Sunday, January 28, 2007

dissociatives

ok well i had alot saved up in my head that i was supposed to talk about...and i remember thinking that it was alot....

buh now i have forgotten ><

and i have reallii forgotten everything before yesterdai..

so i shall talk about yesterdai

well i woke up.....

well skip that part lol cos i can't remember -____-

ehh i went to work...this time it was in this reception called l'unica....mann i am reallii blank rite now...

ahhh yeh i jush went and cheked my intranet...cos melody told me about the password change...which is good cos i forgot my old one....

annd yehhh...does anyone noe hu i should be asking about exchange student programs??...i want to email a teacher about it...buh i dun0o which teacher...so...some1 please help me here...

oh yehh...on the way to the reception...y0oh noe wen y0oh're coming out of the freeway....and there's usually an intersection...yeh well we were stuck there....and then there was this group of guys on bikes...and i was watching them....and i was a bit drowsy cos i jush woke up.....[sleeping on car] then they got to the crossing....and they stopped...except one guy...and all the cars stopped except one car....[i think wat was happening was that it was a yellow light and y'noe how some cars speed up trying to pass it....yeh well that was wat that one car was trying to do...and the guy on the bike went cos all the other cars had stopped...]...and then basically....the guy on the bike got hit by the car...

and it was soo...unreal.....like the bike and the guy [on impact] were jush still there in front of the car and being pushed forward...and then suddenly the bike goes down and the guy goes tumbling on the car's windshield[is that was it's called?]....and then falling to the ground...

then some people came running out of the car's and yehhh...the guy sorta got up rite awai...buh he was leaning on his friend and sorta limping.....and yeh...it happened so much faster than i thought it would....

and then we turned and left....and jush around the corner were another group of guys on bikes and they were happily riding along...[i saw them laughing...] and i thought about how...i dun0o....like the other guy jush got hit by a car...and they dun even noe....ehh too hard to explain...

yehh so i got to the reception and did my stuff....ahh yehh lol the nite before the wedding wen i was told that i had to work..the first thing i thought of was 'which waiters are working?'...hehe....cos yeh....HOT-NESS!!! ><

and ends up...that most of them were ugly...and does any1 remember the guy that was supposedly hot.....because i had distorted his image into a minwoo-ish image.....except wen i saw him again he wasn't that hot...well yeh he was there...and he [ooh yehh!!!! jush type it before i forget....the other day i thought that i had lost $20...so i was looking for it yesterdai...like behind my desk and stuff....wen i realised..that i had alreadii spent it....ahh was a waste of energy...><]yeh so he's...still pretty hot...or maybe it was jush compared to the other ugly ones....

mmm....i'm sure there was way more the write about...

well this saturday we're having a staff party....at my old house in wantirna...

and my mum sais i can bring up to 2 friends...sooo if any1 want's to come......ask me.....

my dad makes the best satay chicken...i can't wait...

plus...since it's a STAFF party....the waiters will be coming...and maybe with their friends....soo i need some companions in searching for the hot ones....

so wat is the study program?? it's on my subject list...and i think it's the free period thingii...buh not sure..

soo in my vcd b class i have monica in my class...and the scary dude that had a pole in his bag...

and in my studio art class i have julia....and the scary-dude-that-had-a-pole-in-his-bag's friends....soo i'm a bit scared....

ahhhh!!! i've been looking for this clip of demetri martin....where he talks about oranges and carrots...

and i can't find it!!! i have honestly searched for a looonnggg time..

and i now give up

ok bye bye

Friday, January 26, 2007

ohashiburi

ahhh the title of this blog entry doesn't seem to sound rite...buh i think it's close..

haven't studied jap for a while....i was trying to remember how to say 'it's been a while'....well it's sumwhere on the lines of that...

yehh haven't been on the pc for a while partially cos my cousin is here for a while and wenever i randomly feel like getting on...either he or brian seems to be on...

and partially cos i have started the rolly-pencil-case project...

and it hasn't been going very well...the machine is going psycho...and it's hard to pin the pencils in...ehh i think that wen the other person made it [the person that wrote the instructions] ...they had pins without much of a ball on top of it...well mine have huge balls...and cos of that it would get in the way and i wouldn't be able to keep the pencils next to each other...soo i tried different ways to get it rite....

and i'd get half way and then think that it wasn't good enough...cos i will...for once....do my best to get this a good as i can make it!!!! ahh soo because of this attitude [that i sorta got off my olda brother] i am now on my 3rd attempt....and this takes alot of my time...considering that my mum seems to be very attached to me lately...and calls me alot to do chores -____-"

yehh she says that wen i was little i used to always stik to her and was running around her legs and stuff....i think she's jush stuk in that time...cos she sais that she wishes that i was like that again....i dun think that's possible....

because i have started too many hobbies/projects and i also have to have laying-on the-couch-staring-at-ceiling-time and time with friends and studying soooo...because of my overload of activities..i am too tired to run around her feet

well 2dai i went out...was originally gonna see a movie..buh cos melody still have to recover from her fall from yesterday [iceskating] the session time was too late so we ended up buming around glenny....so it was melody, monica, julia and me....emily and sam and serena didn't pick up and jasmine was a lazii bum that didn't wanna come out...

and it was funnnnn yup...while in the MS shop...a car driving past beeped it's horn and melody got a shockkkk hahaha...ahh it was funny ^____^

yup and melody treated us to icecream!!!!....ahh i jush realized...that means that i can't use my excuse of treating them to icecream to make jasmine and melody be nice to me.......ahhh...well i could still use it on jasmine!!!

