cafe del mar - beautiful

helloooo my littllee loveliesss

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jush so every1 noes...this would be my second blog entry since the huge gap in time where i haven't written anything....so i command you all to go and read it!! go!

soooo...

my mum is still not talkin to me...

haven't seen my dad all day.....

ummmm

this morning i woke up at 9:15 and went to the skool to enroll for chinese skool....

and it was a bit weird....cos there was huge crowd of azn bums crowded in the library and i was didn't noe there was a line so i jush went innn and i went up to one of the teachers at a table and she tells me that she's jush for vce...so then i go and stand awkwardly somewhere...and then realise that every1 has this lid0ol white sheet and ask a random girl where to get it...and she doesn't noe....

and then i finally get to the lady that i am supposed to ask....and she tells gives me a sheet and tells me to fill it out...so then i ask another random girl for a pen and i quikly fill it out and while i'm doing that the lady organises every1....vce in a line and every1 else somewhere else...buh i was filling out the damn sheet so i didn't noe where i was supposed to go....and i finish and i stand up and look around for the girl and can't find her...and then a bit later she comes and taps me then i give her pen...

so then cos i dun0o where to go i go and stand awkwardly in the vce line.....awkwardly cos as alwaiz...the vce bums all talk in chinese....why go to chinese skool if you can alreadii talk it!!!!.....and then i poke the girl in front of me [not tooo hard] and i ask her where i'm supposed to go for 9-10...she looks confused and looks at the guy next to her...who gives me the look...the look which is like wat'd-you-want....so then i ask [with hand motions] 'is this line for vce?' and he sais it is so then i ask 'where do i go for yr 9-10'....and he gives me a stupid look and shrugs....st0opid fobs....

ahhhh so then i stand there awkwardly...cos of course....the girl which i had first asked and the guy that didn't noe...where with a whole gang of other fobs...one guy with a pink jumper [ahh that pink jumper was sooo blinding] and of course they all had to look at the weird short girl with bad skin and fluffy hair [jush tumbled out of bed and put on my beloved hoodie that i bought myself...and brushed me teeth..buh i dun think they knew that...] and still in the lower yrs....yeh i wasn't feeling very confident...

anyway...i stood there for aggeess...

and i suspected that this certain table was where i was supposed to go...cos there was a whole lot of lidool ppl there...buh i didn't go...cos i would get evven more attention...

and then eventually all the ppl on that table were gone [buh the vce line had barely moved] and the lady asks for anymore ppl for yrs 7-10 so i stik up my paper and walk over....which ended up getting more attention to if i had walked up earlier -___-

and then i do the stuff and i go to the class and saw this girl that i saw earlier enrolling for the younger years...and she looked a bit lost...so then me being the nice person i am yelled out if she needed help...if she was lost or anything...and hoping that she was cos then it'd be a bit weird for me..

ended up she was jush lookin for this guy...and i couldn't help her -________-"""

and i went to the class room...and was made to sit up front with this other new girl...and i found out later on she's in yr8 and is wayyy good at chinese...and she also goes to gwsc...

ahhh so i felt soo crap wen we jush had to introduce ourselves and jush sai wat our name was, how old, wat skool, how long study chinese, wat we thought of chinese and our hobbies...

i only knew how to sai my name and how old....and while other ppl were talkin i couldn't understand!!! buh i kept trying to hear it all and copy wat they were saying...soo i got how to say wat yr i was in....and i kept repeating in my head 'shang shi nian ji' over and over again...........

and i was hoping that she'd let me off afta that...

buh lukily the bell for break came before i had to ^____^

yeh and that's wen i realised wat one yr of no chinese does...like i remember being beter in yr 8 than i was now >< cos last yr i had to drop chinese skool for doing chinese at day skool...and i had mr yang...and we NEVER had to actually TALK chinese...

ahhh oh well

and then afta that and watching a few eps of couplings i was determined to call around for work experience....so i eventually got pumped to do it...and then realised that i didn't have the phone..so i was running around lookin for the phone before i lost my...brave-ness....my mum wouldn't talk to me...brian was computer-brainwashed and my aunty was tv-series-brainwashed so by the time i found it i had lost the hype...

so then i sat there pushing the numbers the staring at it until the number dissappears and then pushin them in again until i finally pressed the call button...

the lady piked up and afta i asked she said that the shop had jush opened and are still renovating...

and then the second place was an answering machine....i am still not up to talkin to machines yet...

ahhhh i am tired now

newaiz...basically....i crossed offf most of them cos they were too far to walk cos no1 would be able to drive me [mum works in mornings and my dad isn't reliable and my brother could have work] and i crossed off a few cos of having PO Box addresses and that left me like 2 more...both in glen waverley on the same street [falconer drive] soo my aunty and i walked there and discovered that they were home buisnesses and i didn't want it soo we walked all the way bak without stopping...and man i was tired...ahh not fit enough...

so thinkin of lookin for somewhere in the glen 2moz...though i'm not pushing myself to go 2moz....

gotta do hw and stuff...plus i alreadii did alot of pushin 2dai...

chinese new yr coming up...

thinkin of getting my aunty to come and show me how to make sushi and dumplings...and make some type of dessert...i've got it narrowed down to icecream/mouse/pavlova...got the pavlova idea from that safeway/coles add where the kids are makin it and they're jush saying that they can't guarantee that it'd be good buh they CAN guarantee that their strawberries would be.......looked fun...lol

and the icecream/mouse thing is cos it's supposed to be like 36 degrees.....

naruto fillers are OVER!!!!!!!!

next week will be a 1 hour special and it's finally about him coming bak from ages of training with ero sennin and he's got a new outfit and ppl have changed and he's taller than sakura...and kakashi's story has to be coming soon!!! and itachi anytime soon...and gaarraaa ><

ok sleeepppiiiiii

[couldn't think of title..put the song that's playing on]