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i'm lazy

READ: (email to grandma)

Hello!
i wonder if the weather in perth is still fantastic? last week it's been freeeeezing here in melbourne. although, this week has been sunnier, but still cold.
Centra sounds very interesting, reminds me of home schooling.
i am very proud of my grandma who teaches, travels and uses mobile phones and computers. but, maybe i should point out that 'online' is one word? ^___^
today we had a senior school end of semester assembly. i never knew how good our school bands are. the senior groups are at the moment touring adelaide, last year they went to tasmania, so they played a powerpoint with the music playing and photos flashing. it made me regret not going to all the performances that i've missed this year as well as not joining the band early on. i used to play trumpet, i liked it, but i didn't see it as something i'd follow for a career and back then i thought high school was all about career stuff. i never thought of learning music as a hobby. i think it'd be cool to play the double bass. cos it's so big, yet so elegant at the same time, but mostly it's just the big-ness that catches my eye!
anyway, i was thinking about the assembly because our school had some people volunteer to donate blood just recently and that was mentioned at assembly. did you know that i am very scared of sharp things. i think it started with bees/wasps. i have nightmares of wasps stinging me, lots and lots of them.
exams are over, they were all last week, but i didn't have any mid years anyway. it was the week before that was stressful as it was when alot of sacs where happening and i was quite sick at the same time, but i got through. i don't think i failed miserably in any of them but i didn't do as good as i could have.
on the other hand i have been doing quite well with other previous sacs so i think it balances out!
swine flu has become very real to everyone here at school. we have a few people quarantined but no confirmed cases. and everybody seems to be getting sick.
i haven't been well lately. it started with the usual sinus problems and some coughs then the day of my japanese oral, i was standing on the side of a main road for 1/2 an hour in cold windy [almost raining] conditions and i think that triggered the big stuff. that week i got a the whole lot: fever, sinus stuff, coughs, hot cold, headaches and dizzyness. i didn't got to school that week, just dropped for the sacs, as it was the week before report writing day the sacs could not be delayed to later dates.
during the next week, exam week, i got better and caught up with class work. the GAT was on thursday; we had to write essays on bees and our views on materialism. my writing got quite corny in the essay on materialism, it was the last hour of the three and i cringed as i wrote and reread the line about 'the champion in us all that pushes us to try again and again' ...or something like that ><
this week i've been well except for some dizzyness. i've been focusing on japanese and food technology. from monday night i haven't been able to sleep very well because i just can't stop thinking! at first i thought alot about how soon the japanese exams are [as the speaking exam starts a month before all other exams] and i couldn't stop thinking about how badly i'm going to do so i would sit up, turn on the light, take out my japanese work book and dictionary and sit there working through grammar points. then after a while i'd try and sleep again but then i'd start thinking about it again and i'd toss and turn and then end up sitting back up again with my japanese books. in the end i'd have to plug my ipod in and play this one song over and over again. it's a song from the movie version of the phantom of the opera only i can't remember what it's called. have you seen the phantom of the opera? if you have, it's from the scene on the roof between christine and raoul. oh oh oh, i remember: 'all i ask of you'. this song always gets me to sleep.
so since then i've been doing a little bit of grammar or vocab work in bed before i turn of the lights and i think it's helping.
i'm planning on going to japan in february next year for about a month with a friend of mine. i'm not totally sure if it's going to happen, tomorrow i'm going to ask her. i must make sure that she has her parent's permission and enough $$$. i don't want to start planning if in the end we're not going; it will be dissappointing.
since mum has gone to japan she's a bit more open to the idea but she wants to make sure that we're not totally alone throughout the whole thing. she wants us to go on tours and meet with people that we know and all that which i think is good, i couldn't go through a whole month without those, being the only one of the pair that knows SOME japanese and not having enough money to be ripped off. so mum just wants us to make our plans and to show them to her and if there is enough...tours and connections. then she's ok with it.
the only problem, that i can see now, is that we don't have any connections in japan. jonny has a pretty good friend who is from japan but i think he's here in australia now. i have asked jonny to ask around for information about where to go and where to stay and any possible help but he seems too busy and hasn't gotten any information.
i have a friend who has japanese relations in japan, but we're not very close and i don't know what to ask her. i've got my japanese tutor too...
anyway, tomorrow i'm meeting up with my friend to talk about the trip. hopefully things will be cleared up.
ahh it's so hard to save money. i don't know if i told you, but i saw billy elliot the musical sometime in may. it was good, but because i love the movie so much, the expectations for the musical were quite unreal. i went with the family to see dralion [cirque du solei] a little after that and it was quite good, but i wasn't able to catch any story line so it was entertaining but a bit confusing when looking for a story. annnd i've got tickets to see wicked on the 27th of this month and chicago; end of august. really looking forward but...there goes all my money...
money is also one of my many reasons for not going to this years formal. it's not just because it's expensive [$70 for ticket, $40 limo, and a dress and shoes] but it's because i don't really want to go and it's expensive. i went to last years, and it was boring. soooo boring.
mum and dad have until august, i think, free with no weddings so they're organising plans on the new house everyday. usually very exciting, every now and then stressful: mum and dad gave the external plans of the house to the two neighbours on either side for approval [for the council] and the young couple on the left have been unfriendly and unhelpfull. they're haven't signed yet [it's been almost a week while the ladies of the left side house signed and returned the sheet by the next day] and are asking for sketches of how the house will affect how much sun will be blocked by our house. dad stresses out about it while mum tries to reassure him that they can't do anything that will make any major changes to our plans.
it's almost the end of this first school semester and my first visual communication design folio has been completed and handed in. i designed a stationery brand identity [so a name and logo] and a promotional poster for that design. i would send pictures of the last few products but they're saved onto the school computers and not in jpeg format. in the second folio for the year i plan to design a logo for a bakery and a cake package design. should be fun.
for the food technology folio my design brief is to create a lunch menu consisting of 5-8 dishes featuring avocados for a cafe. i had so many recipes to choose from it was too hard to cut it down to just 8!
have you noticed how much i have written?
it's because i'm a lazy person.
i have realised that because of this i probably won't be able to write another email for a while. so i've tried to cram in as much as possible in.
also because i'm not very comfortable with writing small notes. i start to obsess about every single word and the tone; this way there's just too much to obsess about!
very sleepy now. i don't think i'll be able to do any japanese revision before i sleep. but who knows, i might start obsessing again.
oh and mum advises you not to come to melbourne now because of all the sickness going around.
good night!
Jess.

