bittersweet laughs

here to complain

about my dear mother

and her gay rules

she says that during skool days [inc skool weekends] i am not allowed to go out

except for b'dai parties

and we had a deal before that in the holidays i could go out 2 times a week [which i still reckon is pretty tight...like going out 8 times a year...

and this holidays i've got work experience the first week

so i was depending on the 2nd week to go out and stuff

plus my cousin is coming over in the 2nd week [from vietnam] so i was gonna take her out and stuff

and now my mother comes back from visiting my grandma and other cousin this morning...and tells us that we have to go to their place once a week to like....help clean and keep company....

and she says....

that i am only allowed to go out once a week....which this holidays counts as once a holidays....once for two weeks....once for a whole freakin term

plus she says that going out with my cousin also counts as going out

so in the 2nd week

i must go to my grandma's place for a day or two and clean up the place [and i hate it there...it's so freakin smelly and dirty....and i don't really like my uncles and i can't talk to my grandma cos i don't speak viet and my cousin can get annoying...i don't really like him either...], must go to my aunty's place for a night and then go in the morning to the airport to pick up my other cousin and then i've got to help with the upcoming weddings [2 in one day] which will take up like 3 days prior to the actual wedding.....and somewhere in the middle...i have to find the time to full on study jap [to catch up 1 year] and do holiday hw [maths, science, art and PE] and....squish in...ONE freakin day of going out

how am i going to just go out once

i have two groups of friends

high skool

and primary skool

i missed out last holiday's primary skool get together so i cannot miss this holiday's

and with high skool friends were planning to go to the city to see the pixar 20 yr aniversary thing

and it's another friend's b'dai party on the last saturday...which i definitly can't make now due to a double wedding

this sucks

alot

ahhhh

and this morning i woke up with my mother telling me a whole list of chores i had to do before she got home...

and i didn't really mind cos then i had the whole day to bum around the house and sleep and stuff

but now

brian isn't workin but going to cousin's house for he's weekly visit and I amd going to work 2nite

and now i am being kicked off the pc so that my brother can transfer a game to the ds so him and cousin can have FUN

this freakin sucks

such a bad freakin day

and 2dai the new cat empire album and foo fighters album comes out

suppose to be a day of celebration

haha...