yup and melody also gave the pressies from singapore [ehh i dun0o where she got it buh i will assume it was there]....it was a lid0ol version of those....azn umbrellas....and some sushi erasers and a whiteout thingii it was cool...oh and a cool pucca paper bag...which held all the other stuff....ehhh AND a really specific map from my house to melody's!

mmm...i was gonna give julia her present cos i missed her party...and i put it all into a sanity bag [though i have no idea how i got one...i dun think i've ever bought a cd...well i did once....though it was jb......] and i was also gonna return monica's dvd of coupling's first season....soo i put it together in the sanity bag...and then wen i got there i gave the whole bag to julia and forgot about the dvd...

until she took it out and i saw it and yeh...i grabbed and nervously laughed and said that it wasn't for her.....lol and handed it to monica....><...ahh seems mean....

newai...i jush brought some change cos my mum had given me $50 before to get lunch for every1 buh i ended up not going and i still had it in my pocket....buh wen i got to the glen [and i think it was in lincraft...] i realized that wen i hurriedly changed into my jeans before melody arrived...well that the $50 stayed in the other pockets ><

so melody lent me $5

well..i am now going to look for a random pic...and try and get it up...so that my blog will look more interesting.....

oh yeh....did y0oh noe...that now is actually 2morrow.....as in...i still feel that it is thursday 25th...buh it is in actual fact....friday 26th...australia day....

hope every1 has a happy australia day!!!

ahhh well...on my quest for a random pik...i have stumbled apon demetri martin's myspace and official site...

ahh it is funny..

on his myspace...he writes lid0ol poems in his blog part...they're funny

i will copy one here

===E

oft have i used the salad fork
for food beyond the salad.
because no fork
should be limited by title
or position or rank.
let every fork be for the salad
and for the meal
and for the dessert
and for the poking of those
who dare relegate any fork
to any such "salad",
unless we're talking about cereal.
then forget the fork, give me
the spoon.


mmm...there's also a funny pic on his website....

http://www.demetrimartin.com/main.html

that's his website...y0oh clik on 'art' then 'drawings'...then dun forget to clik on the arrow....

so...jush to prove that i have done some work...i will put up a pic or two of demetri martin

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buh i can't be bothered now...must be too late.....ok well...i will do something..either go sleep...or keep on trying to do the pencil case....

bye bye!!!

Monday, January 22, 2007

yesterdai

was very funny...

buh very boring...

my olda brother woke me up at 10 to go to maccas for breakfast....[the nite before i went to sleep at 2something from work....]

and so i wore my bum clothes to maccas and had hotcakes and a hot chocolate from the mac cafe....sooo thenn afta thhat we went to springvale so that my olda brother could go to get a sim card to call vietnam with his mobile....

and then we went tooo...this far away place near portsea...jush cos we were bored....

and then we came bak...yes we talked alot about random things in the car..so it wasn't dead boring...

once we got bak i wanted to go out with friends....cos my parents were out and had to take advantage of the freedom.....

buh my olda brother said they were coming bak soon...

....they came bak 2-3 hours later......soo then i was not happy about the time wasted....

and then a few hours later we went to rok kung or something...the porridge place for dinner with my grandma.. ..and then went with my brothers for another drive straight from the restaurant...i think we went all the way to this mountain.......some where near endeavour hills....and then bak....for a toilet break....then went to the glen upstairs for max breanor.....

and this lady came out to tell us that it was closed [buh there was alot of ppl sitting there that i think were the staff] and so my brother goes to duck underneath this barrier thing...which me and brian went around....and he [not knowing that there was glass between the barrier and the ground which was the part he was trying to get through]....smashed into the glass.....

ahh it was funny...it's alwais the funniest wen ppl walk into glass....and i think that the staff inside were laughing too....

so then we went to coles to buy milk, bread, popcorn and ice cream....then came home to find that my mum had alreadii bought milk.....and played cards while eating popcorn, icecream and drinkin milo......theenn went to sleep.....

hehe...me and brian sorta had a play-fight over hu get's to sleep on his bed [cos his is so much nicer than mine...] and i accidently kicked him in the balls a few times and accidently stomped on his foot once...ahhh it was soo fun.....lol....

mmmm....well 2dai i went to springvale with my dad and brian....we had pho...and then a bit of grocery shopping and then we went to spotlight in springvale...

i got a meter of a plain red cloth [for $3] and a meter of this black and white flowery cloth [for $6] and a roller for paint...for the t-shirt making [for $4]...

soo i have to buy pencils which will be around $25 and the stuff to mix with the paint to do the t-shirts for around $16 and some t-shirts and stuff to paint on...ahh i will run out of money again.....

yes i am very mad at my mum at the moment...i haven't been out for around a week jush cos she won't lemme go out....she alwais has some kind of excuse....most of the time it's jush that i am the only girl and have to stay home to help her around.....ahhh...brian shoulda been a girl.....he'd gladly stay home all dai with mum....

ahh yes...she jush came in and said in viet 'wat're y0oh doing, i not allow y0oh to go out and y0oh hug the computer'........

ahh i jush told melody that if i got on she'd sai that...

and then she told me to help her out...so i jush came bak...

i hope that our family buisness dies...

i noe it's a bad thing to hope for...

buh i have alot of thinking behind that....

maybe next time i will sai it...i am trying not to be soo angry....

ehhh i should call the yoga place....maybe i'll email them instead...

buh then i dun have an email account that has a proper name [instead of @lien-rocker-boi]....so i was gonna use the skool email...buh it won't be up until the 28th....that's a sundai...

ahh i guess i could wait till then....

oh yeh....so i was wondering..and forgot to ask melody AND julia before....wat day do we start skool....and do we still start at the normal time of 9:00am???

ok bye bye

oh yeh...i also need 5 pieces of black a4 papper....couldn't find it at the glen waverley newsagent...in the glen....next time i mite look in art riot....