goodnight all.

I Knew That I Would

i feel good

cos i'm bloody great

i'm in a swearing mood...but only swearing in positive ways

last year, i was really confident about my studio art work

but then at the end when i was actually making the final piece stuff kinda went out of hand...and the finaly product isn't quite perfect

but still, i had confidence in my folio, and i entered top arts

obviously i didn't get in

and it was just the dissappointment of the lack of perfection in my final piece and then the rejection from top arts that made me start to slowly just kinda block the whole studio art thing from memory and just pushed down

and i started to really think that it was all crap

i even brought my arts/visual arts double degree down to my bottom choices

but tonight, i was wondering about my vcd folio, i'm starting quite slow, and i didn't know if it was because i really was loosing interest and not progressing or if i did the same thing with my last year studio folio and started slow but eventually got going. so i pulled out my unit3 studio art folio, and started to look through.

ok getting bored now, but basically i got really into it and all my ideas were renewed and my passion for all that creativity was just...i know, this is all getting a bit corny...but it was 'rekindled' sigh...

so we come to the conclusion that, my folio, is bloody awesome

i was going to do some hw, but then all that happened....and then i just had to write about it...and now i just MUST do some research on universities....so i guess i'll be sleeping late tonight...which isn't good. i like sleeping at around 10:30-11pm nowadays. keeps me up the next day. and i like to read or play random games like ipod solitaire of ds sudoku in bed before i sleep, it's a habit.

but

i feel good

saw cirque du solei last night

lately i've been having boring dreams where i basically live out a normal day in the life while i sleep

but then i dreamt something weird and random last night

so glad that they're back, atleast for now

so when my mum woke me up this morning i hurredly wrote down the main points so i could remember it

lately mum's been waking me up everymorning and disturbing my dreams, it's annoying, i haven't slept past 10 this holidays at all

which is kinda a good thing i suppose...woke up at 8:30ish today

anyway, dream!

