walking in straight lines

my mother is lying on my bed [which happens to be right behind me...as in my chair is touching the bed] talkin to my aunty on the phone about how we are such a dissappointment to my parents

well she said that brian is good

and that sometimes my olda brother does some stupid things

buh yes i reallii suck

i've been grounded

so i've had to cancel all my plans for this holidays

annnddd

my mother won't lemme bake anymore

so wen i ask her wat to do she tells me to clean

...so then wat do i do for FUN? my father sais that i will find cleaning fun

somehow i doubt it

firstly i was 'grounded' cos my father has gone psycho and is planning to...like renovate the house

he's alreadii made me and brian paint all the window frames and he's changed the sinks in the other house and he's planning to change the whole of the bathroom here.....and then eventually the kitchen

well basically...my father will be doing stuff....and i am grounded to stay home and help

and then

the next day i was grounded for leaving the room wen they came in

so i'm feeling pretty miserable

yesterday was supposed to go to trina's place

2dai was gonna go to danielle's to support ppl doing 40hr famine

and eat pizza

and i think we were gonna go iceskating this week as well

and next week primary skool ppl were gonna see harry potter

ahhh

miserable-ness

i alwais end up grounded on the holidays

well

i'm gonna watch spiks and specks 2nite

and the chaser's war

and probably some very painful korean dramas

and then dream of all the things i could have been doing

like eating a yummy cake that i had baked

or being with other people

i miss skool

...all the people

allll the lonely people...where dooo they all come from

well the lonely people come from being grounded by mis-understanding parents

guess wat i'm listening to

duran duran

i'm dyinngggggggggggggg

and now i will go bak to lying across my mother's legs and throwing my big soft-toy pig up to the ceiling over and over again...