Saturday, January 20, 2007

stomach problems

wellll 2dai i had to wake up early so that i could go to the reception and fold napkins...

and then i was supposed to come home and change,finish julia's card and find a way to package her present....anndd i'm sure there was something else.....and then at 1 jasmine and melody were gonna come pick me up to the party....

then afta wards i was supposed to get readii to go to work and my aunty would take us to the reception.....

BUT....wen we were about to leave the reception for home...i started to have stomach problemss...and i blamed it on the mints...i've been eating too many of them recently and brian said that once he did that and had diarrhea....andd then yeh...

so i called julia to sai i wasn't coming and jasmine to sai i dun need a lift cos i'm not going.....

anndd then..since i didn't feel so bad i ate food...and afta the food i was still hungry...buh i went to sleep instead....anndd i jush woke up....and since before i called to cancel stuff....i haven't felt any stomach pains......sooo DAMN this!!! i coulda gone to the partyyy...

ahh i have the ewwy-icky groggy feeling and need to go out....buh i can't!

well...afta this entry i think i will...either study jap.....or try and watch nana on our new divx dvd playa......orrr try sewing something [i have many unfinished projects ^___^] orr...ehh watch tv?

buh yeh...2dai is also monica's olda sister [sandra]'s b'dai...

sooo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDRA!!!!

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIA!!!

ok..tv time....

byeeee

Thursday, January 18, 2007

together-ness

monica let's do the t-shirt thing 2gether!!!!

we can go and buy a t-shirt from best and less...

and i got paint...do y0oh have paint??? we can share....buhhh i dun have the stuff y0oh mix the paint with....i remember it was like $16...i'll save up [i have NO money at the moment..i'm not sure where it all went....] and buy it...

i'll make y0oh a pencil case rolly thingii for ur b'dai!!!! heh heh....

i remember where all my money went!!! i had $20...and i used it on paint..-__-' and a wats-it-called....a spiral book with paper inside....plain paper....hmmm...

well i'm thinking of doing yoga...

and there's on here on kingsway...so it's close...

i jush asked my mum if i could...she said....'no' then i complained and asked why and she said 'y0oh wanna go y0oh pay for yourself!'...

so maybe i will!

ok i'm going now....researching yoga...and then will read manga...

not bothering with a pic..

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

quote timeeee!!

oh oh oh oh

quote time!!!!

"i've tried tying my shoelaces before, believe me, it's an overrated experience"

hehe....

from coming to america with eddie murphy...

he's telling his dad [the king] that he's never tied his own shoelaces and that he want's to do stuff on his own.....and his dad sais that....

i-duno-wat-to-type-here

ahhhhh well i wanna make a pencil case for skool......

and i think i noe wat type of thing i wanna make...buhhhh it sorta depends on the type of stuff i'm gonna keep in it.....so i was going through and thinkin wat type of thing i'd put it...and if melody got me a fat rubber...and i made the type of pencil case i was thinking of makin..i'd have to measure everything...including the rubber....soo yehh

buh now thinking about it....that type of pencil case would be jush for colored pencils and stuff...sooo maybe for my art pencil case....

mmm....sooo then wat type of pencil case should i make??? i dun wanna make a normal type....ummmmmm

oh well..i've moved on..haha....now i've moved to printing my own t-shirts....

ahh found an instruction thingii on the net....basically told me the same as what the lady at art riot said.....

sooo i'd have to spend quite a bit of money on paints and the stuff y0oh mix it with....and then...well the site sais that the cheapest way is to jush use paper as the stencil...buh i think i'll cover my paper with wat's it called...contact....yehhh....

ahh buh i think it'll be hard to cut out the stuff properly....

well...once i get color pencils ^__^...i will make one of these for them...

http://www.cutoutandkeep.net/projects/pencil_case_roll_up

buh then that would leave the paints....in nothing...ehhh i was plannin to use that for the pencils and then also carry along my normal pencil case cos of stuff like scissors, erasers..etc.....orr i could make one of those thingiis for the pencils and then make another normal pencil case for the paints and special eraser and wateva.....

then i'd have 3 pencil cases in my locker -____-

ahhh wat to do.....sum1 gimme some advice...

...want the website that i read about t-shirt printing??

http://www.stencilrevolution.com/tutorials/tutorialsview.php?id=2

ahhh i noe....i could either buy or make a huge pencil case...like the ones y0oh can fit ur diary's in....and i could make that one for the color pencils and jush stik that one in there...

melody's coming bak 2moz...^-^

ahh i read half of the diary that i wrote while in vietnam 2dai....it was funnii lol i was soo st0opid....ahhh yes and i found that i didn't reallii write about some of the reallii interesting stuff...i think that if it was my blog i would have written more cos it's faster to type and exhausting to write by hand...plus it was my first time with the whole.....diary thing...so it was weird....

sometime..i'll read through it and put the good parts in here....

i bought 2 gluesticks 2dai...and i jush realised how big they are....the one i have now is 21g and the ones i jush bought are 35g....

man i need to learn how to purl....knit is ugly now.....i'm gettting sik of it....

oh...yeh i searched on the web and found this site

http://www.meaningoflife.i12.com/Fore.htm

and i didn't read it all..buh up to where i got...it seemed pretty right to me! lol...

ahhh i wanna go to spotlight....i alwais knew that it was...better than lincraft? buh lincraft is everywhere...and i dun0o where spotlite is......