there were 5 parts, that are vaguely connected, although i can only vaguely remember lol

1. camp
2. work
3. party
4. mario
5. billy elliot

1. camp
we were at some kind of school camp
and i'm going with emma i think, walking through this playground on the way to the showers
so i've got this bag, ashamedly, it's the pink supre bag, and we're going up and down sliding climbing etc...it's a playground. and then we move on...walking walking...then i realise that i don't have my pink supre bag on my shoulder anymore. i look over and there it is on the playground. it's thrown down in the little cube that is usually built around the top of the slide. so i'm going over there and there's a whole group of ppl there. atleast 2 guys and jordan [girl from high school, she's annoying] so i go up to them...standing there...so they sitting up there, can only see my head. i ask for my bag and this guy [for some reason named Yano] grabs it and i see some stuff in there that's not mine so i tell him to take it out and i keep seeing other things that aren't mine so i'm pointing and he's taking out. then i say 'so can i have my bag back now?' and he's handing it over when jordan grabs his arm 'wait' 'why?' and i did remember exaclty wat she said but now i've forgotten. something about me having to go around spreading a rumour kind of thing about yano, about how great he is or something. and i say 'no way bleh bleh bleh' basically i'm not gonna do it and i don't need the stuff anyway. so i march away into the showers.
and then...now emma's gone...i'm in a hall...where eeveryone's eating. and i sit down with my high school group and start retelling my story with a bit of exaggerating and no1s really listening. then the twins come and they kinda listen but i still don't get to finish my story anyway.
then ms culling comes up to the front and starts talking introducing rabeya. who for some reasing is this big lusty woman...with rabeya's face

anyway...i wrote that all on the morning after the dream

but then i had to go to work

and now i can't be bothered

but...i'll just put some key words so that i can remember, wat i wrote down once woken:

'camp' - rabeya, yano-showers, sweets (linked to 'billy elliot')
'work' - emma $5 (someone's borrowing/lending), brittany ('pimples?!'), fat guy push/tease about Thomas, stood tall in circle - linked to 'party'
'party' - templeton house, charmed, couples, tomas, mum dad cleared out wardrobe, '25' hung window, 21 talk (prue cry)...i don't remember wat that meant...i remember a speech though...
'mario' - underwater, solitaire, crosss between mario, contra and solitaire, real people on cards, bone monsters
'billy elliot' - amy, running and jumping, down hill (templeton hill)

the interesting thing is that that night, some of that dream kinda came true

gotta go...crying babies and stressed out mums

i'm buggered

supposed to be end of term and all 'ahhhh relax'

but i'm not

because i have jap tuition in an hour

and then i've got jap school tomorrow morning

'really big sighhhhh'

One Hit Wonders

i dwlded a 5disc set 'one hit wonders'

and it's got some good songs

i originally got it just for dragostea din tei - ozone

but the others are both random and awesome!

but this one has a really catchy tune and the lyrics are interesting:

In the year 2525
If man is still alive
If woman can survive
They may find

In the year 3535
Ain't gonna need to tell the truth, tell no lies
Everything you think, do, or say
Is in the pill you took today

In the year 4545
Ain't gonna need your teeth, won't need your eyes
You won't find a thing to do
Nobody's gonna look at you

In the year 5555
Your arms are hanging limp at your sides
Your legs not nothing to do
Some machine is doing that for you

In the year 6565
Ain't gonna need no husband, won't need no wife
You'll pick your son, pick your daughter too
From the bottom of a long black tube

In the year 7510
If God's a-comin' he ought to make it by then
Maybe he'll look around himself and say
Guess it's time for the Judgement day

In the year 8510
God's gonna shake his mighty head
He'll either say I'm pleased where man has been
Or tear it down and start again

In the year 9595
I'm kinda wondering if man's gonna be alive
He's taken everything this old earth can give
And he ain't put back nothing

Now it's been 10,000 years
Man has cried a billion tears
For what he never knew
Now man's reign is through
But through the eternal night
The twinkling of starlight
So very far away
Maybe it's only yesterday

That's Zager and Evans - In the Year 2525

i need a japanese typing program thing

i'm supposed to send in my draft for the practice sac to my teacher before this saturday when we're doing the actual sac...

but i can't type it...and my scanner doesn't work either...

lol unless i take a photo of it?

