blue jay way

i jush watched i am sam

such a good movie

i cried the first time i watched it

and i cried the 2nd time i watched it

except the 2nd time i watched it [2dai] i was running in and out baking cookies

and i knew wat they were talkin about wen they refered to the beatles

so it was even better this time

sad, touching movie, the beatles, cookies and my old brother made me noodles

it was good

monica's party is 2moz

i am jush assuming that melody is giving me a ride to jells park

she mentioned it before

and i called her 2dai buh she was out....probably youth group

i watched the magical mystery tour

i had no idea wat was happening

buh i liked the parts wen they played the songs

espicially your mother should know and i am the walrus....i liked the song blue jay way buh watching it was a bit lame

i still haven't done monica's card

ahhh...it's gonna be like all the other times wen the person taking me to the party comes/is ready and then i realise i haven't done the card and i panic and write something lame and that's it....

the beatles are soo good

i wanna find out who wrote songs and stuff....like i noe that it was mostly john lennon and paul mcCartney...buh i wanna no which songs they wrote and i think george wrote some as well....in i am sam they mentioned that he wrote here comes the sun...

and the drummer ringo sang the song i wanna be your man.....i wanna noe if he sang anymore and if he wrote any....

mmmm

i have a dislikin to my hair

i shall go and do something now

hairy snippets

i got my hair cut 2dai

and so did my mum

i hate it how she alwaiz follows me to where i get my hair cut

....then we look the same

it's annoying

newai

wen i went to book the appointment the lady said she'd be doing my hair...

i didn't see her 2dai

instead i had an azn guy doing it

and

my hair

can either look like...

my hair in kindergarten

or

this guy's hair


....

so i am a sexy-ful guy

^_____^

buhh hopefully my hair will grow out and make me look like a sexy-ful girl

i'll work on it ^^

i hope you didn't buy anything for me that i bought for me

2dai is anzac day

the only day war is useful

i went to the carribean market!

i used all my money

i was sad wen i ran out of money....and THEN found the $10 beatles posters...then had to leave before i saw anymore

i bought:
knee high socks & thigh high socks = $ 6.00
a plain t-shirt = $ 2.00
2 dvd cases = $ 0.80
a necklace = $ 5.00
2 beatles dvd's = $20.00
a beanie = $15.00
a badge = $ 1.00
total = $49.80

except my dad paid for the beanie, and my mum paid for the socks and plain t-shirt

so i only spent $29.80

i shall now explain in detail wat i have bought ^_____^

the knee high socks were purple/grey/black...have no idea how to explain the pattern

and the thigh high ones were plain black

....wat to say about the plain t-shirt? i will print on it....

the 2 dvd cases was cos i have a hard day's night....and i want to put it in a dvd case to look cool.....and i bought an extra one....i was gonna get it from this place ...buh the guy at the stall was talkin to some other ppl and i waited for aggeess....so then i left and went to the stall opposite...so too bad for him!

the necklace is like a butterfly...with a bit of a chain comming out at the bottom....it was actually $7 and it was the last thing i bought.....cos i only had $5 and so i got it for $5 ^___^

the place i got the 2 dvd's was the only place i found any beatles dvds

one was the magical mystery tour....i looked through ALL of the dvds.....so i found 2 of those.....one was priced $15 and the other $14.....and they both had the plastic on it.....and looked the same...so i put the $15 one awai ^___^

and the other dvd is around the world with the beatles....the man told me that it was a very special dvd cos usually all their dvd's are talk and talk....and he dun like that...buh this one was 3 concerts....around the world....so yeh....it was $19

all dvds were $5 off.....buh cos the total was $21 he made it $20 so.....cheap is good....i asked if he had Help!....he says that he thinks that you can't get it anymore

he got it once from this other azn guy which got it from overseas...which was 2-3 yrs ago....buh he hasn't seen it since...so damn...i'll have to get it over the net one day.....

and the beanie i got...is one of those knitted....ones with flaps on sides and pom poms....he he...it is soo cool

and i got a $1 badge....it says something about appollo...they didn't have many good ones buh i had to get a $1 badge ^___^

well....i didn't see emily there

and i hope she doesn't get anything for me that i got for me

we went to springvale afta

apart from eating...nothing much happened....

and then the glen...target for an iron....and i looked at the dvd's.....they have the beatles and friends for $5.....buh it's not very important....

anddd.....quik look in sanity....the shirts are still there....both white shirts.....buh still there....

and chek the price of coloured shoelaces at the key-store near to the sock place.....$5...

and then went to cake world to buy a cake for my aunty's b'dai

and then piked a cake for myself

it's gonna be pandan flavour with fruits on top....and a picture of something blue...i can't remember wat it was...apart from blue.......

once i get some money....i will have to go shopping again.....we should all go to the carribean market!!