yess i am lost in my 'must make something out of something i dun want anymore' mode so i must go and sort out my wardrobe...

i'll try and get a pic up...ahhh well it's still not working...maybe it's the pic cos i keep tryin to get up the same pic and it won't come up...oh well...

ahhh before i go...must proudly sai...that my olda brother's car was gonna be in the car magazine called 'hot4s' or something...buh then he can't cos he's working on the day that they were supposed to take pics....can't the parents let him off for one day??!?

ahh well bye bye

Monday, January 15, 2007

damn boys

my mum said i can't go cos i'm a girl and girls have to stay home and help around the house

damn brian....stupid boy....doesn't take the chance and go out....instead stays home all dai...ahh i shoulda been born the guy.......

ahhh damn sterio-type......

ahhh i hate this...sooo annoyed...i need icecream!!!!

murrumbeena

ahhhh i wanna go out...

i wanna call monica and julia and jasmine [if she's bak from camp] to come and bum with me...

this morning i had a cramp...i still have it except not that bad...wanna noe how i got rid of it??? lol well i sat on my bed and started combing my hair cos there was a comb on the desk and started thinking of ways to annoy ppl at skool with my new pen ^___
__^

and now i have a craving for ice cream...my mum jush left to go to the glen i think...i wanna go with her...buh she jush went without me......ahhhh

my dad is using the phone....so i can't call any1..is it too late??? 4pm....should be fine i think...

yesterdai...afta the blog i wrote and a bit of buming around i watched v for vendetta....and it is still an awesome movie....and i finished around 2 something and was a bout to whine about how they're still not bak yet wen i heard my mum's come in the bak and put the keys on the table...so it was perfect timing lol....

ohh my mummy is home...

maybe she will take me out....

[pics still not uploading ><]

Sunday, January 14, 2007

what's up fox

ahhh i'm tired....and it's only 11:08....i alwaiz think that i should go to sleep earlii cos then my skin will improve and i will wake up earlier and that's a beter habbit and all....buh then wen it comes to nite time i alwaiz find myself watching dramas until 3......

buh then 2dai i watched dramas during the day and the tried sewing some stuff...and i am now tired...buh i can't go to sleep cos i have to wait for my family to come back from wedding and help them unload the van....i remember brian and i would stay up and then wen we saw the lites of the reversing van coming in we'd rush to pretend to be sleeping so we wouldn't have to help...buh now that we've worked and experienced it...we noe how tiring and bothersome it is to unload the van afta work....so we're nice....

damn it...perfect chance to improve my sleeping habit....

ahhhh welll the day before yesterdai i...ehh didn't i mention this before??? lemme chek...yes yes..the jasmine thingii and then the icky feeling of bored-ness...

well the next dai [which is yesterdai] brian actually agreed to go with me cos he reallii wanted to get his zip and then jush as we were gonna go he realised that we were gonna do more than get his zip...so he abandoned me....

then i called monica!! and we went around buming around the WHOLE of glenwaverley [well...all the interesting parts of glenwaverley...] for....3-4 hours......

and i got a pen from this korean grocery store [and i remember the name cos monica couldn't get over it...'woori mart'] with this little man on the top of it...and it's legs wobble around and yes..it's super awesome......can't wait to get to skool and bug every1 with it...muahahahha...

mmm and that hello kitty place....i found that it had NANA the movie...buh only the first one..and it was like $30 i think...and i asked for the second one and she said that i could order it...buh i couldn't be bothered...too expensive newai....$30....tchz.....

soo yehhh monica kept me from overspending and it was fun....ahhh too tired, sooo fuzziiiii

oh yeh..haven't washed the dishes either........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i can't wait to go to office works....it's the only place i can go and buy heaps of stuff...without feeling guilty....as long as i dun go overboard of course....lol.....

yehh i finished julia's top that dai....it's nice...not perfect cos i suck..buh nice.....maybe a hole here or there ^____^ so then 2dai i tried makin one for myself and it's not working out well....ehhhhh i will try again some other time...most probably 2moz.....ahhhhhhhhhhh tireddddd

must stay awake..brian is watching fearless.....i won't join him cos i noe i will fall asleep -___________-

did i mention i started another drama??? called 'what's up fox'....ahhhh i will tell y0oh wat it's about...

there is this girl [main character] and she has this bestfriend which she's been with since lid0ol....and that friend has a little brother [9 years younger than them]
the main character finds out that she has a tumor in her...ehhh i can't remember wat it's called...something affecting her having babies...and she's all sad and stuff...cos it could be cancer and she reallii reallii wants kids...and then cos she likes this guy...she confesses to him [afta years or likin..] and finds out that he's gay....so then she get's on the train and falls asleep and wakes up at this place with..water...as in near the sea....and she drinks and she misses the last train bakkk so then she calls her best friend which calls her brother to go pik her up...

and he goeesss and then finds her drunk [alot of stuff happens in the middle....i'm jush saying the main stuff...] and then she throws the keys into the sea so then they go to stay in a hotel....and then she kisses the guy and then they have sexxx...and then then ext morning she's spazzin outtt..and then they think of a cover story and all...and jush pretend like nothing happened....

and then the main character acts like she's pregnant to the guy so that he'd give her some of his wine...and then he goes all serious..and she doesn't get a chance to tell him she was jokinggg...and then he says that he'll be responsible and all...and then he goes to her house and starts sayin sorry to her mum and stuff before she stops him and tells him that she's not pregnant and then he goes runnin around screamin happy things...

ahh and then he likes herr and then she likes himm [of course more complicated like the girl has a bf...]and then the mum objects to it cos of the age difference and stuff buh they're still together....and that's all i've watched....

ahh tired....it's only 11:29....they'll finish around 12:00.....and take like 45min to get bak....sooo i've got agessss.....ahh wat to do...sleepp...

must resist..sleepppp.....

ahh i can't get a pic up....it frustrates me...