Party Invitations

i've finished making the fronts of all of them

and the bak will probably be just plain text

but lots of them will be different...cos of different locations and dates

and i don't know wat to do...how to print them

because i made them thinking it'd be on a card...like a postcard kind of thing

but i don't know where i could print it like that. esp with the double side thing

sighh...

Old Friends

my aunty that my mum has known [yeh...not aunty...friend of family] since she came to australia came to visit today

we used to see her heaps and heaps when we were little

then we got busy and didn't

my mum got me to set the table while they both sat there talking

ah it's awkward seeing old family friends

they always comment on how you've turned out. generally the good stuff [prob keep that bad to themselves].

but it's weirdd

standing there...and they look at you going 'she looks so much like her father's side. aw look at her nose, she's got your nose, such a cute nose'

-____-

i don't get exponential and logarithm graphs

delirious relief

so happy!!!

i was all panic-y

cos i had planned to work on saturday and sunday this weekend since we have the long weekend

and i thought that the long weekend would include the friday as well

but it doesn't

and i thought i'd have both my lit and food sacs on the thursday before so there wouldn't be any hw from those two subjects but then we didn't have our sac for food cos she was sick and then we cooked and we have to do the theory on that too

and then because we missed the double methods and another double some other time because our teacher has to go do some golf thing he's stacking on the work now and i have to go through 5exercises before tuesday and also one excercise for tuition

and also my brother came down from canberra for the motorshow but he's also spending time with us [monday = family day]

so then this brings me back to the start = i was all panic-y

also because i had to write this essay thing for tomorrow jap school which is a draft for our writing outcome and the teacher has to check it before we do it so we can improve and stuff

and i was delaying and then finally sat down to do it around 10pm and thenn i realised

when looking at the weekly timetable of the lesson plans

no jap school on labour day weekend!!!

ahhh

except now on tuesday i have a vcd sac and a food sac

and on monday i have tuition

and i don't even have the whole of monday to do hw because we're spending time with my brother before he leaves that night

but ok

my thoughts are all rushed

like i'm on a high

i guess my fingers are

a bit like jack from will and grace when he's dating that guy that works at the coffee shop

funny

ahh do some hw.

oh yeh i had a haircut!

about the last post

i didn't mean that i was really depressed or annoyed at our physical bodies

but just wondering wat it would be like to be without them

anyway

really good movie:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVtJgU6WTj8

hw...

Souls with Psychic Powers

'This morning i was slowly waking up, opening my eyes, when i thought i saw a spider on my bedroom wall. But as i fully opened my eyes it dissappeared. Because i'm doing Minority Report in Literature i got to thinking about subjective reality. Now, not on purpose, it happened again. i was fighting to wake up and struggled to open my eyes again. i saw another spider, in a different position. This got me thinking, what if the world i knew is just what my senses feed and create around me? Is there another world out there, where my bedroom walls are covered with big black spiders? Does this world exist after i'm gone?
Or maybe i'm just crazy and there ARE spiders all over my wall that in my sleep-like-state, i tried to ignore?'

this is wat made me slightly late to school today. had to write it down. and my mum kept nagging me about how to use the computer. she's started lessons.

today i got my last tooth out. so that's four in total. one on each side up and down. i think it's the drugs. i always feel depressed after getting a tooth out. or maybe it's just because i actually start thinking about serious matters and it makes me worried and depressed. because i'm screwed.

the receptionist said i was too young to have teeth pulled out. she doesn't know that this was my 4th extraction. she said i better think of transplants or something. and soon. because if i leave it too long, max 2years. my bones will die or something. it costs around $4000. but i won't be able to bite if i don't get it, she says. i said that i was hoping that the growth of my wisdom teeth will push the teeth and rearrange everything. she said that not everybody has wisdom teeth.

apart from that, there would still be hints of regret since i have an attachment to my teeth. who doesn't. i'm only 17. and i've already lost 4. imagine 60. forget 60, wat about 30?

