff out and waste materials, I am the one that has to go and cut everything with a stanely knife and then masking tape all around so that it doesn't go over, I am the one that has to mix the paint, I am the one that has to try and roller over the stencils without accidently wrecking anything, I have to make sure it's all dry before I iron the print for 5minutes [might not sound long but it sure seems it]...I am the one doing everything

i never even said he was a part of it...

he knows he's not an official part of KandidFrank

it's fine to give advice

but you've got to accept that i mite not take it!!!!!!

and there is a time wen i just don't want advice

sometimes i just need to know that all that work and stressing and slitting has all come together and that i've done a good job...

------------------------------------------------- end of bitching

so trina found this place on the web that sells shirts...

still $10....but we haven't been able to find any less newai

so...we mite as well

yeh i'll take some picks of the boxes and the shirts sometime and put them up

alrite....

i'm gonna go

oh yeh i've started dwlding friends

it's funny

Thursday, July 19, 2007

days like these



had a quik look around deviantart and found some pice
this pick may be a bit....depressing but it looks sooooo awesomeeee as in...a person...drew it...most of it...


yehh haven't blogged for ages....

i just sent an email to my grandma and i think i'll just put it here....

hello grandma
i've read about screen printing before but i've never actually understood it, i haven't seen it done either.
i just know that you need more equipment than if i were to stencil and that it's usually the preffered technique for printing. i'd like to learn it sometime.
KandidFrank is going a bit bumpy as there are a few legal problems...or legal-things-that-could-be-problems that keep nagging at my mind. but yeh i've got a few people that want shirts, one wanting to see my designs so i went home and went crazy sketching them. and the partner that i didn't want is now my manager, so it's all good now.
ahhh i wish winter would hurry and leave. it's soo cold and yeh...i want to wear this skirt that used to be a pair of pants i never wore...^________^
Brian's going to make dinner tomorrow
he's planning on making stir fried hokkien noodles with chicken and oyster mushrooms with out the mushrooms, ginger, vinegar or cooking wine. lol this should be interesting.
well this is the time of year that the school gives seminars and advice about how to figure out what we want to be doing for the rest of our life and how to do it. it's a bit stressing since i'm not so sure about my future.
your life sounds so exciting, although i still am not very clear on what it is exactly that you do...
i envy you for being able to dance. i've only been to one school disco in primary school [which cos 50c entrance fee] and all we did was jump around...up and down up and down..... and i went to one social in year 7....i found that not much had changed. sure we had cooler decorations and an actual dj and food....but all we did was jump around...up and down..until 10:30
i probably will never go to anymore dancing events ^_____^
i'd love to be able to go into a place and just be able to dance....being all loose and feeling the music inside....and not worrying about wat other people MIGHT be thinking about me
well i reckon i'll go to sleep now
good night!


yeh so i'm really going to go sleep now...

i'm getting OLLLDDDDDDDDD