Friday, January 12, 2007

movies



'i think you're seeexxyyy' ~_^

mmmmm well i had alot in going through my head before about random things i should talk about here...

buh i've forgotten ><

well now i am dwdling movies......off bearshare and i was lookin for some other movies that didn't come up on bearshare on the net....buh couldn't find any...

can't seem to find deathnote - the last name and casshern....[ahhh yess still lookin for that ><] sum1 plz tell me if y0oh noe where to get it!

mmm on bearshare currently dwldin happy feet, v for vendetta and accepted....

2dai...i was planning on going out to the glen to buy materials and stuff for this top i am going to make for julia's pressent...and i dun think i can go to her party cos of work.....buh i will try and organize something....

and because i dun like shoppin bymyself...i was gonna call jasmine and get her to come....buh first in the morning i had to go with my brothers to help do this errand and by the time i got bak and had lunch and called jasmine she couldn't come cos she was gonna be leaving for camp soon.....soooo that was dodgii...so we talked for ages....me being a bum and lying on the couch....and then wen we got off the phone i had forgotten to call monica to see if she wanted to come instead...and i went to sleep -____-

wen i had woken up i had that icky feeling of being home too long...it's a baaaddd feeling.....and i was weird in the head [even weirder than normal] and stared at the clock...because it said that it was 2:30...buh i knew it wasn't rite cos i had talked to jasmine at around 3:30.....so i stared at it thinking that it had run out of batteries and had stopped...

until i realised that it in fact said 6:10 [i had mixed up the short and big handle] and thennnn i sat there staring at my brother on the computer like -o-...did i mention that my mouth was hanging open??

and i reallii wanted to go out buh i thought that if i called monica now...it'd be like too late cos maybe she has to eat dinner or wat-not....

yehh so thennnn i went out and knitted in the lounge room and then went to sit with my mum in the kitchen...i can't rememeber much except brian started to cook pasta....and i sat there munchin on this gummy lolly....and then...this guy came...

and this guy...happened to be my mum's best friend's son that had moved out aggeess ago cos they had fought or something...and was living with his girl friend or wateva...

and yes...drammaaaa....

haha...newai...so i was sitting there still like -o- [with a lolly stikin out of my mouth...] and staring...haha

so he had come to get his mom's mob. number so that he could call her [obviously]...

and my mum...being my mum...made him sit down and started lecturing him about being nice to his mum and then asking about his job, his car, where he lives, his girlfriend.......ahh i knew he was stukkkkkkk...yes so i went to my room and started laughin evily........not relly...buh i did in my head...

yehh so i asked my olda brother where he was going and then he told me that if i wanted to ask i should be dressed and readii to go...and i told him that if i changed and then found out that i didn't wanna go or wasn't allowed to go then i would have wasted my time....then i eventually changed and went out and asked him where he was going and he wouldn't tell me!!! sooo thennnn he tells me that i probably wouldn't wanna go....damn him...made me change.....then tells me i probably dun wanna go...so then i go anyway..cos i changed out of my bum look....and then had to walk into the kitchen and ask awkwardly for my mum to gimme bak my sandals...

nothing reallii interesting afta that i think..it's all fuzzziiii...

hmm..got any recommendations for movies to watch??? ahhhh i still haven't made a membership for that azn movie place...i have decided to wait till sometime wen [oh...wen the ask for drivers license...do y0oh get one wen y0oh're L plate??] i have a job and a license..because it's too hard to get a licensed person to come with me and i have to have money cos it's pretty expensive to borrow....

oh yeh...the house across the road...these pplz jush moved in before...more currys....and yeh we think they were having a party or something cos there was like 15 cars out there and alot of them...families came in them....and my whole family went to go and look from the window...while i sat in the kitchen wondering if that weird noise was a lid0ol girl or a dog.....later found out it was a kid...

mmmm....aggeess ago my olda brother had this giordano black turtle neck top...and he didn't want it anymore so he for some reason cut off the collar....and i took it and kept it....and the other day brian and i had the genius idea of makin it into a pencil case for brian cos he needed one...

soo i sewed it together....and then cut a slit in it...and now we're waiting for a zip....and brian...sitting on the bed bored to death rite now....realised that we wouldn't be able to attach the zip cos we've sewed it together....ahhh so he is now unpicking it very slowwwllyyyy

soooo any movie recommendations and where i can get it...well dun need to sai where to get it....jush would be easier for me...or i can jush try and find it....

ehh i'm going now....

oh wait..

i remember something i was supposed to mention...

because of a recent event...

i would like someone to explain flirting to me....as in wat it is....><

mmm must put up a pik to make this blog place more pretty ful...

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

melodyy

ehhh...i jush cheked...

ends up...my parents aren't working on chinese new year...buh on chinese new year-eve...heh heh...

well still miss out on the temple part.....

lol thanks for the offer newai....

mello continued


yeh i decided that i dun need a haircut anytime soon...so yehhh

go on the net and use web messenger...

jush search it on google...

i put picture in to make it more noticable...
yeh the guy with blak hair has the same b'dai as me!!! [yeh this is the series that i jush finished....called goong

urgent

melloo melloo!!!

i noe ur there...y0oh jush commented and ur on msn buh not replyinggg

come bak soon...wen're y0oh coming bak??? was it the 18th??


comee

gotta make it quik

incase y0oh go bye bye

talk to me!!!