why are teeth so bothersome? and my skin? and my imune system? i'm not very healthy -___-

imagine a world where we didn't need physical bodies. we were just...souls. with psychic powers!!! [is it psychic or kinetic i'm thinking? i don't know wat i'm talkin about. i mean that we can move stuff with our minds!] and where we don't need health insurance. maybe soul insurance. but i think it'd be easier taking care of just the soul instead of teeth and skin and hearts and arms. do souls get fevers?

i'm supposed to be writing a practice analysis for literature. it's too hard. too many ideas/concerns genres etc to talk about. it's mind numbing and i don't know where to start. plus. i'm confused. about subjective reality and existentialism. the part where Flemming tumbles out of nowhere in the space ship and stranggles Lisa...is that subjective reality or existentialism?

i'm rubbish with politics. i did well wen comparing Pride&Prejudice and Jane Eyre. because i understood it. but politics? how come so many of the texts are based on politics? 1984, Minority Report, Blade Runner and Passage to India. i don't get it. therefore i cannot discuss it as well as i should.

so i'm supposed to be working on this. but i'm distracted about being depressed about teeth.

Questionable Answers

i found it!!!

i listened to it carefully

and i had this feeling that it belonged in a movie or something

and it reminded me of someone cold and hungry

and then i remembered [after a while] VICTOR AND VICTORIA!!!!

i found it i found it i found it!!!!

ah..

now i have to go bak and do my hw -____-

mysterious track03

i was doing hw

with my ipod playing on the dock thing

and this song came on

it's a kind of haunting orchestral kinda of thing

i think

something you'd hear in a ballet

and it really grew on me, and i wanted to know wat the song was

but it's called track03 by unknown artist etc

and i can't even tell wat folder i've put it into cos it was on shuffle and it doesn't tell me

and now i've gone mad looking for it by searching for all the track03s on the computer

where is it!?!?

i figured that i had too many bad thoughts on my blog

wen it's really not that bad

so i am putting some time into typing something not bad

on friday i went to see Valkyrie with brian

it was a last minute decision, we went to see the last session [9:10]. but wen we got there, the line was huge [ah i just woke up, my brain isn't working right, i can't even think up the sentences in a way for them to make sense]

so in the cinemas we were in the second row in the middle

we both agree that the first half of the movie was boring

and that it was weird that all the characters had different accents. english and american, instead of german

i thought it was funny that they got so many staring scenes in when the main stare-er only had one eye

was happy to find that the family lived

and both of us couldn't catch wat tom cruise yelled out just as he was executed...really wanted to know wat he said cos after he said it the firing squad and everyone else had these shocked faces

for all i know he could have yelled 'GOODBYE MY LIEBLINGS!'

but yeh, it was sad at the end cos they weren't able to kill hitler

but we had planned earlier to go to pancake parlour afterwards so even though it didn't real right anymore we went

we sat at a huge booth, with just the two of us, quiet, because the movie was sad

lol

but then it lightened up once the pancakes came

i don't want to be up

go back to sleep

but i have to do lots of hw

i had to bring home all the books in my locker for the weekend

which is not much

compared to the maths and science people

but it's alot for me

and i didn't do any of the work on friday

or saturday

so it's all for today

yesterday was the first day of jap

so i woke up and my mum took me there

and i'm all sleepy

and it's hot

but then wen i get there, along with all the class listings, i find these pieces of paper saying that students will not be permitted into classrooms until and completed and paid for enrollment form has been returned stuck up on the walls

so i go to look at the class lists for japanese thinking 'oh please oh please oh pleassseee'

and my name wasn't there

so i had to line up in the very long line in this corridor with a group of teeny boppers in front of me, having nothing to do but to listen to their conversation

i waited for an hour

to get a form, fill out the details, and given the paying bit

so then i go outside, call mum to come pick me up, and waited another 10minutes

it was hot

yesterday was the hottest day, 46degrees

but it was very weird how there was a cool change at 6pm, then started raining.

and today is 25degrees

huge change

global warming

day after tomorrow

we're all gonna DIE!!!!

