de doo doo doo de da da da

hayley: i think it's dead
jasmine: i noe wat you did last summer!
julia: yeh i think ur right
monica: maybe some tape

heh heh...i'm going to blow you all AWAAYYYYY

one.....twooooooooo........

threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

i now knight you....sir lichtenstein!

that strawberry does bring out ur eyes!

alright...one for you guys....but the rest is MINE!

hayley: there's a little man underthe table pulling my arm
jasmine: use the carrot stick
monica: hm....maybe a cup....

julia: do you see wat i see?
samantha: hmm....lemme see.....no....OHHH yeh i see it....

serena: I'VE got cake
melody: a big fat strawberry covered in chocolate keeps the freakkss awaiiii

hayley: jasmine wat is that you've got in ur mouth?
jasmine: a pieee!!!
hayley: i've got one tooooo!!!
monica: is this chocolate or chocolate?

heh heh...that man over there.....

he's got a biiiiiggggg pair of scissors

oh, a little bit dizzy

but i saw a piece of chocolate over there....

believe it or not....this is jasmines interpretation of a fish

Melody's party [end]

now where did that caramel popcorn go?

THERE you are my darling!

oh i am so happy, where is that orange drink?

and i went forwards and backwards...

up and downn...

and then TO THE SIDDEE!

mrrrr moonlightttt

oh my gosh, there is a grape on this pillow!

oh darn, it's smeared on my watch

hayley: a bit warm in hear don't you think jasmine?
jasmine: oh yes...look at my hair twirl, it is much more interesting
serena: i liiike ze prawn cracker

i'm going to make a shirt for myself

yeh we AZN and we love to CROUCH even wen it's RAINING [love the umbrellas tho...]

i went to melodyy's party last night

as well as going to springvale for lunch

and knox for shopping

it was fun

i'll post the pics some time

just really came to add two more things to my list of movies

byesssss

i'm only sleeping

alot of bumm stuff has been happening

maybe it's the way i've been brought up...like azn's point of view of speaking back to adults.

so wenever i get told off i don't bother trying to explain or anything

and i guess it'll be alrite at home...but i found that at skool 2dai i didn't even bother to explain to ms washfold [art teacher] wat was happening with my painting. this was her comment on 2dai on progress:

Has been working well in class but I feel like there was not enough development of ideas. The final painting needed more detail.
24/8/07: sat doing work for another subject.

erm....alot of bum-feelings between me and my dad lately...and 2nite with both my parents

i remember wenever i got bum-feelings i'd come here and ramble on and on....

but i don't do it anymore cos....

well if you were being told off....and you aren't gonna be able to stand up for urself....so don't bother to say anything......so then no point in listening.....but there is no way you could block it all out

so i know basically wat happened.....but...trying to not listen....so it goes in.....and then it's all blurry....

plus why would you wanna remember it all

bad vibes

go away

yeh so no point in writing about exactly wat happened

but it's not a good thing...i should remember all these things so later on i can just pull it out of my pocket ....

like wen my grandma came over she was asking about anything that we weren't happy about....and all i would be able to think of is not being able to go out....

and my older brother once complained about mum....and there was a great deal of stuff that happened between me and my mother by then....but i couldn't remember...so wen they all turned to me to prove that she was being a little psycotic....well all i could remember was that once she was spazzing over me wanting to get a black swimsuit.....

which isn't a big deal

this time...between me and my father

i am absolutley 100% sure.....that i am being wronged

i am totally innocent

my mum says that he'd been having a bad day cos of his family issues.....

but just because of that.....i was told off....and smaked...and grounded for all life from watching any tv or movies....apparently it applied to the whole family but him...

but brian doesn't watch tv [at ALL] and my mum just joins my dad sometimes [and i don't think he could ground her].....so it's just meeeeeeeee

and i am obsessed with movies

not as bad as music

my mother noes that...so she always threatens with music

oh...

the computer is now right next to my parents room

and the walls are really thin

so putting the music...well not REALLY loud....but....louder than i usually would at this time of day.....

2morrow am going to library in the morning....

coming bak and going to knox to get melody a last minute present [not me...julia!] and to shop for me....clothes and jb

thinking of finding a 'best of' of bob marley

and then after that.....melody's party

did plan to make a cake cos my aunty is coming [which i haven't seen in agess] and cos my mum said she was craving cupcakes....

well oh....i'm going to the library....

looks like no cakes for you

so sorry

.

there is this line in this beatles song, i'm only sleeping. 'most people think i'm lazy. well i don't mind. cos i think they're crazy' something along the lines of that...i heard it last nite and it just sorta stuck in my head

the beatles forever

will never get sick of the beatles

ever ever ever

or right...

i'll get a pick of the latest tshirt i've done up.

eh excited to publish so the world can see the shirt....so will publish now

lalala.....