Monday, January 8, 2007

we must stop this!

big problem....

ahhhh wat can i do....

brian...ahhh he's got this problem....

he's stayed home all holidays [except for the few times to go out with family...] and is suffering from the disease or bored-ness so then results in bugging me....

ahh wat to do......

well 2dai was reallii goood weather....well it was sunnny...lol and i was bored and jush HAD to get out so i called jasmine and we decided to go and walk to monica's house

so then i told my olda brother and he told me that i had to be bak by 4:30 cos he was gonna be leaving then...and it was 4 at that time and jasmine was supposed to come by in half an hour...soo i jush went and had a shower anyway and then copyed a page out of the melways and then waited for jasmine to come by doing a LITTLE bit of cleaning up....and then jasmine came and i made her eat on of my chocolate cookies....and we walk to the chinese grocery and got jellyjoy and grass jelly drinks [ahh i love grass jelly...] andd thenn we walked to monica's house and bummed around..played this board game called 'life' or something with monica's sister...was fun...i lost...><

mmm i finished the bag 2dai....i got out the sewing machine [on the kitchen table cos that was the only table high enough and my mum and dad and brian sat there staring at me...made me nervous so i shouted at them to stop staring....

and soo i attached the handles and then i sewed on these buttons.....looks sorta nice...sorta like a sack...it's cos of the color...aish.....

well i think the only thing left to do is to get a zipper from my aunty....[she works in a factory...] and sumhow attach it....neva done a zipper before....

not sure if i would eva use it...we'll see if it eva matches wat i wear....

ehhh 2moz my mum said i have to put the sewing machine sumwhere [unseen] before she comes home from work [around 12] and brian sais 'uh ohhh...that means wakin up early jess....buh then i'm going with my dad around springvale i think.... think i'll try and wear something to matchin bag ^^"

did i mention that i started another drama? called spring waltz...it's ok i guess...as usual the characters are st0opid....like either overprotective and bitchy or jush st0opid enough to not let other ppl noe wat's happening or how the feel....ahhhh

most dramas are like...misunderstandings.....ahh frustrating....

mmmmm

on chinese new year....my parents have to work [some st0opid bum had to have a wedding on the day and my parents jush HAD to acccept...ahhh wat is the world coming to...] and my olda brother is going with his friends and i reallii reallii wanna go [to the temple] cos last year i couldn't go cos my parents went by themselves and i think i had skool or something the next dai...and they used the st0opid excuse of '3 is unlucky number and must start the year good'....buh then this year....i guess i'm not going either....

ahh wat is other pplz doing on chinese new year??

have now started knitting a scarf for myself...one of those super thin ones...mmm it's gonna be red..the same wool i used for the bottom of my bag...

i'm hungry....didn't have proper dinner.....

Sunday, January 7, 2007

i wish there were more daria episodes...

another thing to mello...weneva i get on msn and ur on...i sai hello and y0oh dun answer....

ok...well 2dai i woke upp and the weather outside was nice and grey-ish....and it wasn't stinkin hot...so i was in good mood....

and the first thing i thought of was that i could wear more clothes ^___^

yehh and i was supposed to go with my mum to good morning hair to get a hair cut this morning at 10....buh i got up and i was too tired...plus my skin was reallll badd....yes the thing i dun like about that place is that it's all white lite...and they wash ur hair first...and brush it bak...so then that and the white lite...ahh skin in plain sight >< and i was too tired newaiz...the nite before...i stayed up and helped my parents and stuff unload the van from the wedding and then i stayed up to eat with them and then i stayed up even longer to watch some tv and finish a book i was reading...and i didn't get tired so didn't notice that it was almost 5am....

so with all that in consideration...i didn't go with my mum to get hair cut.....which is good cos my mum said it was crowded so.....yes i'm not very proud of going to good morning hair.....

so then i slept until my olda brother came crashing in and telling me that he didn't noe wat sushi to get me buh he got me crispy chicken and the prawn one...even tho he knew that i dun eat prawn [and because i was half sleep..i jush said thanks...buh now that i think about it....if he knew i couldn't eat it then why'd he get it!?!? and every1 noes i like cooked tuna....]anndd he got brian a bento box...ahh i feel so special....

then i went to sleep for a bit..only to snap awake wen i caught brian trying to steal my sushi....

so that was around 12

yesterdai...i conquered the sewing machine

was a bit tricky at the start...i was reading the instructions that told me to lift up the foot lever or something like that [footer? lifter??...ahh i dun0o..] and i could't find it so i was sitting there wit all of that white stuff that comes with the box and cardboard and thinking where the hell is it...ahh it was stressing...i found it at the end....i couldn't see it from where i was ><...

annnddd so once i got sewing...it was good....except this one time wen i nearly finished sewing the 2 pieces of wool 2gether i realised that i wasn't doing it inside out way...which is wat i was supposed to do...and i sais fck....and brian in the lounge room snickers and sais...'wat'd y0oh do nowww'.....ahhhh so i had to sit there watching tv with brian and unpicking it with a broken unpik....i broke it....like in the year we did textiles at skool.....before i thought to use it...i was using a pin...which is now in the bin because it is bent....

ahh soo apart from a little hole at the bottom corner....the bag is goooood....well i haven't done the handles yet...still knitting it.......

buh the part that frustrated me the most....was putting the sewing machine bak into the box.... there was a pic...that didn't reallii show anything...in the instruction manual....buh then when i had finaly jush tried to stuff it all in...i saw diagrams on the actual box...on one of the flaps...so i had to take it alll out and then do it again....and then once i finally got it in...there was all these extra boxes...that i dun remember wat they were for wen i opened it.....so i jush left it.....ahh too annoyed.....