Oh Little Ones

hello

i am jessica

i own this blog

i am alive

nice to meet you

^_______^

last nite i had heaps on my mind which made me want to come here and write an entry

buh i couldn't cos i found that my mum was sleeping in my room...which is why i couldn't turn on the computer..cos she would wake up and get annoyed

she's also here now....buh she thinks i'm doing hw....i WAS doing hw....buh i am done now...i deserve some play time

soo i had soo much in my head last nite i couldn't sleep

and it was annoying cos i started thinking about one thing and i didn't want to think about that anymore so i'd start to think about other things and get obsessed over that and then i'd still be awake -___________-

here's an update on the waiter story:
all the gayness went on for a few more weeks, then one day he seemed to be avoiding me.....so then the gaybo that i am.....i get pooped over it.....then half way through the week [3 days of sooking] i started to think that i was gonna get bak at him and stuff.....so then....the next week i talked to heaps of other ppl...and wen he tried to talk to me...i ignored him...yes i noe, how immature of me, buh i was emmotional!, it was my period week.

and then i was quite positive that i was over him...

[yes...most of my 'things' are like fads.....i'll get over them sooner or later]

and then on saturday [21st] i had this whole deja vu thing happening...same stuff happening as the first day he talked to me and i spazzed out. and then i started to think that maybe i wasn't over him....

and then of course i find that i am a dodgii communicator....and realise that me being me....which is all demented around a guy....may seem to them....that i dun want them to talk to me....which i do want....

so that was wat i was thinking about and trying to avoid thinking about all last nite...i thought about all these things i will do next week....this week....i shall START the conversation

i WILL!!!!

...i may need some encouragment..

and to memorise some lines...such as 'hi, how are you'......cos i noe that wen it comes to it...i will forget EVERYTHING

i can't wait till i get old enough to recruit some of my own staff

as in getting some of my friends to come and work with us.....although it can't reallii work out until you guys find a way of getting to all the places....such as...a CAR....

and i guess to be bringing in ppl i'd have to work outside...so i can help you get into it....

so...sometime this yr...or early next yr...i promise to start working outside...with the PEOPLE.....and the uniform.....

2moz i'm going to go book a hair cut...

i dun0o wat style i want

i want it short....buh different...since now melody, monica, sam and serena AND jasmine all have short hair.....my short hair would not look different...

i was hoping that since i'm going to that hennessy lane place...a famous place with WESTERN hair dresser...i could tell them wat type of look i'd want and they can do it...hopefully

i want something short, different...something that will look good in a uniform...skool, waitress or at the movies...i must look professional buh sexy-ful for my new jobs!! ^______^

monica's b'dai party is coming up

on saturday

i can't wait

cos on saturday...i shall go to her party...then later on i will go to work...and start a conversation with a guy.....and i noe...i will not talk to some random loser guy that i already talk to....i will talk to one of the bums that i get nervous around....

well i think i'm working...

....wait...

there is no wedding this week...

must be next week...

next week is my party!!

....then i guess my conversation making will have to wait until....the 19th of May ^__^

now, let me talk about japanese

basically

i have a dilemma

i am a yr behind wat i am supposed to be

in yr 7 i was super good...and could have skipped a yr....and the teacher asked me if i wanted to...buh i didn't understand the whole vce thing...that i would have to be in the same or one year above class as i am at day skool....and i didn't want to leave my new friends...so i said no

and sooo the smart ppl like vincent moved up to his riteful class and i stayed happily-ignorantly behind....

the next yr

i was doing ok...surviving from my extra study's from the yr before.....and skipping many classes....and not paying attention in the ones i did attend......this made my teacher believe that i was too smart and not interested...so she offered to let me skip a yr.....i still wasn't soo sure...so i said i'd think about it...cos i thought it mite be too hard and i'd die....

so...i few weeks later i told her that i'd do it.....buh i think she forgot...

cos the 2 other girls in my class that were trying to skip....went straight to yr 10 the next yr and i am still in yr 9....and even they thought i'd be going with them...

and now

i am stuck with the little yr 9's and smart-arse yr 8's that have gone a yr too many up.

and i have the strict-ess teacher that vince [yr 11] has ever encountered...

and she won't let me skip a yr..

cos my marks are a steady B+

because my knowledge from yr 7 is running out

and because i hate her soo much

i cannot concentrate

the hate

is everywhere

....I love the beatles

i want everything the beatles...and a bigger room to put it all on display ^____^

i shall go now

hopefully not too long until i next do an entry

YOUR MASTER