MELLO!

your supposed to comment on my depressed-ness!!!

and you haven't read the post before that last one....or you have read it but you didn't comment

i thought you might miss it....

newai...

yesterdai was gay

only good part was the food [which was eaten in an awkward silence....and then i got a whole lot of pimples from all the oil ><] and i got a $15 sweater from giordano...ahh i love boxhill giordano....alwais cheapppp

me and my older brother are about to go to the computer swap meet and then to knox and stuff

yesterdai i started one of the twins tshirts

i stuffed it up....

so i don't know wat to do

so yesterdai was depressing as well

but hoping that 2dai will be better so i'm trying not to get too deep into the depresssing-ness.

bye

Jess Fidelity

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oi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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fgh.f,jlfkdjkjfdj
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alrighty....so my mother sais.....i don't know wat my mother sais....
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she said.....firstly that she wants me to come home early so that i could help her with preparing for weddings....
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then she said that i have to be home early to help make dinner
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.....and that she doesn't want me to be travelling by myself wen it's dark
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andddd...there is no1 to come pick me up
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so.....i don't really know why she wants me bak early
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cos it'll be very likelythat i'd get home [at the time she wants] and then.....well i won't be doing much
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wenever she sais that i have to help cook dinner all i do is pick the vegetables and put salt into the water
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this is soooooooo gay
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she's also made all these other stupid rule-thingys
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like from the time that we get home me and brian have to stay in the kitchen with her until after dinner....
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and then like if our room ever gets too messy for her liking [which isn't very messy] she will just automatically ground us
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and then adding to our usual chores....we have to clean the whole new bathroom and kitchen once a week
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and now she's pushing for us to speak vietnamese...she sais if i don't speak it she'll ground me of music
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and i absolutly despise the vietnamese language
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so i refuse to speak
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no wait...she said...if i don't answer wen she talks to me than i'll be grounded
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cos usually wen she sais that we have to speak viet i just don't speak....
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ahhhhh sooo annoyingggggg
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reggae music isn'tworking much....
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aHHHHHHHHh wat to do...i really wanted to get together on wednesdayyyyyyy
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and kandidfrank....well justwondering if it will really get big....cos unless i find a more affective way of prinitng.....well certain colors don't really work that well on black...........
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ahhhhhhhhhh come bakkk brittany i'm bummered
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i'll just keep typing down my thoughts....
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my personal message is: Bob Marley - Don't Worry - Be Happy....
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which i now realise is gay
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cos if i did that now....
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well i could...you noe...just lay down on my bed listening to music and think happy thoughts...
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but nothing will happen
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like i won't get to go to ur place....kandidfrank won't go anywhere....and my mother will forever be an arse
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oh yeh.....starting next saturday....we're getting weddings again.....and we've lost our right-hand-chef guy and my older brother is going to japan.....
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soo it'll be hardcore and my dad has to train some new people
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and me and brian will neverever be free to go out
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my mum won't lemme go to any parties either
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i'm going to have no life
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and i will never be able to go shopping either LOL.....yeh i really need some new clothes


ok so that was a convo between brittany and me...except brittany had gone to have a shower so iwas rambling to myself...

this wednesday after skool me julia and monica were going to go to knox and then after i was going to britt's place to exchange dvds and cds and catch up and it was going to be awesome fun

but then my mother won't lemme

so i'm very bummered

i was listening to reggae music before...it was very happy and carefree....so i wasn't in the mood to watch the godfather.....but it's not really working now so i'm listening to foofights...just neutral....

this week i've been makin heaps of lists

top5 lists

and i feel so pitiful now

cos i'm just a loser that has nothing to do but make lists

i made a list...i was bummered and really felt the urge for shopping....new things..:

THINGS I WANT:
BADGES!!!!!BADGES!!!!
denim-knee-high-length-skirt
clothes in general!!!!
posters (thinking...the beatls or bob marley)
dvds - FRiends [i've got season 1]
- music dvds
- i love movies
- daria...sumhow.....

so now my life sorta resembles the one of the main character in the movie High Fidelity

the guy with a going-no-where record store and no life....making lists......and talkin about his ex girlfriends

well take away the record store and the girlfriends....

Jess with the probable-going-no-where tshirt buisness...and no life....because of mother.....making lists....and talking about things i want....

JESS FIDELITY

another email to grams

Grandma:
sounds beautiful and....WARM
ahhhh...
i got your postcard the other day, thanks! the pictures help with the whole visualising part
well, it's that time of the year when the school stuffs you with infomation and pushes you to decide RIGHT NOW, what you want to do in the future. the vce subjects, universities and courses and at the end the career. and so it sort of...sucks...for me because i don't really know what i want to do after school.
i've sorta of decided that i want to go traveling overseas in the gap year...but i haven' t researched that yet so i don't know what program to go on. and i've got a rough idea of what vce subjects i'll do. considering creative arts/buisness double degree....something fun and something using my oh-so-useful-brain. but i have absolutely no idea of what i will do after university.
KandidFrank is going well, steady flow of customers and i'm slowly finding places to get my materials from. Art teacher has been alot of help as well.
I made cupcakes today
Jonny's going to japan next friday
i have this constant feeling that i'm forgetting something and that it had something to do with him and i HAVE to remember it because he's going soon and i'll miss my chance.
i cleaned up half my room yesterday
it was tiring. i didn't get around to clearing under my bed and my clothing-cupboard...and my 2 junk-boxes. but i did clear my desk and all the drawers and one of my junk boxes...and the top of my bed.
but somehow...my room already seems back to normal the very next day....
troubling...
closing off with a bit of a trivial fact:
in 1967 paul mccartney wrote the song When i'm Sixty-four. the main line was 'will you still need me, will you still feed me...when i'm sixty-four.'
Just before his 64th birthday, paul mccartney and heather mills divorced.
happy-ness
Jess