yehh i like this weather.....

it's not the best...buh i didn't like it wen it was all hot..i dun wanna go out wen it's hot...soo it's no fun at home....and in this weather...it's good to go out....

ahh lets go out!....hmmm....wat to do....oh...the other dai...my mum told me to invite primary skool friends ova on mondai..which was reallii weird...and wen i asked why...ehh she answered something that i didn't reallii understand..so i dun remember it either ><....anyway....she then said that if it was too hot then not to invite...cos our house sucks...too hot...most of the time it's cooler outside....

hmm jush cheked the weather...it's gonna be cool until tuesday/wednesday-ish....

then saturdai is cool again

wen melody comes bak.....i want to share the joys of 'a wolf's attraction' lol...and i did promise to go eat noodles with monica....and to go work-experience-searching...which i'm too lazii to get to....

hey...there's this guy that was in my vcd class...and y0oh noe...me loner..i sat on a table with him and his friend [a girl that in the end was in some band..] and i heard them talking....apparently he had written on his jeep's number plate 'yaoi' and the girl was asking wat it was.....ahh i alwais knew he was gay...

and then yes...i also so on some of his other works the word yaoi and kawaii....ahhh scarii....dun mind the gay part...buh it's like some straight guy writing 'porn' all ova his work.....gross....

now is 3...i should clean up my room.....buh i dun wanna...i was supposed to do it yesterdai...buh during the day i was at the reception doing the napkins and dishes [ohhh i got payed!!! $50!!] and then once i got home i was recuperating...[watching michael jackson and eating spring rolls ><] and then afta that....ehh i can't reallii remember...ahh i got on the computer and wrote in my blog...thennn i got into the hole sewing machine...and that went alll the way till like 11....and then i had to scrub the floor and do the dishes....sooo that's my excuse for yesterdai for not cleaning my room...buh wat about 2dai?...ahh i feel guilty for not doing my jap either....rememeber those jap words i so proudly said i'd learnt? well i probably forgot all of them now...><

will go and play solitaire now...no time for cleaning...or hw...solitaire mannn

Saturday, January 6, 2007

mello

well i think it's past the time when i should be emailing y0oh about wat i want...

buh i hope y0oh got me something ^__^ !!!!!!!!!

ahhhh i wanna go to some azn country where i can buy cheap clothes.....that does not count vietnam and cambodia ><

i miss y0ohh mellooo.....well i miss every1 reallii...cos i haven't met any of y0oh guys since ur buh bai party.....

i am ungrounded....buh the weather is tooo hot to do anything.....so i still haven't done anything....

i bet the food is reallii good.....and i dun0o if the guys would be hot buh...i prefer azns...and the places ur going...is OVERLOADING with asians....LOL....

ahh i wanna gooo...

my aunty made this suggesting before....that wen my olda brother goes to japan me and brian can go there sometime near the end....and then we can all go home together...

how awesome would that be....buh i dun think our parents would let us...

i wanna get a phone...i asked my olda brother if he eva got some money to help pay for any of his mobiles....buh he told me that he paid for all of them himself by working with dad....ahh i've been working for ages buh i still dun have alot....thinking about that made me realise how much i spend....-________-'

this morning...my mum woke me up at 9...which is reallii baddd cos the nite before brian and i went to bed at like 1am and i couldn't sleep cos i had slept lots during the day >< so i stayed up agesss and so then not enough sleep...

and then we went to knox lincraft to get the sewing machine on sale......and thenn got home at 11 [stopped off at some places] and had lunch [instant noodles with veges] then we all went to the reception to fold napkins...for almost 500 ppl.....THEN we were gonna go except we had to wait for some1 to cook our dinner [springrolls ^__^] so then while we were waiting....we got made to help by washing ALL the small bowls....like we used the machine buh we still had to do alot.....

soak the ones in the box with hot soapy water....stak it onto a rack and then push it into the machine and then when it comes out gotta take em off the rack which was hard....it was like steaming hot and we're using bare hads....and then put them neatly bak into the box...and then so on....remember...for 500 ppl...except y0oh gotta have heaps extra cos they take awai ur bowl sometimes and then gotta give y0oh a new one and it mite still be washing.....

and i was wearing sandals and stuff...and all these bubbles were coming out of this drain on the floor near our feet....so i had all these bubbles on my feet.....and it was hot...hot steamy water....so my face was all sweatyy and red probably and hair a mess and wet feet and burnt fingers....ohhh i was in a baddd moodd...i had to wake up early too....and fold the napkinsss....so mad...

well i will be demanding pay...^___^

so wen we got home i put all this cream on my fingers to stop the stinging and peeling and stuff....and then watched two michael jackson dvds...skipping a few and fast forwarding parts...buh yehh...

while eating spring rolls....

i mite be getting my hair cut 2moz....

2dai i have to scrub the floor....and clean up the room...well the whole house..cos my crap is EVERYWHERE....

buh now is 5:24 and i am tired.....

i tell y0oh good song

guillemots - made up love song

ahh good song...

it's hot again....

><"""" [supposed to be sweat...]