tomorrow is photos

i hate photos

i want to sleep

i have hw to do

i hate hw

i want to sleep

i need to call the uniform shop to order a jumper

i can't be bothered

but i need a jumper

this week is cold

but i prob won't be getting it till...halfway through the year

i want to sleep

i had a dream

that i had a dream

that came true

and i had a baby

but i gave her to aunty ratna to take care of her for me

and i came to meet her [when she was a toddler]

she had green eyes and black hair

she didn't have an asian face

her name started with a c

i regretted letting aunty ratna take care of her since she didn't know me

then i had another dream

that i was going to have another baby

and i was freaking out cos i hadn't slept with anyone and i didn't know wat was happening

yeh it was weird

there were other bits

there is this guy at work who is all quiet and moody

and he was being quiet and moody in my dream

i want to sleep

Sweaty Irritation

year12 sucks

and it sucks even more in summer

and my dad is mean

ah i don't want to talk about it

just, ARGH!

i'm an asian

need to vent
vent
vent...
bad pen to be venting with, it's too stiff (and just ran out), the words will not flow out in the right vent-y way
hand writing sucks, the words can't come out right...or fast enough
i'm wearing my dark sunnies and brim hat, indoors, beacuse i'm feeling gloomy
i hate being an l plater
i don't want to
its a low status, the yellow-ness annoys me
which is why i want to get my p plate asap
well, partially why.
also cos i think it's a waste of time. get through all the crappy restrictions quickly so that i will sooner be free and able to do watever i want
so i got my l plate day after my birthday, easy since it was all up to me; read a book and take a test
but nowwwww it's crap cos i have to rely on others to gain experience enough to go for my p plate
my dad is selfish, everyone agrees, i only discovered it myself recently, so he wouldn't help me even if i was learning automatic (he knows manual anyway, he never mentions lessons, he acts as if it has nothing to do with him)
my mum is alwayyysss busy. plus she only knows auto
any older brother is a lying, unreliable twenty-something. i always thought him the reliable type, the way he gets so heated by the unreliability of others. lazy hypocrite.
my first instructor was crap. asian of course.
although i sat at the wheel it wasn't me driving. was a show made to look like i was progressing and giving well earned money as repayment
so i stopped after a few lessons
abt a year later, i started with the racv.
he was good. western of course.
it was purely me driving, the only time any peddles moved without my feet's consent were when the car wasn't moving.
he constantly pointed things out, teaching the process and quizzing to make sure i listened. things is, he made me nervouse, he was so friendly and that confused me since i didn't have enough brain power left to focus on friendly-ness. but i stuck withhim cos he was good
soon enough, i got to a decent level of driving
he told me to get my brother to take me driving atleast once a week for a while then in two months time to call him back so he can check on how i was progressing and so on till i was ready for the test.
sounded good since jonny had agreed confidently to do just that.
so bye bye teacher-that-teaches, bye bye nice normal car.
and hello brother-that-panics, hello stiff-uncomfortable sports car...for two weeks.
we had two lessons. once in our back streets and once in the knox parking lot.
then he left me. maybe there was that one month when he gave me an auto lesson...but otherwise there was nothing but a whole lot of 'yeah yeah i'll take you this wednesday, don't start your lessons again, you got me.'
now, several months later, it is january and my p plate test is in 4 months.
it has been almost two years
i was ok when i stopped racv lessons, crapper with my brother, and in the last months i'm sure my skill has fallen back to the starting point.
why won't anyone help me?
everybody's all 'when jess can drive she'll be able to help us out with this and this and this...' but geez, they don't lift a finger to even help me get there!
today jonny offered a lesson
but wen we got home he says 'half hour break', it's been an hour and a half [well actually now it's after dinner but wen i was writing this it had been 1.5 hours]
he's lying on his bed sending emails n talking on his mobile. when i came in to remind him he got all irritated and shouted
i'm an asian
i hate wasting money
i don't believe that this money needs to be spent
but i guess i'll have to start racv lessons again
luckily, i don't need 120hrs
so mad mad mad
so sad sad sad
so stresssssed!!!!

Jade's Masquerade Party

look

it's me being lazy

in a dress

attractively lazy

not

Orange Letters

tried to comment on a note brittany did on facebook

but then some weird maintennance stuff happened

so i can't

luckily, i copied it before it dissappeared

will keep it here for safety

LOL this is funny

lots of the time it doesn't make sense, but then lots of the time it does!

like: How will you die? - kissing the lipless

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i had another dream

weird as well

something about showers

[i just saw the link between my dreams...showers...]

and harry potter uniforms

and evil janitors

i actually remember it quite well cos once i'd woken up i took the time to lie there thinking the details over

but

i don't really like this dream, it didn't feel nice, and it's kinda boring

i didn't like 101 dalmations, cos it was too sad

seeing all the little puppies struggling to walk in the cold snow and the fat one being hungry...

