hey, stay on the ground, don't dream

sooo the last few days have been very good...

like i put some effort into being happy/a bit more perfect for my parents...

and it's good

so i decided it was a good time to bring out the info kit on student exchange

and the good thing is...my mum/dad didn't bring up anythin about me being too rude and all that stuff that would have come up if i had introduced the subject a few days ago..

buh basically..they all listening...which was a good thing for me....

buh then they ask the major question for all azn's: 'how much' and i show them...

and it's almost 6000 for 2-3 months...

and my mum goes berserk.....totally against spending all that money for just an 'experience'....

and then asking if any1 else i knew was doing it....

[my dad jush came in....and told me that anything i learn from now on...like yoga...he'll pay for.....wat a bum....]

and yeh wen my mum asked if any1 else i knew was doing it i forgot to mention the girl that brittany noes and was in my jap class except she's gone now....

and my dad.....sais that he thinks that i'm too young....

and so my mum pounces on that thought....so that it doesn't seem like she is only worried about the money to make it sound more nice....and so that it would appeal with my dad more so that he would side with her....

and so my parents agree that if i reallii wanna do it i should do it afta vce....

buh then afta yr 12 it'd be bymyself....like cos i'm studying jap now...i dun need to be studying it again in uni....like a degree or anything so then it'd jush be me....and it would probably end up spending more money....be more unsafe.....and absolutely no point....

doing it now...would be the best time...

i can't do it in the next 2 yrs cos of vce....then it's uni...and i am not doing jap for uni....

ahhhh now i've forgotten everything they said.....

because i have this thing where i dun like to remember the bad stuff...it jush in and then out....

i jush remember one phrase my mum used...

and i only remember cos i thought that i have to reemmber it and i repeated it in my head a bit....

she sais 'hey, stay on the ground, don't dream'

wat the hell

.....i can't think of anything else to say about that

it's jush

wat the hell

freaking loser

ahhhhhhhhhh

mad now

very mad...espicially since my dad came in to offer to pay for everything i learn...

man...i crying here....

closing off with something everyone has heard of before....

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