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

hello my darlings!

did y0oh miss me? my mum did ^___^...buh no1 else seems to have ><

i've had this song stuk in my head all day [hiyaya - dbsk]

so weird and happy....

so now i have made a whole list of weird and happy music

this morning before i went bak home to glenny i thought i lost my wallet somewhere in my aunty's place and i wasn't in good mood cos i jush woke up and we had to go....so we were looking and looking and then wen i told my aunty that it'd show up sometime soo we went out and while i was waiting for my aunty to unlock the car i remembered that i had left it in my brothers car the other day wen i went to see happy feet -_______-"

yesterdai i went to knox with high school friends...been a while since i've seen them...except for brittany and trina...saw them the other dai....

they all look the same...exactly the same.....

mmm so we stood outside the movies trying to decide wat movie to watch then went inside still debating wat to watch and then finally gave up and went into knox....

and we headed to valley girl buh fizz, kayla and i went to this games shop and bummed round until the others finished....and then we went to lincraft...jush trina and i went inside....and i got another role of cotton and a roll of red wool and two squares of fabric for the lining of this bag that i am planning on making....and trina got some stuff for her parents...

and the wool and cotton i got was half price so it was good...and the cash register person put this catalogue type of thing in out bags and i jush looked at it 2dai and there's this sewing machine on it for $150...it looks small and simple and the brand is 'brother'....small and simple cos i dun reallii do alot of complicated things...not like i wanna be a fashion designer or anything....and for space reasons....and the brand name was because my dad only will get it if it is on sale and has a good well known brand.....so i showed my dad and he said that i go get it...

ahh too lazii to get it though...and i'm not sure if it's jush in knox or also in glenny...dun wanna walk there in the heat [wanna get it before it's off sale] and find that they dun have it.....

mmm...actually..i think we had lunch before we went to lincraft....fizz and i..not on purpose..got the same thing...from kfc..the lunch box...and fizz got the proper square box while i got one of those dodgii rectangle boxes that they use for chicken pieces....ahhh and i beat her in eating my burger faster...buh cos i got full i couldn't finish everything before her and....

yehh so we bumed round...ehh we took sticker photos...my first time...and we stuffed a few up...lookin at the wrong places....touching the wrong buttons and printing the wrong photos....buh it was... a nice experience.....

uh ohhhh..i was siting crossed legged and with one of my soft toys on my lap and i pushed the keyboard tray so that i could move the chair bak buh i didn't notice that the chair was up against the bed and kept on pushing ><....and the tray has sorta half fallen....must try and fix then if i must...ask for help from brother and get told off....aiyahhhh...><

TOOOO GOOOD...i fixed it myself...ahh i'm great.....

^____^

soooo yeh we went and saw a night at the mueseum.....and it was ok...sorta funnii..bu h found myself laughing alot...maybe it's because the guy next to me [could not see him so dun0o wat he look like] had a nice deep laugh ><

and then i went to meet my aunty in front of bread top...and i walked past and could not find her and then came bak and she was sittin there with her friend....i swear they weren't there before...and then...my aunty started talkin about the bag i was making...and then they were both talkin in chinese [could understand little] about how i should do it...and then my aunty plans to go to her friends place on thursday morning [with me] so that she could help me and tell me wat i should do..and then go to the city...

i dun mind the last part...city...except it'd be pretty hot...buh i sorta wanted to try and do this myself...keep it private...cos if it stuffs up...no1 will noeeee....lol....buh now every1 noes....and i am hopin it will work.....

so now i am not going..i told my aunty.....and i am home now....my aunt wants me to come again next week....maybe i told her....buh i probably wont....

and then that nite my brothers and i went to see happy feet in vmax and then went bak to glen waverley to eat at star east...and then they drove me all the way bak again to templeton.....

the movie was good....mumble was very cute wen he was little..then ugly wen he got older.....and brian says that he only liked it wen he was little...wen he got older he didn't like the movie anymore......my fav part was wen he sings to the 5 smaller penguins and then robin williams breaks the silence with 'i heard a bird make that sound before, buh then we rolled it over and it was dead'...imagine that with a mexican accent...very funniii.....

and the food at star east was gooooood....brian had wonton noodle and olda brother had...in english...something like fried rice noodles? and i had the club sandwich...my first time having a sandwich outside...like not at home....buh my brother said it was good so i got it...it was hard to eat...couldn't fit it into my mouth and all the fillings would move around...buh it was deliciousss....

so i've watched my name is kim samsoon which is funny...buh i think it was dragged out too long.....some parts were boring and unnecessary....buh then again...maybe it's because...well i read on the net that it was more for the olda ladies cos it was like saying that even if ur old and sorta fat.....there's still a chance for y0oh to meet sum hot guy and then like have all this weird romance going on...so i recommend my mum watch it ^___^...buh then she's alreadii married...hmmm...jush for fun i guess....

and am now more than half way through goong....and i like it..more for the younger ppl....teens....and at first i like the 'other' guy....[meaning the guy that likes the girl that likes the other guy....like the third wheel i guess..] buh thenn...he got sorta boring and the main guy got more...likeable...so yup.....and i've done alot of kniting lately...nearly finished all the peices for the bag.....i knit while i watch dramas and drink water.....multitasking!!!!

we had pizza for dinner ^____^

my skin is dodgii now..all red.....and bumpy...i think..because it is definitly not because not enough water or veges....it is because i sleep too late lately and because of the heat...

hmmm....wen i went to vietnam...i had a diary that i wrote in everydai....jush thought of it 2dai...maybe i should type some of the entries in here...and put up some of the photos....wat do y0oh think?

andd i am now un-grounded...so som1 ask me out....^___^"

the other day was new years.....i dun reallii feel anything for that day....buh more of the chinese new year.....sooo while the fireworks were going off and every1 was watching in the lounge room i was playing solitaire on the pc.....can't wait till chinese new year....

well i think i should go and....either pak up my room..or wash the dishes....[was planing to put up a pick of goong buh the thing's telling me to sign in and i can't be bothered....]