Dark Shopping & Dumplings

had a dream

monica was in it

i was mad at my brothers for calling her to come over just to make dumplings

and we had lots of food in the fridge, like lots of yummy foods to be eaten

so i'd just come out of the shower and was moisturising my face [which was in very bad condition]

and i started talking to myself, something about pimples

and then i hear a voice behind me replying 'that's because....' something

and i jumped, grabbed a towel and all that

'who are you?'

which was stupid cos i knew who it was

i knew that it was a friend

but i just couldn't remember the name

'monica'

'monica?' and i was straining cos, the face didn't seem to match the name

but then i finally realised that it WAS monica

and then that's wen we talked about why she was there and i got mad and stuff

then we went out and found lots of food in the fridge

anyway, another section...

i was travelling with my parents

and we had like a meeting place on a boat

it was asian, like that bright red with gold and green bits

and the only part that i would experience was the end of the day wen i would go to a certain part of the boat to meet my parents

it was the same everyday

until the last day wen the boat seemed backwards

and i went to the end and i thought 'this is the wrong end'

so i started walking back to the other end but then i noticed my mum sitting there

she hadn't noticed me although she had been calling me worrying about where i was

then i sat down with her and stuff happened...but i can't remember

all i remmeber is that dad gave me a card

and it had lots of writing

but i couldn't read it

apparently it was very heartfelt and full of love and stuff

but i couldn't read it

another section...

this was once my brother had woken me up to talk to my aunty who was just telling me that she was coming over and to make sure that i didn't have any plans so that i'd be there wen she comes

so i dreamt, with the basic knowledge that my aunty was waiting for me

i went shopping

even tho she was waiting for me

with brittany, julz, emily, monica [brittany and julz were just presences that i could feel, though i don't actually remember seeing them]

we were going through something like myer

and then we stopped at one section which was like a whole seperate room

about the size of my bedroom

and it was dark

with a dodgy table with shirts layed out on top of it

and another smaller table with sheets of paper on it and a room next to it for changing

apparently we had to fill out a form before even looking through the clothes

but there was no1 there so me and emily were just looking through the clothes

found a whole stack of stuff that i wanted to try on

somebody, possibly brittany or monica, was worried and kept telling us to fill out the form

so i sat down to fill it out before i went into the room to try the stuff on

then this asian family came in and went into the changing room

i told them that i was first but that they could stay in there until i'd filled out the form

but the form seemed blurry and i couldn't think of the answers to the questions

the one that really bummed me was wat my mobile number was

monica was trying to help me

but i was too stupid

i couldn't find it in my phone

so i tried looking it up on monica's phone

but it was too weird and complex

like it was in alphabetic order, but it had many alphabets

and there was a weird voice, like a gameshow, saying that the challenge set was to find 'jessica'

and the names were rolling by like the pictures in the slot machines

anyway, i don't know wat happened in the end, but it was all figured out

then i went into the changing room

and the asian family were all settled in beds and stuff, like living there

and i started yelling at them cos i was very frustrated from filling out the form

and then my aunty called to ask me where i was

i was trying to juggle talkin to my aunty and telling the asian family off

and then the supervisor of the place comes and i'm trying to tell her wat happened and it's all hectic

thats all

now i feel all dizzy stressed

i want to sleep more

my aunty is here.

Revelations in Revolution

i have just realised the real lyrics in a certain part of Revolution by the beatles

i always thought it was kinda weird, but, it was the beatles and alot of their stuff is beautifully random

i thought it went

'...but if you go on carrying pictures of cham-o-mile...'

but while watching Across the Universe i have realised exactly how stupid that is

it's chairman mao

not chamomile tea!

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Catalogues

looked through the target epic dvd sale catalogue

circled a few

and added up the cost

if i were to buy only the dvds i liked enough to circle

i'd have to spend

$203.89

i wish i had enough money so that this would seem like small change

by the way, jim sturgess from across the universe has the same birthday as me [although obviously not the same year]